Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Characters within this Fanfiction. All work goes out to Stephenie Meyer, who is the genius behind this series.

A/N: Guess what people. I am making this the final chapter. In the beginning, I did not wish to make this a huge fan-fic. So, I hope you enjoy the final chapter.

-From the Last Chapter:

"Edward…I'm so sorry." Emmett's voice was slightly choked as he spoke, "I….the scent was so strong…"

"Emmett." This time Edward spoke, and his voice was a deep growl. "I really don't want to see you right now." My throat burned as my eyes popped opened, showing the world around me. Emmett was staring at me in disbelief as Edward whipped around, another defining scream somehow made it past my raw throat.

"Oh god! EDWARD!" Was this worst than childbirth? Or did this not even scratch the surface? Why was this happening to me? Could it be because I hung out with Jacob and karma is coming to get me? Or is it just because I don't hang out really with my own kind but vampires instead? I felt my body arch as the pain seemed to increase slightly and I was pushed into darkness, my mind was gone, but my body was still alive.

Chapter 4

Light blinded me as I had opened my eyes, letting out an irritated groan. The comfort of the bed below me surrounded me like water. I curled up more into the comforter, only to hear a soft chuckle of a male's voice. I couldn't place my finger on the voice, my head was slightly fuzzy.

"Bella." The voice rang through my mind, slowly attaching my fuzzy memory. I lifted my head to stare at the male's golden face, his amber eyes filled with happiness, yet a small twinge of sadness. His hair was a mess, but it was a mess in all the right ways. "Bella, do you know who I am?" He knew me that was for sure. I gently shook my head as I covered my nose with a blanket as scents bombarded me, causing my mind to swirl. He let out a deep breath. "Don't worry, soon you will."

"Where am I?" I muttered softly as his hand glided across my hair, leaving a soothing feeling.

"You're home Bella, your new home at least." His voice sounded a bit strained, filled with such regret. I nodded slowly as I covered my head with the pillow, annoyed of the sun-light that was floating into the room. "You can come in." The sound of soft foot-steps reached my ears as the bed descended, just enough to barely notice it.

"Bella." A female's voice chimed as I lifted the pillow enough to stare at the pixie-like person in front of me. Her eyes, like the males, were an amber color, also filled with the same emotions. Her hair, how can I put this, just plain beautiful. I forced myself to sit up, as it just seemed like the right thing to do in front of her. "Oh Bella, you look beautiful."

"Who are you?" I asked. I wasn't sure what she meant by me being beautiful, I am never beautiful. I have such a low self esteem. "Where's Charlie? And Renee?" I saw both their faces drop as the male nodded. Jus then the female nodding. What were they doing?

"I knew this would happen. Her mind's still fuzzy from the transformation." She muttered as I tilted my head. I was greatly confused.

"Where are my parents?"

"They died." The male quickly put in. I knew my face had dropped, my mouth parted to allow a sob to be released. I threw my face into my hands as I cried, but I could not feel any tears.

"Oh yeah Edward, that's the best way to tell her." The female muttered as she crossed her arms. "Though I guess it's for the best." A wheel turned in my mind as I heard the male's name. Edward. A sudden flash ran across my eyes, of Edward and Charlie. How could my parents die? Why now? How did they both die? Did Phil die along with Renee? I could feel the questions building up in my head.

"Come on Bella." Edward spoke as he gently gripped onto my wrist to pull me from the comfort on the bed. I stumbled a bit as I rose. My legs felt like they haven't worked in days, as if I was in a coma. He gently pulled me through the giant home. The sobs were non-stop even when we reached a couch somewhere downstairs. Edward had pushed me onto his as I curled up, allowing myself to shed the pain that throbbed in my chest.

"What did you do to the poor girl Edward?" It was another female, but this voice sounded more like a growl, more filled with hate.

"Rose, I didn't do anything. I just told her that her parents died."

"Edward!" The girl known as Rose roared. I could hear her foot stomp the ground in anger. "You don't tell a girl that her parents died after what she's been through!" What had I gone through anyhow?

"Rose." It was the other female voice from before; her voice was clearly more angelic compared to Rose.

"Alice, why is our brother such a moron." I heard someone take a breath before Rose spoke again, "That was a statement, not a question." Alice that was the other pixie-like girl.

