Disclaimer: I Don't Own Hannah Montana, Anyone That Appears in This Story, or The Song "Why Don't You Kiss Her" by Jesse McCartney.


Afraid

Lilly's POV

We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything that is on my mind
Lately something's changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says

I'm lying here on my bed, staring up at the ceiling. A lot of things have changed over the past couple of months. My feelings for Miley have grown from just platonic to romantic... I tell Miley everything, I mean she's my best friend, but I don't know how to tell her this and if I do I don't know how she'll react. Will she hopefully like me back, will she give me the whole 'I'm flattered but I don't have feelings for you like that. I hope we can still be friends.' speech, or will she not want to be friends anymore.

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide'
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside

Oh I'm so afraid to make that first move
Just a touch and we
Could cross the line
Every time she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close

I'm afraid to make the first move. I'm afraid of the rejection if she doesn't like me back... I just want to hold her in my arms and never let her go and always keep her safe.

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide'
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside

What would you say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself

I keep asking myself, that if I do tell her, will she just turn away. I don't think I'd be able to live with that cause you know 'It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.' And I don't think I'd ever be able to forget her, not now, not ever. Or would she simply just like me back and we'd be happy together.

Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't u tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide'
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside...

Why don't you kiss her?

I've made my decision, I'm not going to, because it'd be too big of a risk if I told her and she didn't like me back. I'd be risking a wonderful friendship over what just might be a phase, but I don't think it's as simple as just a phase that'll pass within the next couple days. It's a lot more than that, but still I'd want to have her in my life as my best friend, then not in my life at all.


Please Read & Review... I don't know if this story is any good, I was just bored and decided to write this, and I don't know if the song goes with the story, but anyways let me know what you think.