Yeah yeah I KNOW...I haven't updated...I also haven't got any reviews as of late so THERE! I also updated my other fanfic, Amnesia, ater more than two years. LOL Be lucky I don't do that here! Obviously I do NOT own Stephenie Meyer's wonderful characters but I DO own mine! Please enjoy but I DO have a little writers block. By the way, the song is No Air by Jordin Sparks...I LOVE the song so if you don't then deal with it! Just kidding but at least give it a chance.

"So...you can't get wet in front of people then? And what about this 'Manella'? I think she has lied to you about many things, Bella. And how did she just happen to find you? I need to know what is going on Bella." She looked over at me, and I could see her eyes were very watery and there was alot of worry in them.

"Ang, don't worry about all that, all you need to worry about is helping with the movie. I will ask Manella some more questions but that is when I see her next. She will appear later on, when our day is over. For now let us ready ourselves for acting! I think this will be so fun, thank you for bringing me here!" I hugged Angela as hard as I could without hurting her, then walked over to the door of the trailer and turned. "Are you coming Ang?" 'You have a point there Ang, some of the things she told me are off...I will definitely ask her when I see her...'

Angela stood and walked out the little door with me, and we headed toward the building where the betrayer probably was.

A few hours later...

"Alright so...you want me to sing in this scene right?" I asked the director, flashing him a small smile that I knew would dazzle him. He looked startled, then pulled himself together long enough to say "Yes, Ms. Swan, I do. You have to sing to the main actor, in this case you are singing to..." He looked at his clipboard, "Mr. Cullen. His name is Jack Hughette, and you are madly in love with him but he doesn't have a clue. At the talent agency, you sing a song for him, without realizing he is there, although he still has no idea who the song is about. Just sing like you really are crazy about Mr. Cullen here and you should do fine alright?"

I looked at HIM, the betrayer, Edward, and I laughed to myself. Like that would ever again happen. He would be disposed of soon enough anyway...

I readied myself for the scene I was to play, as Marianne Clemins. Just as I was ready, and as the director said to start, I looked into Edwards eyes and saw such sorrow that I was shaken to the bone. I shut my eyes tight, thinking, 'NO no I will not think like that he is NOT sad without me it is his OWN fault, I have to do this I have to play this girl I HAVE to pretend to be in love with him, no not with him but with his character, Jack. YES!'

I began singing, pushing myself into the role, into the persona of Marianne. I got lost in the feelings then, and don't remember much until later...

Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air

If I should die before I wake it's cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here alone didn't want to leave, my heart won't move it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that I can get you to understand

But how, do you expect me, to live alone with justme

Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air, can't live can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there, it's no air no air

Got me out here in the water so deep, tell me how you gonna be without me, if you ain't here I just can't breathe, it's no air no air

No air air, no air air, no air air, no air air

I walked, I jumped, I ran, I flew, right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside, you took my breathe but I survived

I don't know how but I don't even care

So how, do you expect me, to live alone with just me, cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air, can't live can't breathe with no air, that's how I feel whenever you ain't there

It's no air no air

Got me out here in the water so deep, tell me how you gonna be without me, if you ain't here I just can't breathe

It's no air no air...

As I finished the song I felt sick, and ran through the back door to the outside, where I retched. I then felt a hand on my shoulder, and looked up into Edward's eyes and saw pity and confusion mixed with someone else I couldn't identify right then. I stood up, shaking off his hand, missing his touch already but ignoring it. Then I heard Angela, and turned.

"Are you alright Bella? What's wrong? Edward what are you doing here?" I went to her and hugged her, starting to cry unknowingly. "It hurts, Ang...what's wrong with me? Please, help me! You have to remove it, it hurts so bad. Please!" I screamed, and heard someone else say "Don't worry, baby don't worry I will help you, I will make it better." Manella appeared next to me and Angela. "Let me have her, I will give her what she needs." I feel Angela start to hold me tighter, asking Manella why she couldn't help me instead but then Manella snaps her fingers and I am in her arms. The last thing I feel and hear are her words to HIM as she slaps him hard. "Don't ever touch her again, do you understand me? You will never help her and she will never know true love again! And if you try to help her in any way you will not know the full consequences of your actions but that you will never see her again!" She continued to say something but I lost consciousness, thinking to myself, 'Why would he help me and why can I never love again? What is going...?'

OK so this is definitely kinda flat but I couldn't think of much and I wanted to get that song in here even though it isn't a songfic! Read and Review, and I would like at least 5 reviews for this chapter please? I will give Edward-shaped cookies! And PLEASE NO FLAMES! Be nice even if you don't like it.