What Am I Doing?- A Vampire Knight Fanfiction.

Disclaimer: I dun own Zero or Kaname or aaany of the sexy, sexy boys. If I did... it'd be a lot less antagonizing for the yaoi lovers to read the manga. ;

Rated M for future lemon-y-ness

Warnings: Uhm... lemon at some point (I'll let you knnow beforehand), so if you can't handle the heat... go away! Oh, and it might make you mad if I use fake information because I've never read the whole manga series. I get my VK from the Shojo Beat magazines, also I may bash Yuki a little, because I get angry at the females sometimes. But remember this is a FANFICTION not a... biography or whatever, so please dun flame me to death. ::whimper::

Author's Notes: Well, this is a yaoi... KanamexZero... My current favorite yaoi pairing. And there may be slight ShikixIchijo just because they're so great. Also, this is my first fanficcy EVER, so... please review. (Christ, now I know why people beg others to review.) Oh, oh... and the chars may be a little OOC. Sorry, if there's any problems while reading. Enjoy:D

Chapter 1- Stupid

Zero+

Well... here I am again. Watching the stupid vampires stroll past Yuki and I... gathering the stupid adoration of the stupid girls from the Day Class. One of the vampires got a special sneer though: Kaname Kuran, the pureblood. His stupid flow-y hair and stupid red-brown eyes... He was the highlight of my day- something to hate more than the other vampires. While I watched him in particular, he did something strange. He glanced my way. Usually, he would look away after the initial pass, but he held my eyes. He was at some distance, but we locked eyes for at least thirty seconds, before Yuki called to me to catch some girls who had broke free of her line. That little distraction made me forget about the oddity for a while. So, I end up glaring at the fangirls to keep them away from the bloodsuckers, although I'm sure it would be fun to let one of them get bitten by Aido... I would get to shoot him then. Of course, nothing like that would ever happen. Nothing different from fan girl squeals and me sleeping in class ever happens around here, and it's becoming quite boring...

Finally, we escort the Night Class to their classes, shoo the Day Class to their dorms, and ,on cue, Yuki bops over to me all smiley, "Zero, you ready to go to bed, finally?"

"...Yuki, we barely get any sleep at all. And anyways, aren't you failing your math class... again? Shouldn't you study rather than sleep all the time?"

She puffed out her cheeks and whined, "Oh, Zero! You're such a jerk!"

I sighed and turned away from her to head back to the dorms, as well and I waved my hand for her to follow, droning, "Well, come on, I'll help you study a little."

"Um... so you take this over here and simplify...?"

I rolled my eyes and jammed my finger against the paper, trying to show her how to solve a simple problem, which was actually a lower grade level question, by the way.

"No, like this! Yuki, I think I see why you're failing! You don't remember anything at all!"

She groaned and let her head fall to the textbooks and material. I rose from the chair impatiently as she spoke, her words muffled by the table and it's contents, "I'm too tired!"

For some reason, I was in no mood to deal with her idiocy tonight, and I mumbled, "Yeah, well, good-night then..." I felt her eyes watch me as I left. Probably hurt her feelings... oh, well.

The halls were silent as I walked through them with my Day Class uniform jacket slung over my shoulder. The summer night made the buildings stuffy and it was killing me. Not to mention I wasn't really all that tired and so I knew I would be up all night being bored. My mind sought out relief of boredom by thinking of the one person that was seemingly the forementioned highlight of my day. That Kaname Kuran... I wonder why he was looking at me like that earIier. It was like the reality around me disappeared while I fell deeper into my thoughts.

'I think about him so much. Maybe it's because he's my most hated enemy... Then again, he's never really done anything to me, so why would it be hate? Maybe... I'm jealous?' I snorted aloud, letting a small smirk cross my stoic face before continuing to think, 'Jealous, right. I might as well say I'm in love with him.'

My body halted in the middle of the hall. Love? Why would I think that? What was wrong with me? I felt my mouth drop open a bit at my own foreign thoughts. Hm... I rolled the concept of me being with Kaname. Hmmmm... I imagine that I would enjoy it... the pleasure, the contact...

WAIT!!! What the hell am I doing?!?! A blush blazed across my cheeks, I felt it. Clasping a hand over my mouth in shock, I shoved those images and thoughts out of my head and stared at the carpet below my feet, trying to calm down.

"It's... it's not like I would ever do that... Nor would Kaname. Even if I wanted to, he wouldn't..." GAH! I did it again! Why am I even THINKING that I would want to!? As I panicked over nothing physical... I realized that I had long passed the door to my room.

Author's Notes: Oh, whew, done. Aw man, it's not as long as I woulda liked it... and it ended all weird. OH WELL:D I liked it. Sorry this chappie is so short, it's just getting started, and I can't just have them start nailing each other right off the bat. XD If you want that... go read a oneshot.

Well, next chappie will either have Kaname (from his POV) thinking about Zero... or I'll have him play around with Zero a bit (remain as Zero's POV)...Hm... Oh, and by the way, I have no home internet, so I have to save to a floppy, bring it to school, and put it up here. I'm telling you all this so you'll understand why (if) I'm updating slow. Also, I'm failing Geometry so... I may be discouraged from writing. -- Welllll, if you are reading this- I love you, because no one ever reads my stuff. T-T Whoever reviews first will be my first internet review of anything I've ever put anywhere. Yay. I'll feel all fuzzy inside.