"Rosalie." Alice spoke as I heard her walk up to sit on the couch beside me, gently rubbing my back. "Be easy kay? Bella doesn't remember us. She so far, only remembers her parents. We had to say something, so Edward blurted out the first thing that came to my mind." What were they talking about?

"So, she lost her memory eh?" Another male. How many people were living in this house? "Don't worry Bella. I am Carlisle Cullen, I'm a doctor." At least someone had enough manners to at least introduce themselves. "I'm going to need you to sit up." I let out a couple more sobs before I sat up to stare at him. He also had the same eyes; his hair was a bright blonde. He looked beautiful. I turned my head to see Rose, or Rosalie, whatever her name was. Her hair was also a blonde, and she looked completely hot, yet beautiful at the same time...this family is weird to say the least. A bright light blinded me a bit as I turned to Carlisle. He had that little light thing they check the eye-sight with.

"Why am I here?" I couldn't help but ask as he continued his tests. He placed a stethoscope onto my chest, the usual cold feeling it leaves had vanished and I could hear the chuckling of the others. It was then I noticed something was different. I couldn't hear my heart anymore. Usually when I wake up, I could hear it thumping in my chest, but it seemed to have vanished. Once he had released my chest of the stethoscope I quickly placed my hands onto my chest. Like I thought, it was gone.

"Bella, don't freak out. Everything is fine." Carlisle assured me, but I could feel the panic build up in me.

"Am I dead or something!" My hands began flying everywhere onto my body, "Is that why he said my parents died, because I died! Oh no!" I began to sob again when arms wrapped around me.

"Bella, oh no." It was Edward's voice. Again, another image flashed through my mind, instead this time he was laying in a meadow, his skin glistening like diamonds. "Don't cry Bella, your parents are fine. Oh, it's going to be so hard to tell you since you don't know who we are." He muttered his last sentence, but I heard it clearly.

"Edward, you should take her out hunting." Carlisle suggested before staring at me. "Are you hungry Bella?" I blinked at him before I nodded. I did feel hungry. My throat was dry.

"I'm thirsty too." I muttered as I felt myself being pulled to my feet once again, a soft scream leaving my lips as we began walking toward the front door. He dragged me toward a silver Volvo, his hand quickly reaching for the passenger door and opened it.

"Come on." He muttered as I nodded, sliding myself into the seat as he quickly appeared in the drivers' seat. "Bella, this will be weird for you the first time, don't freak out." He took in a deep breath. "Bella, you are a vampire. You are officially dead in the world. You can't ever see your family or friends again."

"W—what?" I stuttered as he turned his key, allowing the engine to roar to life before pulling out his drive-way, and down the high-way.

"I'm sorry Bella. It's all my fault." His voice was even, but his teeth were clenched together as he began to speed down the high-way, fear immediately filling my body.

"Oh please, slow down!" I cried out as I gripped onto the arms of my seat, my eyes staring at the gage to show we had broken a hundred miles per hour. I knew, if I was still alive that my heart would have stopped dead in it's tracks and ran from my body. I let out a soft sigh as I heard him mutter sorry as he slowed down a bit. "I must ask you this. What kind of relationship were we in?"

"Bella, we're engaged." His voice had changed; it was filled with joy, though I could only feel sadness and fear. I, Isabella Swan is engaged to a man that I no longer remember. I felt guilty, we apparently had a wonderful relationship and I just wiped it from my mind. I couldn't help but pinch the bridge of my nose as I tried to clear the fog that still remained in my mind, but nothing happened. I only have those two flashes of memory in my mind. "You alright?" His hand gently laid on my free one as I let out a sigh.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just feel guilty, that's all."

"Why do you feel guilty Bella?" I felt the car slow to a stop as we both walked out, him immediately at my side before I could even blink.

"Edward, we're engaged! And I don't remember a damn thing about you except you standing beside my father, and laying in some meadow sparkling like a diamond!" I snapped. How could he not know why I'm guilty, any man would be able to at least piece that together. His hand gripped mine once again before we began to run through the woods we had parked in front of. Different scents filled my nose; one in particular caught my attention. Something within me began to scream, claw at my insides as the hunger, or thirst, whatever vampires call it began to worsen. I winced inwardly as the scent began to overflow my mind, making it even more foggy then it was already.

