Hey, I know this is not really SVU related, but it's still Law & Order so I have to ask because it's bothering me:

Why was there no new Law & Order: Criminal Intent tonight even though they said there was, and why did the commercial say next week all new Law & Order: Criminal Intent, and then showed an old episode? I'm so confused. If anyone knows…

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"Charlie, baby I'm so sorry… again. I never meant to hurt you, it just wasn't safe. I knew I needed to get out for a while, but after that night I realized that my life was in danger. Charlie, you wouldn't take your medications. What if one day you snapped? You hurt me before, how do we know you wouldn't kill me?

"I tried so hard to get you help, Charlie, I did. I loved you, I know I did, but now I'm thinking maybe it was for the best. Not anything that happened besides our split. I thought I was in love with you. They're different, I'm not sure how but they are.

"Now I'm in love with Olivia… she's your sister, did you know that? Did you know that your father was your rapist? Oh my god… oh my god! I knew the man who raped Olivia's mother all these years. Oh my god, Charlie, all these years that Olivia has worried about it, every year of her life, I was with him!

"How could your dad have done that? He was always so nice, I never would have guessed. It doesn't make sense, Charlie. How could this be possible? What is this, a sign? I love her more than anything in the world, but it always leads back to you. I can't believe it Charlie. I just wish I could look at her without seeing you. I feel like every time I see her it will just make me feel even guiltier. I'm so sorry for leaving you…"

As Casey sat in front of Charlie's grave, she hadn't even noticed that she had begun to sob. It was pouring so hard it was as if there were buckets being spilled from the sky. She was shivering furiously ignoring the pain from the rain and in her knees from kneeling.

"You're lucky it's me or people would think you're crazy," she heard a voice whisper in her ear as a jacket was placed lightly over her trembling shoulders.

"You're going to give me a heart attack if you keep doing that, you know," Casey said flatly to Olivia.

"Except for the fact that you're barely 30 years old and in better shape than almost anyone I know. I think you'll be okay," Olivia smiled as she sat down next to her girlfriend and protectively wrapped her arms around her. Casey smiled as she leaned into Olivia.

"Hey, talk to me," Olivia insisted as she pushed some stray hands of red hair out of the young ADA's face.

"I'm sorry, Liv. Baby I'm really sorry, I know it shouldn't matter, I just keep thinking about him," Casey began.

"Oh, Case, you don't have to be sorry. It's a freaky coincidence, and I know how much he meant to you. Casey… please don't hate me for this, but I've been here for a while. I was giving you time," Olivia confessed as Casey looked up in panic.

"You need to stop blaming yourself for this, Case. You did everything that you possibly could. And Casey, I know you may not want to tell me considering the fact that you never told me before, but what happened? Why did you leave?" Olivia asked her.

Casey stared at the detective in disbelief. "That is the thing that bothered you the most? Olivia, I just realized… I think this is hard for me, I didn't even realize how hard it was for you! Olivia that night isn't important,"

"It is important, Case. It's still bothering you, I can tell. Sweetie I know you, and I know that something is on your mind. It will help you to talk about it. Please, Casey," Olivia begged.

"It all makes sense now…" Casey whispered, mainly to herself.

"What makes sense, Case?" she whispered back. They were the only two in the cemetery so the whispering was pointless, but Olivia just went along with what Casey did.

"I've never talked about it. I'm the biggest hypocrite ever. I always tell people to come forward even if they're scared, no matter what. I put people in jail, sometimes people who maybe shouldn't even be there…" Casey cried.

"Baby, please, what's wrong?" Olivia asked, rubbing comforting circles on the small of Casey's back.

"No matter what happened he would just plead mental insanity. It wasn't his fault, it really wasn't. It just wasn't safe with him anymore," Casey stalled, cursing herself for bringing it up in the first place.

Casey sat close to Olivia, feeling protected in the detective's arms. She paused for a moment to regain her composure before starting again.

"He… he raped me, Liv. I know I've prosecuted wives who were raped by their husbands and even won for them, but it does sound a little… I'm not sure what the word is," Casey started. She took a deep breath and continued.

"After, he just kept saying that he was sorry. He said they told him to, that they made him. He kept on mentioning his father and the voices. I tried to block him out. Liv, he was saying so much. He always rambled on, but he wouldn't stop talking about the voices and his father. He had a knife, and… it just wasn't safe. I just connected it though…" she finally finished, with tears in her eyes.

Olivia hugged her girlfriend as tight as she possibly could.

"Liv…" Casey gasped, laughing through her tears.

"I'm so sorry, baby. I'm so sorry. That shouldn't have happened to you, sweetie I'm so sorry. Why did you never tell me?" Olivia asked. Casey shrugged and just held her girlfriend tightly.

"Is it too hard for you to be with me?" Casey asked with tears in her eyes, unable to make eye contact with her girlfriend that she loved with all of her heart. More than anything in the world Casey feared an affirmative answer.

Olivia looked at her girlfriend once again and squeezed her in the biggest hug she could. "Liv… Liv this needs to stop," Casey laughed, gasping for breath. Olivia just laughed again.

"Casey, I love you more than I have ever loved anyone else in my life. We'll get through this, I promise," Olivia promised as she kissed her on the cheek.

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The End?? I don't know if there's much more I can do with this, but if anyone has any ideas let me know; I'd love to hear them!