Alrightie chapter four took long enough huh? Sorry bout that! Long boring story but I'm back finally hope some of you are still reading this. I don't own anything!

"Look Beast boy, this conversation is a little … much ya know we're not all that close and…you're kind of," I trailed off not knowing what to say.

"What? Kind of what Rae?"

Does he know what he's asking for?

"You're a bit of a big mouth."

So know you all know…I'm a chicken and I'm blaming my emotional hang-ups on him. I'm a horrible person. Why can't I just talk to the boy? He's sweet and kind and he listens! How many guys really listen to what their girlfriends have to say?

Not like we are anything but friends of course. Personally I have never been any guys' girlfriend; it's a sad and ugly truth.

This inner turmoil has gone on long enough, slowly gathering courage I decide to look him in the eye, the biggest mistake of my life so far. He looks so broken, did I do that?

"Hey don't look at me like that…I'm not trying to make you feel bad."

He's got those big puppy eyes you know the ones that make the person being looked at feel obligated to do the other persons will. "Alright fine I'll tell you how I feel just don't laugh at me."

Another round of gathering courage from deep down "I don't think flirting is meant to be fun, because it leads to something more, into something bigger than two friends can handle." Ok there maybe he will understand that.

He blinks once, twice and then a third time. What does that mean?

I could feel myself blinking more than what may be necessary for the average Joe, I just couldn't help it! This news was so surprising. Never mind the fact she said I had a big mouth, the thing people should be stunned by is her idea, who would ever picture Raven a romantic?

'Raven Roth Queen of everything Dark and Goth' would be the title of her biography. Not now oh no this new secret Raven is into fluff. It's almost as if she were made especially for me.

I'm tired of girls playing me and the superficial relationships I've grown emotionally and these young girls aren't gonna cut it for me anymore. She doesn't believe in wasting her time on guys who are just playing around. Makes sense for us to come together well be a super couple, like Angilena and Ben or Beyonce and Jay-Z.

But how many guys has she been with to come up with her logic. Coming out of my stupor…Let's get this started.

"So."

"So…?"

"Seems to me you've been keeping secrets from me and the team," She turns her head away like she doesn't want me to find out the truth, and that gets my blood boiling "I just have one question for you, how many boyfriends have you had?"

This is pissing me off I can't even look at her, all I can think about is some pale, skinny,emo guy with long black hair and painted nails and … I'm rambling. Now she starts…

"What are you talking about?"

That's it for me. Being the nice simple minded guy is not gonna be enough, I've gotta be more direct or Ill lose my mind. What I am talking about, she asks…

Snapping my head back in her direction the anger in side comes to the surface. Trying to find a way out and I do believe wailing on her secret boyfriend will be the perfect creative outlet for me. I lean over to her and grab her by the arms and shake her a little.

"What am I talking about? What the hell do you think I'm sitting in this pitch black room asking you about? Who the fuck is your boyfriend Raven? I don't think it gets any simpler than that!"

Oh Azar.

He just screamed at me.

And cursed at me.

This boy has just lost his mind…

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