"Go ahead Bella. Let the monster come out, but only animals." I nodded quickly as he released my hand, the monster, as Edward called it, released from my mind as I began running through the woods, following the scent that was so appetizing. My eyes lay on a small group of deer, their heads down low to the flooring as their teeth grinded into grass. The sun that once shown with such delight was now hidden behind dark clouds, allowing me to attack my prey with ease. My teeth sunk into one's neck, the warm blood seeping into my mouth and down my throat, slightly quenching the thirst.

"No you don't." I muttered as the others began to run for their lives as I flew through the air to attack another.

"Bella." Edward's voice broke me from my feast, well the end of my feast. I stared up at him as he only chuckled. "Come on Bella, everyone's wondering where we have."

"But I wanna stay here." I groaned as I turned my head to stare at the small pile of corpses that lay beside me. Their eyes were so foggy; I could feel a twinge of guilt build within me. I just took so many lives---even if they were animals they had a soul. I saw Edward's hand appear in front of my face as I looked at him; his eyes were once again filled with the sadness that sent more guilt. I gently grabbed onto his neutral stone-cold hand and lifted myself to my feet.

"Come on." He ordered as he held onto my hand, quickening his pace as we grew closer and closer to his car. I didn't know how far I had run. I asked and he said a couple miles. I was so into hunting that I didn't notice the distance. I slid myself into the passenger seat as he drove off, instead this time he went quite slowly—well slower then before. "Bella, you said earlier that you remember two small clips of me. When did they appear?" I turned to face him as he kept his gaze on the road, small plops as the rain began to fall.

"Well, when I found out your name, after you told me my parents died. I saw you and Charlie." I growled slightly in my sentence. He truly did make me believe my parents were dead. His face sunk as he muttered sorry before I sunk more into the chair, staring out the window, "And when I began to cry again—you in a meadow, sparkling like a diamond." I watched as we began to drive onto a dirt road and soon the white home that I exited came into view.

"Bella!" Alice's angelic voice hit me hard as I held onto my head, another memory flashed through my mind, but this time there was a burning sensation running through my hand as I cried in a corner, staring up at Edward.

"Bella, you alright?" Edward asked as he placed a hand on my shoulder. Was he trying to comfort me? My hand now gripped tightly onto the spot where the sensation came from as I growled slightly, yanking myself from his slight grip and out of the car. The rain almost immediately soaked my body as Alice waved from the porch, screaming at me to come back into the house. Another memory flashed through my mind of what seemed like a birthday party, my arm being sliced open, and a blonde fellow trying to attack me. Was that when I died? I stared at the two before I knew something. They must have changed me against my will. They must have almost killed me before changing me, even if it was to change my life. I felt a sudden grip yank myself to the ground, Alice now sitting on top of me.

"Someone! Help me!" I began to struggle from under her grip. She was trying to stop me from running. I wanted to get away from here. I heard more steps splash into the muddy flooring as I began to struggle more against them. They grabbed onto my arms and legs as Alice continued to sit on my stomach. I stared at the person on my left arm as I had not noticed his scent and saw the blonde fellow from my memory. I heard the scream that was released from my lips as they all dropped my limbs, Alice hopping off of me in surprise.

"What the?" I could hear the sobs leave my lips as I scrambled to my feet and began to run, closer and closer to town. Their yelling could be heard from behind me as I sloshed through the mud, catching my grip every now and then as I stumbled. Why exactly was I running from? They seemed nice people, and I don't even know my full past, only those blotches of memories. The monster within me began to claw as I entered something that was familiar, it was the ocean. I slightly stumbled in and stared at the water, sobs still running from my lips.

"What are you doing here?" Something growled from behind me as a burning smell reached my nose. I turned behind to see a fairly large boy staring down at me. His hair was somewhat long and his skin was rippling. His eyes seemed to narrow down at me as his face sunk. "Bella."

"W—who are you?" I sobbed out as I backed up, the water reached my shins, soaking my jeans and feet.

