A/N Merry Christmas everyone! This is the sequel to Forbidden Desires and its okay if you haven't read that fic lol. Hope you enjoy this fic :D
Forbidden Hearts
Chapter 1
Never ForgottenLilly leaned against the railing at her deck, staring out at the beach. It had been three months since she saw the one guy she fell for and she still couldn't get over it. She thought that it would be simple to get over a guy in just three months, but she was wrong.
She did so much with Oliver and he showed her things no one ever shown her before. She felt things no guy ever made her feel and she missed it. It was all something she wanted back, but she couldn't have it anymore.
They both said they weren't going through having a long distance relationship. It would be too hard and they didn't want to be reserved just incase one lost feelings for either of them, but Lilly's just having trouble losing the feeling.
She cared for him too much and it hurt. She just wanted to see him a few more times and she'd be happy, but she knew there was no way to that. He's in Seattle and she's in California, there's nothing they can do to make it work out.
Lilly sighed and dropped her forehead against her forearms which lay on the railing. She looked down and saw the necklace Oliver gave her the time in the airport when she was about to leave for California.
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Oliver took the chance and reached into his shirt and pulled the cross pendant necklace he was wearing. He put his hands to the back of his neck and unhooked his necklace. It was a necklace he had since he was a baby and his most prized possession he had. He glanced at Lilly and bit his lip.
"I want you to have this, to not forget anything that happened here." He said and went behind Lilly to put it on her. He hooked it around her neck then hugged her again.
"I can't." She said as she put her hand over the pendant. She gazed at Oliver and he shook his head.
"Have it. I want you to have it."
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She shook her head from the memory. Again, she was thinking about Oliver Oken and she had to forget about him. If only there was an easier way to forget someone you really cared for, like a medicine, she'd take it, but she knew it would just be too hard for her.
Oliver continuously called her once she reached California. It was fun and sweet because he was caring for her, but it was slowly going away. He'd call everyday, at least 10 times a day or something, but then it decreased to 5 times a day to once a week or so. It had been 2 weeks since she last talked to him and it pissed her off of course, but she had other ways of forgetting about that.
She'd keep busy with Miley, since she is a busy person, and doing other things to keep her mind off Oliver. It was a painful process, but in the end it really did help her forget about Oliver, even if she didn't want to. She just had to keep it cool so Miley wouldn't know what was wrong with her, hell, Miley didn't even know about her fling with Oliver during the summer, so it was even harder. She promised herself she wouldn't bring up Oliver even if she wanted to. She knew that Miley would make a big deal out of it even if Miley promised not to tell anyone. Miley had the tendency to 'accidentally' slip things out which annoyed her so this is something she had to keep to herself.
Lilly sighed. So much things to do in so little time, it's just so weird.
"Just forget about it Lilly." She told herself and shook her head. She put her chin on her forearms and stared out to the beach. "It's been three months since I last saw him… two weeks since he last called… I need to forget about it damn it." She shook her head and stood up.
Then, she felt arms wrap around her with lips pressed against her cheek.
"Hey honey, are you ready to go?" Asked the figure behind her.
Lilly turned her head to meet the sight of Matt Marshal, her on and off boyfriend since her Sophomore year.
"You know you don't need to drop me off in the morning, I have my own car." Lilly forced a smile and turned in his arms to hug him.
"I just want you to school safely you know? I don't even go to that school anymore, but I do care for your safety." He grinned and lightly pecked Lilly on the lips.
Lilly shook her head. "Just leave me for a bit, I'm going to get my things together and I'll meet you down in the car." Lilly kissed his cheek and pushed his arms from her sides to her school bag.
Matt left and Lilly sat down on her bed as she pulled her bag on. She looked over her outfit, a shirt and pants, just what she wanted to wear. Nothing special happening in the day so why dress up you know?
She looked to her lap and bit her lip. She knew she was being unfaithful to Matt because she didn't fully return all the feelings he felt for her, but what else could she do? She hated that she used him just to forget her own feelings for Oliver, but that's how it's supposed to be. She loved him, but not how he loved her, and she blamed Oliver for it.
"Time for school." She got up and walked out of her room to the car.
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When Lilly got to school, Miley met her in the front and the two walked inside of Seaview High together. Lilly went through the hallways, feeling blunt, as Miley told her about the weekend she had.
She just didn't want to talk to Miley just because she started out the day thinking of Oliver and it usually ruined her day when she started her day that way. If only there was a way to erase everything that happened with Oliver, she'd do it. It was just harder to forget about him, especially with the fact that she lost her virginity to him.
"Arg, Miley, will you slow down a bit?" Lilly asked as she faced Miley who now stared wide-eyed at Lilly.
