Hi there! Been awhile since i posted a story! Woohoo!!!! Well anyway I will be the Second to put up a male slash story for iCarly! SQUEEYes you heard right! I was just watchin the show and I was like ' I wanna read some Spencer and Freddie Slash!' Looked and there is only 1 on here!!!! So I will post some and maybe people will post more! Here ya go!

A 16 year old Freddie walked through the hall of his apartment building to the one place he really enjoyed going. Carly's apartment. Most would automaticaly think it was because of his huge crush on Carly that made him go there. Man, were they wrong! Freddie went to see Carly's older brother, Spencer. Freddie found out he was gay when he was 14. He had only been infatuated with Carly ( the only real girl he liked!), which he found was only because of the brotherly feeling that caused this to come on. Then there was Valerie, he had only convinced himself he liked her but he was dening that he didn't like girls. Freddie gave up the idea of liking girls after watching Spencer swim around in the pool at some hotel they were staying at for some art convention Spencer convinced them to going to. Freddie was mezmerized by Spencer's fit body and how the water dripped down his body when he got out of the pool. This led to Freddie having to run for the bathroom, which band him from the pool for the rest of the day thanks to the life guard.

For the next month he was depressed. Finding out he was gay made his life miserable since his mother was wanting grandkids so bad that she would look through baby name books and show them to Freddie to see what he thought. Then seeing that his feelings for Carly weren't what he thought they were made it worse. But to top it off he had a thing for Spencer! His Best friend's brother! Freddie thought about all this and he couldn't take it at times and resorted to cutting. Even when he did come to terms he became too addicted to stop. Two years of this caused his arms to look horribly scarred. Just about a week ago he had been cutting when he thought of something. He should tell Spence. What more harm could it do to his already messed up life.

So here he was. Freddie would be alone with Spencer for the day since Carly was spending the night at Sam's place. Plus Spencer said he needed a male model for his next sculpture so Freddie took a dive and volenteered. Thogh he hoped that it did not involve paper mache going around his body. Gross. Standing infront of the door made him kinda light headed. Pressure was pushing on his head and his heart sped up as he knocked. Suddenly it seemed like the world was going slow mo on him. The door knob and the door slowy open and there he was.

"Freddie?... Oh right!!!! Sorry Freddie I completely forgot about the project!" Spencer said quickly throwing his arms up in the air

"Oh... I guess I'll go home then."

Freddie felt very hurt that Spence had forgotten about him. He was about to turn when he felt his arm being grabbed.

" You can stay if ya want. I was just about to watch a movie and it would be awsome if you watched it with me! It's so lame to watch it by yourself, ya know." Spencer said eagerly with a huge smile that made Freddie woozy

"O-okay!" Freddie stuttered with his face starting to redden.

Spencer turned and made his way toward the T.V. with Freddie in tow. Both guys flopped down on the couch with a safe amount of distance between each other. Spencer reached his hand into the couch and started to dig around. His hand inched closer to Freddie's ass but then it popped out with the remote it hand.

" Aha! Found it!" He said like a child finding a peice of candy

'Holy crap! That was so close! Keep ahold of yourself Freddie just watch the movie' Freddie's thoughts screamed at the motion. He was glad when the movie started since it kept his mind off of Spencer. Though the movie was starting to bore him. Then he was out like a light. Spencer peeked over at him and saw that he was asleep and that his head was at a strange angle. He moved Freddie carefully to where his head was resting on Spencer's shoulder and Spence put his arm around his waist and began to watch the movie again.

When the credits began to apear on the screen Spence moved to wake Freddie. But stopped to admire Freddie's cute face. He brush some feathers that landed on Freddie's face off causeing him to stir. His big brown eyes sluggishly fluttered open. The first thing Freddie saw was Spencer's face super close to his face. Spencer swore that Freddie jumped about 6 feet in the air. Freddie's face was a bright red and his heart was close to ripping out of his chest. He jumped up from the couch and store down at spencer before stuttering out a goodbye and making a run for it. Spencer jumped up and made a dash for him. Spence quickly grabbed hold of Freddie's wrist, causeing Freddie to wince and let out a whimper. This didn't go unnoticed to Spence. He rolled up Freddie's sleeve and was horrified at the sight.

" Oh my god... Freddie why did you do this to yourself?" Spence whispered loud enough for him to hear.

It all became to much for Freddie. He broke down right there and then. Sobs racked his body and his legs decided to give out .

" Please don't hate me! Please don't hate me! Please don't..." He sobbed bending over in a defeated pose.

" Freddie... oh freddie... I could never hate you. Even if you did cut yourself I could never. But why would you do it?" Spencer said in a comforting tone

He sat on the ground and pulled Freddie into his lap where he placed his hand softly on the back on the sobbing teens head and using the other to stroke his back. Freddie dug his dface into Spencer's sholder and weeped silently. He turned his head and looked up at Spencer's face. Spence looked really worried for him.

" I did it cause I couldn't handle the thought of..." He couldn't say it.

" Thought of what? Freddie I want to help you please tell be." Spence pleaded

Freddie looked up into Spencer's concerned face. Guilt bubbled up int his stomach.

" The thought of being gay."

Spencer looked down in shock but his face quickily changed into a small smile. He leaned down and looked into freddie's eyes.

