HI minna

This is my first try on a FMA fanfic

I just hope I'll do most of the characters right ;

anyway tips and ideas are welcome

plz read and review

BTW for those of you who have read and is waiting for new chapters o my YGO fics, they're coming up. I'll hopefully update some of them this week

Disclaimer: I do not owe Fma/Hagaren, it belongs to Arakawa-san

chapter 1

"I fucking hate you! I'll get you all for this!" Ed yelled at the top of his lungs, struggling against the men that restrained him. He couldn't believe it. Someone had fucking told some head of the military what had happened to him, what he had become...and NOW they're taking him to a lab!

"Hmpf! Scream and struggle all you want, chimera! We are the power and we are responsible for the safety of the country!" an officer who Ed didn't recognize snapped at him. Ed growled and hissed at him, his furry golden ears pinned flat against his head. His tail swished back and forth. In other words he was pissed, no more then pissed, he was furious. "Chances are that you won't see the sunlight ever again" the officer then added smirking evilly. At that Ed lunged at him, with the ones still restraining him. He didn't get very far as he was hit in the head by a gun. Ed collapsed in pain and glared at the soldier that had hit him. Then he turned his glare towards the officer.

"I swear, I'll get out alive! Then I'll fucking kill all of you fuckers! I won't rest until you lay 6 feet under!" Ed cursed before he was knocked unconscious and taken away. What they were unaware of was that someone had watched everything with mild interest...

Ed was tested upon and tortured for weeks, months, it was so frequent that the pain never left him. He was always drugged and therefore he couldn't move a muscle, but the pain didn't help him to move either. He was slowly going insane and no one was there for him. His brother didn't know or didn't care about him...he wasn't even sure if he had bothered to look for him. The bastard Colonel was with the military and probably knew that he was there, but as mentioned he was a dog of the military and only really cared for his career (A/N I know it's not all true but work with me here). He was alone, he was no one. He was dead, but that he could thank the bastards that experimented upon him for. He only had one goal that made him feel somewhat alive: revenge.

As he lay there unable to move, in his own little world, the door opened. A man came inside closing the cell after him. He stood there smirking down at Ed. Ed turned his eyes towards him, they had become clouded and lost their pupils and light; in other words they were dead.

"I haven't seen you for some time now, O'chibi-san. How have you been?" the voice was one that Ed recognized, but he didn't care. A soft light illuminated the small cell, and beside his bed was now Envy in his normal form. Ed continued to gaze at him, like a interested kitten...without much excitement, but still just as curious. Envy noticed this and smiled slightly, surprising the smaller blond chimera. " Have the stupid humans been mean to you?" Envy asked as he sat down beside Ed. Ed shivered and moved closer to the wall. Envy noticed, and his face softened much to Ed's surprise. "What have they done to you, O'chibi-san? You're not yourself and where is your brother?" Ed's eyes darkened and narrowed in anger, hurt and hate... Envy noticed red markings covering the blond chimera's body, it's very close to a transmutation circle. On his left shoulder there was a space, of normal skin, formed as a circle.

"Stupid... bad..." Ed said weakly. Envy's eye brows were raised at that. Ed looked up at him, then hesitantly moving back, uncertain of Envy's reaction and intentions. He had longed for someone to care and for physical contact. "chimera...homunculi... hurts..." Envy nodded, finally catching on.

"Want to get out? Go with me?" Envy asked softly. Ed's eyes stared into his, still clouded, but Envy could see happiness now there as well.

"y...es..." Ed nodded slowly. Envy nodded and slowly picked the small chimera up bridal style, but not before draping a blanket around the boy's as good as exposed body. Ed snuggled closer to the sin and sighed in content. Envy opened the door and looked if was okay to go. He made his way through the building and towards the exit when suddenly people came running towards them. Envy started to run, as the bullets were fired at them. Ed suddenly screamed in agony and warm liquid ran down Envy's arm and waist. Envy growled and ran as fast as he could outside and as far away from the place as possible. There he stopped to check upon the blond chimera boy. Ed was gasping hard for air, his breathing was irregular and he was bleeding from bullet wounds in his chest and stomach. Envy decided to run to the only one that could help him in the area...

Mwoahahah I'm evil, ne?

Sorry if it was too short, but I thought it was a good place to stop this chapter

I might update this once more this week, and I might not

It depends on how much I get done

Otherwise don't expect an update until around the 12th of april.

I won't have a computer or the net for three weeks starting from monday

since I won't be home

anyway, plz tell me what you think

BUT if you have anything mean to say, plz take it easy

I'm kinda in a delicate state right now, and don't know how much I can take

2008-03-18