Apologies

Ok, I'm only submitting this because my beta thinks I should, so I am. This is based on real experiences and I'm still getting over them as you will probably tell. I apologize in advance for any sappy and well sadness; it's a big change from my original stories. Well I hope you like.

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto

Sasuke, I'm not the most confidant person I used to be, I'm not the loud mouth person I once was. I hated that you left me when I needed you most, when I wanted to move our relationship forward. You hurt me, by avoiding me completely never looking me in the eye when I talked to you. You would look at me funny whenever I joked and tried to make you laugh, and you'd flinch away every time I tried to touch you.

I remember when we'd hold hands walking down the street, not giving a care to the times people stopped to stare. And when you'd wrap your arms around me tight and tell me that everything would be alright. God I sound like I'm writing a poem, but its all true. I grew to care about you, love you and want you forever in my life, and I thought that you felt the same way too.

But I was wrong to think something so foolish, because no one can ever love me especially not, Sasuke Uchiha, my best friend. I don't want to bore you with my sappy memories, or to make you feel guilty for leaving me. But I do want one single thing, and that is an apology, you probably think I don't need one because you say you care. But when the day passed when you thought you could talk to me as if nothing had happened, I died inside, because you thought that something so small would make up for the time you were away from me.

I felt stupid, like it was all a joke, because you left me for another and gave not one thought to it. I understand it wasn't a serious relationship it was mainly fun and games, but the feelings I had deep within for you were not easy things to retain. You are my best friend, Sasuke, and I never want to lose you but I can't stay in the corner waiting to be of convenience. I'm not something that can be turned on and off.

Many told me to forget about it and just live with what you give me, but I can't because it nags to be set free. I have to let you know the truth of how I felt for you; I wanted you and needed you to be mine. But now I just want my friend back, the one I'll always love, We can move on and away from this if you just give me what I truly want… an apology for all the hurt you put me through.

I write you this letter Sasuke, crying my pain away, by allowing you to read this I am finally going to move on from this pain that has been aching in my chest. And by getting an apology, I am finally able to go on with my life.

Ok well that was it, I hope you all liked it and please post reviews. Much love to you all, and see you next time.

-HitomiPMS-11