Zexion's POV
Once I have had my morning coffee. Yes, I drink coffee; I cannot live without it. Plus with that whole Demyx thing last night I really needed it. Riku grinned at me.
"So, do you know any single girls or guys?" I think for a moment and then my face lights up.
"My cousin Sora!" I say loudly, my eyes sparkling with pride. Riku would positively LOVE sora, I mean who wouldn't? He's adorable but really sensitive. Who wouldn't love someone like that in their life? Riku deserves it, just like everyone else; he deserves to be happy with anyone and shouldn't be scared to say that. I clap my hand to my mouth as tears begin to rim my lower eyelids and Riku looks at me, worried. He gently touches my shoulder and I jerk back, now unable to control the overwhelming feeling that is now consuming my body at a rapid rate. I fall to the floor and begin to tremble violently, as the salty liquid I've grown to hate so much slips down my face. Riku just stands there, motionless watching my every move. Why doesn't he do something? My inner voice screams at me while I lay there, on the floor with tears everywhere. He leaves the room suddenly and I hear his voice in the other room. Then demyx walks in and just looks at me, Riku in tow right behind him muttering in his ear inaudible words. I strain to hear them, as demyx continues to look at me. I cannot help but glare back while tears flow down my face.
"What?! Do you have to look at me while I am weak?" I shout and demyx looks crushed. Then Riku leaves the room and demyx hugs me tightly while sitting on the floor next to me. I shudder, not wanting him to see how nerve racking being around him is. He refuses to move and I begin crying even harder than before. I want him here so badly but I'm so scared. I don't want him to be hurt nor do I want myself to be hurt. He's going to hurt you Zexion don't let Marluxia see… My inner voice screeches at me and I shove Demyx away.
"Don't touch me! I love you goddammit! I fucking love you! Why do you have to witness me upset?! Why?!" I scream at him and he blinks then leans forward catching my lips in a chaste kiss, forcing me to shut up. He pulls away and gently licks the tears away.
"I love you Baby. Please don't cry, I'm always going to be here for you." He mutters softly gently pulling me into his lap. I close my eyes, his soft voice lulling me gently to sleep. I could stay like this forever. My inner voice says softly and I agree with it wholly.
Wow guys I am sooo sorry! A lot of shit has happened in my life currently and NO I haven't died 3 That bitch of a mother hasn't gotten to me yet and never will! 33 Alright I need a bunch of yummy reviews to put me back into the writing spirit! Wh00t!! 3