"Bella, you know who I am, don't you." I covered my nose as his scent hit me harder, the monster within me clawed even more, it was slightly painful to keep it in. His skin now only slightly rippled, not as bad as before, but enough to notice. I shook my head as I stumbled as a wave bashed into the back of my legs, pushing me to the ground, soaking the rest of my body. I continued to sob as I heard the boy begin to snarl as their voice hit me.

"Bella! What are you doing here!?" It was Alice's voice—but I could barely catch it as the waves forced me to lie under the water. I could hear the two of them converse as I gently crawled deeper into the water until a hand gripped onto my shoulder.

"Release me!" I cried out as I tried to rip myself from their grip, only to have my strength leave me. I wanted to sleep, I wanted to just float in the water and sleep—but I know that is only a dream now.

"Get off our territory!" A new voice roared as the stench that radiated off the rippling boy reached me through the salt water.

"I'm sorry! We're trying as fast as we can Sam." It was Carlisle, "Sam, Bella has lost all memory of well just about everyone. She's freaking out a bit."

"Carlisle, you have seemed to have broken our treaty. One of you has bitten a human." Sam, as Carlisle named, growled as I felt myself being thrown over a fairly large shoulder. I turned to stare at the man who seemed familiar, his scent was at least. He smelt—slightly like myself. I began to struggle as it clicked within my mind, hearing the male groan.

"Come on Bella, settle down. We have to hurry and get out of here!" I knew this person, it was Emmett—the one who killed me. Wind smacked my face as he ran, his siblings running beside us as I continued to struggle.

"Please! Let me go!" I cried out as I began to bash onto his back, "You monster! Let me go!" Monster, that word I know I will be using a lot. They all suddenly stopped as I felt myself being thrown to the floor. I stared up at them in horror, well at Emmett.

"Did you just call me a monster?" He stared at me in disbelief as I simply nodded. Fear was overcoming me as I trembled. I do not remember the last time I was this scared—well maybe because I don't remember much at all.

"Y—you made me this monster!" I pointed at Emmett, seeing his eyes turn a deep onyx.

"Edward, to think whenever you said you were a monster, she didn't think that, and now she's calling Emmett it." Jasper pointed out—that's name is Jasper. Edward only shook his head as I slowly rose to my feet as they began to bicker, though Rosalie kept her eyes on me, as if she was going to attack me. I took a few steps back before I spun and ran down the road. The rain once again began to pour harder. The sounds of the 4 of them yelling at Rose seemed to have bought me some time, as Edward was fast, faster then me.

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"How could you have done that!" Edward roared from my old house. I stood in my room, breathing heavy as I stared at them from the street—they were still looking for me. I had only been running a couple hours, trying to lose my trail through the woods, rain, bridges, anything! But they wouldn't give up. I spun to stare at my room—it was vaguely familiar, but not enough to enjoy the memories. My bed was messy as ever and the scent of my father was all over the place, including salt, a result of his tears. The pain he shed over me. Charlie, I was glad his cruiser was not in the driveway or else he would go to the hospital from a heart attack.

"Do what Edward? You guys were the ones bickering." Rose replied. She was angry as she tried to fix her hair.

"Rose, if we don't find her, we'll lose her forever." Alice let out an irritated groan.

"She's freaked out enough as it is. Fear has been radiated from her ever since she and Edward returned from the hunting trip." I let out a sigh. How in god's name could he know I've been feeing? I don't know but it isn't a thought worth finding out. I walked down my staircase and toward the backdoor where it once again morphed into the woods, where I took running again. Where I was going I did not know, nor did I care—I just wished to get away from the monsters that killed me. See, I was going to continue to say monster…soon I am going to call myself a monster—I am one. Guilt began to stir within me again when I thought of what Jasper said, about how Edward used to call himself a monster, yet—I said he wasn't.

What was I doing? I was running away from people who wished to help me—wish to give me a somewhat normal life…but—Emmett had made me who I am now. If it wasn't for him I would be getting married to Edward as a human—someone who remembers their love ones. I began to sob again as I collapsed to the muddy flooring of the woods, the leaves and branches breaking from below me. I could feel nothing at the moment, I felt like killing myself—but I do not know how too…

How am I going to end this life of a monster?

End.

A/n: So, there you go. I'm sorry it's not super long, only six pages on font verdana-size nine. I didn't know how I wanted to do this chapter that's why it took me forever to complete. Check out my other stories. Review please.