Prologue

How many dreams do you have to dream before the first one will ever come true?

Pain without love

How long do you have to wish before the first one is ever granted to you?

Pain can't get enough.

How hard do you have to pray for God to ever hear you?

Pain I like it rough

How many times do you to laugh to erase one cry?

Cause I'd rather feel pain

Finally, how many good deeds does it require to omit one bad one?

Than nothing at all

These very exact questions ran through Jenah's mind as she looked back upon how her life had taken a turn for the worse in the last three months. She knew that she needed to get help. The scars were enough reason, not to mention the bruises. Except one was worse and more threatening. She lived for the numb feeling that she felt after. It was the only thing that made staying there bearable. Little did she know life would soon work it's way in her favor. In the most unexpected way.

Rather feel pain