Chapter 11

Chapter 11

The Change

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Without further ado, the last chappie for Bases, Enjoy!

"Carlisle, I think that its time." I softly said to my father figure. We were in his study; his head was down immersed into his work. I stood with my hands clasped behind my back, in a military stance. My head my down in my shame, I was going to damn the women I loved because of my selfishness. I was ashamed, and unnervingly happy.

"When?" He replied, his gaze now on my face.

"Soon, very soon."

"Just tell me when."

"Bella wants me to do it,"

Can you handle that Edward?

"I have to, it is what she wishes."

I highly doubt she wishes to be killed-

Isn't she already wishes for that?

I will be fine to do it Edward.

"I will do it, tonight. I will need everyone support and help though."

Of course, go be with Bella, when you return all be ready.

I went to go be with Bella, and her last say alive.

I arrived at her house and rang the doorbell. No one was home.

"Bella?!" Where was she? Why was she home? Had someone taken her? Where was Charlie? Why didn't she tell me she was leaving? I rang the door bell a hundred times. Where could she be? Why wasn't she home? Complete dread fulfilled me, as the answer rang in my ear.

She had left me.

I fell the ground and couldn't think of a right emotion: grief, shock, misery, disbelief, or helplessness pain.

She had finally run away. She got what she wanted; she got to shag a vampire. Now she has left me.

"Edward don't be stupid." Alice's aggravated voice came from behind me.

"I knew she would-"

"Leave you? That is the most idiotic thing I have ever heard. Edward she's bound to be with-"

"JABOB!?"

Okay, that was the wrong thing to say, I didn't mean that she's got shagging him. Just spending her last few hours as a human with him. Her future is gone-

"That could mean she's dead!"

"You know she's not, jeeze. Have you even tried calling her…? Checking your phone??" Always overreacting…

"Am not," I mumbled, sorry if my soul mate disappears the day I finally give in to all her demands. I smirked thinking about last night…. I shook my head, not now! I chased myself.

I took out my phone and flipped it open.

One missed call.

Figures… Alice rolled her eyes. I huffed at her, and called my voicemail.

"Edward, its me Bella. Don't freak out, I'm with Charlie, I'm be home soon. Love you, bye."

"See? You really need to control yourself"

"Shut up Alice."

"I can't wait till she's really my sister and I can do her hair in the morning, and dress her-"

Wouldn't Bella love that? I sarcastically thought.

"Where is Bella?!"

"Edward stop freaking out, your making me so anxious."

"Sorry Jasper." Seriously, though you'd think that she'd try to change at dawn this morning at the rate she was campaigning for me to damn her to this existence. She's been trying to make me change her for three years then she going to be late for it?

"I'm home!" Her sweet voice rang in my ears.

"You were with Jake." It wasn't a question. I could smell his disgusting stench all over her. I hesitantly moved to the door, from the spot I was pacing to greet her.

"Yes, I was."

"Why?"

"Nothing of importance, Edward."

"Like hell, why won't you tell me?"

Edward, come on, lets just start the transformation.

It doesn't Edward she chose you for eternity, its just one day.

I knew that he'd give in, ha Rosalie never could, she'd been begging for mercy-

I wonder what color I should paint my toenails….

I shook my head at the last thought coming form Rose, of course this was nothing to her but time wasting.

"Okay, come on." I took her hand and led her to my room. There were straps on each corner to hold her down so that she wouldn't hurt herself, or us.

"Kinky," she muttered. I voiced a ghost of a chuckle while everyone else laughed. To me this bed was the place were I would kill her.

"Okay, you guys I need to say something." Bella turned to the family, her hands crossed in front of her, eyes moving to everyone but me. "You all need to promise that if the sight of me seems like it is too much to bear for Edward. Get. Him. Out."

"I'm not leaving you." I said automatically.

"Yes you are love. I remember when Jane was-" she gulped, "torturing you. It only lasted a few minutes, but it felt like years and it is burned into my memory forever. I can't imagine watching for three days, or about, and knowing that I was the cause." She turned to the family, "Get him out, I mean it."

She went to lie on the bed and stretched her limbs out.

She was indeed correct, very kinky, but my mind wasn't really on that matter. I crouched over her body as my siblings tied her up.

"Bella, I love you," I murmured, my nose nuzzling her cheek as I spoke. She blushed. How I will miss that blush, her warmth, and the sound of her heartbeat that was currently racing in my ears. The softness of her body, her craves. I will miss all of those things, but now I have my beautiful, silly Bella for eternity. My nose skimmed her jaw line, ravishing in her blush once more. Trialing my lips and nose down until I reached her neck.

"Ready?" I breathed. She gulped then nodded. If I had a heart, it would surely be racing. What if I killed her? What if it was too much? What if the taste of her was too much? What if I wasn't strong enough?

"Everything will be fine Edward." Alice soothed behind me.

I nodded to acknowledge her then sucked in her Freesia smell one more painful time. The sent of her blood that was being pumped hundreds of times faster than normal made my mouth fill with my venom immediately. I breathed out slowly and sank my jaws in her perfect ivory skin.