Miley furrowed her brows. "What's wrong? Fight with Matt?" She asked and Lilly shook her head.
"I'm just a little frustrated at the moment, thanks." Lilly slammed her locker shut and leaned against it. She gazed up at the ceiling and dropped her bag to the ground, next to her feet.
Miley stood next to her and lightly tapped her shoulder. "Lilly, never be frustrated because of Matt. Matt isn't worth it! You two seemed happy when you came to school today." Miley said and Lilly shook her head.
It's not about Matt! She screamed in her head and gazed at Miley. "Don't worry, we'll work things out, that's how it's always been."
Miley raised her eyebrows. "Well, you know, there's this guy I saw this morning-" Miley started, but then Lilly started to zone.
She disliked it when Miley talked about new guys in school or hot guys at that. It annoyed her that that's what Miley always talked about. Of course she liked talking about boys, but not now. All it did was remind her of the night she gave practically everything to Oliver, things she'll never get back.
"Lilly, are you listening?" Miley snapped her fingers in front of Lilly's face and she shook her head.
"Huh?" Lilly asked and watched as Miley put her hands to her hips.
"I thought so." Miley said and rolled her eyes to walk away from Lilly.
Lilly sighed and rolled her eyes as she started walking the opposite direction from Miley to her class. It was always like that when Lilly ignored Miley in the morning so she never bothered to say anything afterwards. Miley would blame Matt and it would be alright in the end, it always had been.
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Lilly waited at her locker, waiting for Miley as Miley took her time in her last class. Lilly didn't like leaving the school without Miley for some reason. It's been like that since middle school, so why stop a tradition now when it could go on for a few more months' right?
"Where is she?" Lilly said and glanced over to the clock, seeing that it was only 3:20. Miley was 20 minutes late.
"Ah, she sucks." Lilly faced her locker and hit her head against it once. She closed her eyes and let her mind wander for a bit.
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She could smell the scent of his cologne as she imagined herself wrapped up in his arms. Her head pressed against his shoulders with the sound of his voice just ringing in her head as he whispered good nothings to her.
Her throat caught in her throat as she felt his lips just tracing the outline of her ear. She bit her lip as she let her mind go further. She turned her head to gaze up at the brown haired boy and smiled as she watched him open his eyes.
"I love you." He whispered and kissed her.
"Oliver." She softly whispered as she tightly shut her eyes.
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She was about to move deeper into her imagination when she felt a light tap on her shoulder, bringing her back into reality. She jerked her head into the direction of the person and found herself staring straight at her boyfriend.
"Matt." She let a sheepish grin and he gave her a worried look.
"Why aren't you out yet? I've been waiting for half an hour." He complained with his brows furrowing.
Lilly sighed and handed her purse over to him. "I'm fine Matt, just wait in the car. I have to talk to Miley for a bit, please?" Lilly pouted as she put her hands on his shoulder.
Matt grinned and pecked Lilly on the cheek. "Fine, but I swear, if it takes a little too long, I'm coming back for you." He winked and gave her a hug before he left.
"Ah." She said and leaned back against the locker.
It was good that Matt was such an understanding boy. If only Oliver was- wait.
She was thinking about Oliver when she already has a boyfriend, again. She was imagining kissing him, again, and she knew it needed to stop. Man, if only she didn't let go like that, she would probably think about that night she gave it all to Oliver.
"Oh man, I must suck being a girlfriend." She furrowed her brows and dropped her head.
It's always about Oliver now! Ah, man, help me. Lilly frowned and crossed her arms.
It must look odd standing in the middle of the hallway like this, but Lilly didn't care. This had been going on for three months and all she needed was a friend to tell, but she couldn't. That's why, after December, she's going to put everything away. All her memories with Oliver will be thrown away, along with the necklace he gave her, and start off January within a new direction. It was her final year in high school and she has to stop thinking about things that will bring her down, but for now, she can tread on it all she wanted to.
"Haha, this is so fun." She sarcastically told herself.
Then, she felt a pair of hands on her shoulders. She, thinking it was Matt, whipped around with an angry look on her face.
"Matt, will you just go to-" She started, but found herself staring into deep brown pools. Her breath caught in her throat as she gaped at the figure before her.
"Hey Lilz." The figure said and walked closer to Lilly. "I'm back." And with that he wrapped his arms around her.
"Oliver?"
A/N How'd you like the first chapter? Special thanks to Lauren (acoldsky) for helping me a bit for the beginning of the fic. Anyway, sorry if the first chapter wasn't what you expected lol, it will get better, thanks for reading. Merry Christmas and have a Happy New Year.