" Freddie, Don't ever do it again. I love you and don't want to see you hurting" And with that Spencer pressed his lips against Freddies.'

Freddie's Eyes grew wide but fluttered closed and kissed Spencer back. Wrapping his small slender arms around the older man's neck, Spence placed his arms arounf Freddie's back and under his knees and lifted him bridle style. Walking to his room they had to break for air so he could figure out where he was headin. Once at his door he turned the knob and proceeded to kiss Freddie. Spence was very careful to lay freddie on the bed without breaking contact loss. He licked Freddie's lip hoping for entrance which he got and began to kiss him passionatly. Spencer's hand ran down Freddie's chest then back under the dark shirt that clothed his chest.

Freddie shook with pleasure as Spence's hand ghosted over one of his nipples setting off a moan. Spence smiled at the sound that the smaller boy was making and hoped to elict more. He slid the annoying peice of cloth off and nibbled on Freddie's collarbone. Kissling his way down Freddie's chest he gave a quick lick on each on the now hard nipples and continued his way down, being sure to dip his tounge into the navel. Spence stopped.

Freddie lifted up on his elbows to see why Spencer was not doing anything. Spence Sat up and store down at Freddie's pants then up at the teens face. He quirked an eyebrow and waited. Freddie caught on and began removing his pants while Spence removed all his clothing. Spence crawled back up on Freddie and leaned down next to his ear.

" Tell me you want this. Tell me why you want it. If not we can stop now and forget about this. If we continue you are mine and no one elses." Spence whisper huskily

Freddie Thought about it for a few minutes. He wrapped his arms around the older mans neck and look into his eyes.

"I want this so bad Spencer. I have for 2 years. I think I love you and I will always be yours for as long as you'll take me. I promise from the depths of my heart." And to seal this little speech he kissed Spencer. Softly but with the right amount of vigor he could muster.

Spencer pressed back with a smile forming into the kiss.He lifted away from the kiss and made his way down Freddie's smaller body till he was looking at Freddie's erection. Spence took the head into his moth and swirled his tounge around the top and into the slit, then he engulfed the entire length. Freddie almost screamed when Spence took him into his mouth and arched so far back it looked as though he was about to snap his back in two. He brought his arm over his mouth and bit so hard down he broke the skin and the blood slid down his chin and onto the pillow.

Spence sensed he was close and stopped. Looking up he saw the blood and reached forward to remove Freddie's arm from his mouth. He lapped at the blood still flowing and kissed Freddie deeply.

" I want to hear all the sounds you make. They're kinky!" Spence smiled widely at the last part while Freddie thought he would permenetly stay red.

Leaning over to the bed side cabinet, Spence opened the top drawer and plucked up a bottle of lubricant. Freddie gave him a wondering look.

" It helps me when I get my arm stuck in somethin" That's all Freddie needed to know.

Spencer applied some of the lube to his fingers and placed the bottle on the stand. He placed a finger at Freddie's entrance and began to push it in. The finger began it's quest for the spot that would cause Freddie to wither. after a minute or two he hit it. Freddie moaned and squirmed at the pleasurable feelings he was experiancing. Spence began adding two more fingers and when he was sure that the teen was loose he removed them. Freddie whined at the lost but saw Spence lubing up his erection and shut up.

" If it hurts tell me alright. No holding up I want to be sure I don't hurt you in anyway." Spencer said seriously

Freddie nodded and felt Spence's tip at his entrance and felt it push in. It stung a bit but not much till Spencer pushed further and he let out pained whimper. Spence heard it and stopped. He bent over and softly rubbed the side of Freddie's face until he got the okay to keep going. Spence thrust forward until he was at the hilt and gave Frreddie time to adjust. When he was sure Freddie was ready he pulled back and thrust forward. He kept a slow and steady rythem. Though this was not Freddie's desire.

" Go faster and harder" Freddie moaned

Spence readily agreed and began pounding into the smaller body. Feeling close to spilling Spencer fisted Freddie's erection and started to give him a hand job. Both Males where moaning louder and louder that the neighbors could probly hear. Freddie felt the pressure build in his groin and knew he would scream, so he yanked Spencers head down and kissed him roughly. He spilled all of his essence on his and Spencer stomach and Spence's hand. The contractons on Spencer's cock felt amazing and soon he was filling Freddie with cum. Both screamed into eachother's mouths. A couple of more thrusts and pulling himself out, Spence flopped down next to Freddie. Pulling Freddie next to him. Freddie rested head on Spencer's shoulder and lazily traced his finger on Spence's stomach. Spencer wrpped his arms posesivly around Freidde's back and waist. Kissing the top of the teen's head and smiling.

" That was amazing! Freddie, I love you." Spencer exclaimed

Freddie's eyes widened at the statemant and then closed. He began to cry and smile at the same time.

" Freddie? What's wrong?" Spencer said in a worried tone

" Nothing. I am just so happy. I love you Spence. I am so SO happy that you feel the same." Freddie cried

He was happy. Words were far from explaining how he felt so happy would have to do. Freddie fell asleep with a smile on his face. Spencer did the same but not with out saying a promise.

"I want to make you happy. All the time Freddie. I love you more than you would beleive. Hopefuly this will stop the pain you feel" Then falling into a peaceful sleep.

Wooo! That was fun! I might continue this if you all liked the first chapter. So many ideas for the next part! Please tell me what ya think!