She stifled a scream as I broke her skin. Her body became hard and stiff under mine. Her taste was beyond anything I've ever even thought of. Dreamed off. It was so sweet and warm. I savored every cell, letting it rest on my taste buds then let it flow down my sore and iterated throat. I wasn't thirsty at all, completely content. I never wanted to stop. I wanted to drain all of her blood, Bella's blood. That took me back to reality. I kept repeating 'I love Bella' in my head to force myself to stop.

Carlisle went and bit her wrist, Alice the area right above her heart, and Emmett her left wrist. We all figured that since Carlisle had said that the morphine wouldn't work that it would be faster if there was more venom in her to change her.

She could no longer hold back her screams of agony as the venom flowed through her from different mouths. Sobs and cried ripped through my soul as I watched her wither in the cuffs, she looked so helpless. My angle was being brought to hell.

Her face was contorted as tears ran down her face. I reached out to her but she screamed louder and tried to move away form her attacker. I do not blame her. This was entirely my fault. I should have just stayed away. She should have just let the Volturi take care of me. She could happy right now. She could be with Jacob…

But now the damage was down and she was now going to be one of us. Be a monster just like me. But she could never be a monster, never ever.

The days went on and felt like forever. I stayed with the whole time, once Emmett said that I needed to go, back I almost bit him because of it. Bella's heartbeat began to slow to where it only beat about once every three minutes or so.

"Its almost over now." Esme came to sit next to me. I nodded; I was so happy that she would be out of her pain soon.

But she was only to be greeted with more. The burn in her throat, the consent urges to kill. My poor angel.

"Edward?" She voice was fogged as she sat up. This was the first time she had spoken in three days. Not counting her cries and yells of suffering.

"Yes my love?" I was cautious in my approach to her. It had been three days…was it over.

Her beat once more as the family ran up stairs.

"Its over!" Alice beamed, coming over to me.

Edward I saw it! That was her last heartbeat!

I unbuckled her quickly, and she sat up. I hadn't noticed the subtle changes in her, but apparently everyone did now. Thoughts hit me in the face about her so I turned to face her.

"Bella…?" I was in utter disbelief.

"Damn! Bella you're hot!" Emmett boomed, Rosalie was even too shocked to hit him.

Damn. He was right. No way was I ever going to last that long. We were going to go to all the bases so fast, literally, that we'll have to play three games in a row.

Which is what I intend to do. Play games. Especially baseball.

And now, there was nothing to stop me from playing fair.

There you go!!

Okay so a couple of things to clear up.

In the last chapter someone reviewed not knowing why Bella was bleeding, I stated in chapter 9 that Bella was bleeding but he didn't know where.

I have so many people that add me to their favorite author and story list BUT DON'T REVIEW?? What is up with that?? Thank you so much for adding me, but could you just review? PLEASE!

To the girl Lauren, I did do as you asked in the review. 'nough said.

There was a reason for those three chapters no one seemed to like. It shall all be explained in the sequel.

There is a reason that no one remembered to burn Tanya.

Bella's last day shall be told, just not in Bases.

thank you Danger0magnet, I am writing a story based on your review. It shall be called "oopsie"

Thank you Sporkedd for being my beta!

And yes the emails get lost so she beta's after they're published, but she still puts up with me...

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And lastly, no I do not own Twilight. If I did, Jacob would end up with a girl named Jenna and there would be a hell of a lot more sex.

Here is the embarrassing story, even though I do not have 280 reviews yet.

I was up last night till three in the morning writing in my book, and when I had fallen asleep for the fourth time mid typing I decided that I should go to bed. So I thought that I should be a good girlfriend author and go sleep on couch to not wake him. I moseyed on over to the big white couch from my office and still half asleep and I (of course) fell on my way there. I landed on the couch thank goodness but it was hard and lumpy.

"What the…?" A man said. I jumped up and starting to scream bloody murder. SOMEONE WAS SLEEPING ON MY COUCH!!

"Jenna! Its okay! I'll kill the spider!" Brian said and came out of the room shoe in hand.

"Man! Man! On couch! Holy Shit!" I kept screaming.

"Jenna! Its okay, its me Ben!"

"What?!"

"Ben, Ben as in Brian's brother…."

"Oh right. What are you doing here?! You scared me half to death!"

"El kicked me out tonight."

"Oh um okay. Well why didn't I know about this?!"

"I tried to tell you but you bit my head off for interrupting your sentence and making you forget what you were going to say."

"Well you did…." I walked toward our bedroom, chuckling at the fact that Brian still had his arm raised holding a shoe.

"My wife the authoress,"

"Wife?" I turned on him.

"Uh….."

"Its three in the morning, cut him some slack." Ben chimed in. I let it go cause he had a point but I SWEAR I saw Ben wink at Brian and then Brian look relieved. OH MY GOD!!

Ahem. This story isn't about fanfic but it is storta funny, and it about me being an author…. Sorry if its not funny.

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