ticktock; you're not a clock, you're a timebomb, baby---
10---
and Misa's eyes are heavy from crying so hard, and she's dug her fingernails into her palms deep enough to draw blood, and no no no Light can't be dead, because... because he's Light; because Misa loves him.
9---
and the mass of Kira worshippers make her sick. They're fakes, frauds, posers--- not like her.
8---
and her parents; suddenly she misses her parents so much--- why did they have to be taken from her? What had she done to deserve any of this?
7---
and she can't get any photoshoots or movies, though no one will explain why. "Sorry, this part's just not right for you," "Sorry, it's a small runway show"--- sorry, sorry, sorry, everyone says sorry but they don't mean it.
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and she can't bring herself to eat, because all the food just makes her sick. Her bracelets barely hang on to her pathetic excuse for wrists, and she's so hungry, but why can't she eat?
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and she takes up smoking because it calms her down, but only for a little bit. She's slowly killing herself; she doesn't care.
4---
and she tries to go to church once or twice, but nothing they say can help her; she's too far gone.
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and maybe things are getting better because she meets this man and he looks just like Light, but he beats her every night, because she deserves it--- right?
2---
and she's barely even alive anymore.
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and she jumps and she feels happier than she's ever been the whole way down.
notes and stuff.
Uhhh yeah.
Many thanks to Timebomb by The Format.
Review, plz?