How Strong Do You Think I am

By

Caitlin Knight

Author Notes: It's been a while since I post to this fan fiction. My sister died recently in October of last year, my uncle and cousin in February of this year then my nanny in July. I am so sorry for abandon my Fanfiction. I had a lot of things going on with my family. However, I wanted to say thank you for being my fan base and I love you all for that as well. Also, it will only be four more chapters to the story then the sequel.

Chapter 13: Kira's Goodbye.

Kira set at her teacher desk at school reading her email before her next class. She notice that she had three unread emails from her old instructor Mr. Cheng. Kira click on the first email and to her surprise he will be coming to the states.

Mr. Cheng Letter to Kira

Dear my wild child I know my email has come to you as a shock, but I urge you to listen to what I am about to tell you. My dear one your life before you is in great danger you must leave Reefside at once.

Your mother memory has come back she's been clean for three months now. I have train you as a killer my child to protect you from the ones that kill your family. I leave from China within three days, meet me at the corner of South and Main Street we begin you're training at once.

Remember what I taught you about Chinese wisdom and you will understand what you have to do to take this journey.

Remember my old saying:

Do the difficult things while they are easy and do the great things while they are small. A journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.

Sincerely: Sensei Cheng

Kira read last few emails before closing her eyes as she knew this day was coming but the hardest part was losing Tommy, Kara and Connor. Kira knew the choice she had to make and that choice wasn't the one she wanted to make. Kira close her computer as her students started coming in slowly into her classroom. Most teenager hated music but her class loved music included Ethan James.

'Alright classed please settle down and take out your notes from last week and your guitar. Today each one of you is going to perform a song. Songs are made up about life, what people are going through and what makes them happy. For the next eights we will be discussing song writing. However, I have some sad news. Today will be my last day as your teacher for a while. I have been called away to fight into the National Torment in Japan. I have someone already that will filled in for me and you will love her as you all love me. Her name is Tanya Sloan." Kira said as Ethan eyes got big as Tanya enter the room and all eyes fell on her and Tanya wave hi to the students as Kira motion for Ethan to come to her.

"Kira what's going on why are you leaving really?" Ethan ask quietly

"Ethan we meet at Tommy house today after that I have to leave." Kira told him as Kira introduce Tanya to the student and gave her the entire lesson plans. Kira hug all her students' goodbye before leaving.

Kira enter her and Tommy house as Kimberly look up at her she notice the sadness in Kira eyes.

"Tommy!" Kira yelled as Tommy came running downstairs with his wet hair and clothes on as the rest flew into the house thinking it was an attack.

"Jesus! Kira you gave me a freaky heartache. What's wrong?" Tommy ask her as she motion for him to follow her outside and he did what he was told as Zach gave his best friend a questionable look.

"I wonder what that was about just a minute ago." Zach says as Ethan enter Tommy's and Kira house.

"Tommy!" Kira says as tears begin to fall down Kira face.

"Kira talk to me, please don't shut me out." Tommy says as he walks up behind Kira and wraps his arms around her waist and she moves away from him as everyone watch on stun by her actions.

"I have to go Tommy, you can't go with me, you have to stay here with Connor and be Kara dad with Connor while I'm gone." Kira says as Tommy look at her stunned by Kira's actions.

"What do you mean I can't go and I have to be here with Kara? I want to be here with you, you are my wife Kira. My life everything I want in a wife. Today was the day I was going to ask you to marry me." Tommy said with tears coming down his face now, Connor didn't want to go out there but he needed to for Kira.

"Tommy I can't be your wife there is things you don't know about me, things that will get you and my family kill. The only way I have to protect you is by leaving knowing that you, and Kara will be safe is all I want right now Tommy." Kira shouted as the shouted match begins between the both of them.

"Damn it Kira you are not listening to me I can protect you if you let me Kira. I waited my whole life to meet a woman like you and I'm not giving you up." Tommy says as Kira begins to cry harder.

"Tommy I'm a train assassin train to kill in order to protect my family from my own kind. It's not that I don't want to marry you and live the happy fairy tale life but I can't Tommy I can't not while she is walking around breathing fresh air threaten my family. I have to leave Tommy I'm giving you and Connor Kara. There is a saving and checking account at Regional Bank with $100grand with you and Connor name on it, use it for Kara schooling. If I don't come back her college tuition will be paid for you have too loose all contact with me until I send word that it is safe. But right now we have to say goodbye Tommy." Kira says as tears fell harder from her face as Tommy shook his head no at her.

"I'm not going to lose you Kira. I can't I love you to much." Tommy said as Kira look away from Tommy. He tried to touch her but she didn't let him. She looks at him one last time before walking away.

"I love you Tommy but this is my goodbye." Kira says as rain begins to fall down as Tommy begins to yell her name.

"Kira, Kira, KIRA….!" Tommy yell as Kira kept walking away never looking back as she cried, walking away from her first love, her daughter's and her father.

The Corner of South and Main Street:

Kira stood by the red stop sign with today's newspaper and a briefcase over her head as a black SUV pull up in front of her and she watch as the window to the passenger side went down.

"Get in now!" He told her as she got into the SUV she slammed the door shut in through away the paper, her old phone and her license was destroyed about an hour ago.

"You start fresh all over again no trace of this life until further notice. You do as a say when I say if you want your life back and your family protected from your mother. She knew you as Beverly Smith still go by K Ford Taylor. You start your new life in Quantico, Virginia your flight leaves in two days. Your new job will be SSA under Aaron Hotchner you can either use your abilities or not. But your nightmares will get worse as you enter their workforce." He told her as Kira nods her head all she could think about was Tommy and her.

"Ok dad!" Kira says as she wipes away some tears as the SUV pull away from the Corner of South and Main.

Author Notes; Hope you all like the twist to the Fanfiction More to come on only three more chapters left until the part two.