Hey everyone... i really need everyone who reads this to review... i had a slight inspiration to write... but so far i have no idea what the actual plot line will be behind this... all i know is for certain that bella is definately going to be with edward... but i am welcoming absolutely anyones opinions or ideas. in fact i am not yet sure if the letter will really even connect to whatever the plotline turns out to be... but i would like suggestions so i know what you, my readers want!

Love Flame xxx

To my dear Jacob,

There are so many things that have been left unsolved between us. I understand Edward contacted you about our wedding. It hurt to know you didn't show, but I understand, I can't stand myself, thinking about how much pain I have caused you. I want you to remember that you will always be important to me and that I thank you with all of my beating heart for how you took me in when Edward had gone.

Yes, as you are most likely wondering, I am now a vampire, you knew this was what I wanted, so it really shouldn't come as much of a surprise. I have yet to come across my abilities yet but I have managed to remain 'vegetarian'. If things had only been different Jacob, we wouldn't have had to end everything like this. It kills me to know we have to remain enemies due to our differences.

Edward and I are currently living in Alaska just like we said we would. However the rest of the Cullens aren't living with us at the moment, they are giving us our space as newly weds. Oh, I am so sorry, this probably hurts for you to read, but I don't want to cut you from my life Jacob. You are my sun. Some day in the future I hope we can meet again, meet without the instinct to kill the other, without the instinct of natural enemies.

Please, send my regards to Billy and all the pack, I miss them all too. Mostly of all though Jacob, please look after my father for me. Charlie can cope by himself, he has always been a lonely soul, but I still worry for him. I do keep in contact when I can but it tortures me to know I can't be there for him more often, and that I don't know what he is eating. He never was much of a good cook.

Please Jacob, I beg of you to forgive me for what I have inflicted on you and I look forward to the day we may speak again.

Love for Always

Bella