The Breaking Heart
Disclaimer : Kishimoto sensei's property because He's so good to create these wonderful character
Naruto's POV
Why they let me live?
Why do they leave me?
What do I do, so they hate me so much?
What do I do, so my best friend left me?
Do I really could become Hokage?
Naruto opened his eyes; the crystal blue orbs are staring at the ceiling. Just how many days passed since he started to feel this depressed? How many months it takes to realize that his dream to be Hokage is futile, and how many years he waits for Sasuke? Yes, he came to Konoha right after He had killed his brother, It was like 7 months ago, all the girls kneel before him, coming back in sexier and darker version surely makes all the girls melt, oh and some boys too.
Today is 11 October, one day after the celebration of Kyuubi's defeat, one day after his 19th birthday and one day after he get raped, again.
His body feels so sore, never had he felt like this even after training with Jiraiya. The worst part is Kyuubi refuse to help him to heal the cuts and bruise. It's not like she never heal it at all, she only refused to heal him every time it happened, which is every year, the Kyuubi always silent, she refuse to talk to him for 3 days.
/I'm hungry/ He felt his stomach in pain… for nearly 2 days he eat nothing. Never touching the food that Kakashi and Iruka gave.
He really doesn't have appetite for food anymore, except for basic need. Ramen still his favorite food but he only eat that once a week, even Teuchi the Ichiraku boss realize this and began to worry every time he comes, asking what's wrong with him.
Because of malnutrition he is just 5.7 inch and weight 55 kg, lean muscles and slender body that a girl would die for.
Some sunlight stroke from behind the curtain, warming his face in gentle warmth.
/What he is going to do now?/ He mused uncertain, there is no meeting at the bridge for team 7 anymore, Well it stopped like 1 years ago, after the last mission to retrieve Sasuke had failed again, Sai got back to the ROOTS and Sakura become full time medic-nin, she also dating Lee and that's the big news at the first time because Sakura always a visual person and choose his boyfriend from…visual prespective. Kakashi-sensei became a full time jounin and dating with Iruka-sensei. Tsunade-baba still Hokage, no new updates except she admit that she still in love with Jiraya, even after he had died years ago.
There's a knock on the window, If it was Kakashi-sensei, he would just jump in. This knock waiting to be answered, so I sat up and opened the curtain. The last person I ever thought would came to my house through the window, Sasuke. We never really talked after I just jumped at him in Hokage office, telling him how much I missed him, he just shrug it off like a bastard he was, He's not even telling me he's sorry, after that it's just awkward situation and there was no chance to even talk to him with all the fangirls and fanboys welcomed him with spread legs.
I opened the window to let him in, he jumped and stand beside my bed, his eyes staring at me.
"Naruto, what happened last night?" He asked seriously
/No, don't tell me he knows!/ I panicked inside while trying to make calm face outside, but Uchiha Sasuke cannot be fooled, his eyes knows that I'm lying.
/Oh shit I have to make up a story./
"Uh, what do you mean Sasuke?" I tried to sound normal
"Last night you were limping while jumping through house roof, Does anyone attacked you?" He asked slowly, eyes devoid of any emotion.
"Well, I had a rough training yesterday, and I was so tired, so maybe that's why I looked like shit" I spoke cheerily, hoping he would not notice my grimace as I shifted my position.
He looked angry when he spoke next "I know that's not because of training, what's happened to you! You are like an anorexia freak today! No more eating Ichiraku and avoiding all your friends, even Kakashi and Sakura tell me there's something wrong!"
Wow he talked in longest sentence in his entire life, it annoyed me when he talks like he understand. "What do you want to know? Why you act like you care, after you came back you never tried to talk to me, and when last night you realize there's something wrong you won't even asked me!" I shouted aloud, if he still here in the next 5 minutes, I bet I would cry.
"Naruto, I…" He tried to explain but I can't look at him anymore, I throw up my bed, still wearing the same clothes I have last night, it was tattered and have blotch of mud in all places.
Sasuke looked wide eyes at my clothes, now he would know that something is wrong, He was my teammate and knows even after hard training I always change to my PJ's.
I can't wait to his questions so I just jumped from the window and heading through the forest.
Note : Sorry my English sucks I still learning, so if you have a comment please send it to me, It's very welcome, and for flamers and homophobe, don't waste your time to read this story because I won't care with your st