Title: I'm Not Going to Write You a Love Song

A/N: I looked up the lyrics to the song from the title and I was like this goes so well with the story, so there you go, anyway, hope you enjoy.

Chapter 1: Doubt

"Calm down Sango," Kagome told her friend as she patted her shoulder comfortingly. Sango fumed from her spot beside Kagome, he was doing it again, right there in front of her after he had proposed to her a few weeks ago.

'What does he think he is doing anyway, what does he have to gain?' well Sango figured she knew what he wanted to gain, but still, 'Why would he ask me to live with him and bare his children if he acts this way?'

It was totally ridiculous and confusing.

Sango frowned and huffed angrily, causing Kagome to try and calm her down even more, but she wasn't listening, 'How dare he play around with her like that.'

All that he had ever said to her about loving her and being his girl came flooding back to her as lies, lies that he told her to perhaps be able to have his way with her, it made her nauseous to think how selfish he was being.

She couldn't sit there and watch any longer, she got up, and to Kagome's surprise, started walking away from the scene towards the other side of the village.

Kagome sighed, she didn't know what she was going to do with those two, they were engaged, yet wasn't like a normal engaged pair in love.

Inuyasha and Shippo came out of the hut and sat beside Kagome, bored, "What's going on," Inuyasha asked.

Kagome motioned to Miroku, who was surrounded by women.

"He's at it again huh," Inuyasha snorted.

Shippo watched the scene, something was missing, "Where's Sango, why isn't she teaching Miroku a lesson?' he asked.

Kagome pointed in Sango's direction.

"Should we do something," Shippo asked nervously.

Kagome shook her head, "No, not this time."

Sango walked all alone through the happy village watching as people bought and sold vegetables and items, watched the kids run around with each other playing as they laughed.

Sango smiled as her attention grew more on the children than the adults, but her face soon fell.

Children…Miroku had asked her for a family as big as 10 or 20 of the little guys running around. She thought about it, she had just said yes and never stopped to think how hard it would be to raise so many children, especially if…

If Miroku wasn't as dedicated to her as he had told her, than why would he stick around with a woman who had so many kids? Wouldn't he just go flirting again, even with having his own children?

Maybe she was thinking about it too much, Miroku wouldn't really do that would he?

Sango shook her head, she was getting way ahead of her self, they hadn't even defeated Naraku and she was defiantly not pregnant nor would be anytime soon, she could count on that.

She then took a deep breath; Miroku couldn't even keep his hands to himself long enough to pay attention to her. Wasn't she worth being his one and only girl? Maybe she wasn't?

A tear rolled down her face, yeah he had been romantic towards her in the past when she needed him or when he had proposed, but he took that away every time he flirted with some girl.

Well she wasn't going to go through it anymore, she was determined to do something, but she didn't know what.

She thought back when she had been proposed to for the first time, it had been a lord of a castle Takeda Kuranosuke, but she had turned him down, telling him that she had things to get done before she could settle down a be a wife.

Sango realized she had walked all the way out of the village and now she stopped and looked up at the sky.

There was a possibility that she could finish her goals out on her own and then marry Kuranosuke, it would put less pressure on her after all, and she knew he would never cheat on her.

Sango looked behind her to the hut off in the distance where her and her friends occupied while in the village with a sad expression.

She wasn't even sure he would miss her.

A/N: well there's the first one, hope you liked it, I'm in the process of making one about Inuyasha, Kagome and Kikyo, and please review

As for my other stories, if you read and like them, please review those too, I really appreciate it.