JEEZ!

I haven't updated in so long! I'm sorry. A lot has happened and I just couldn't find the time I guess. Please forgive me. Well, here's a new chapter. ENJOY!

Ch.11

'I never thought I would be here again' I thought. I was sitting on Edward's lap in his living room. Edward was looking at the TV, and I guess he didn't notice how I was ogling at him. I titled my head up and kissed his neck softly. I inhaled his sweet smell and laid my head on his shoulder.

At the airport Edward took me home, or to his home, same thing now. They remodeled the house but if you didn't see it right after the tornado you would have never known the difference. The trees were already full grown which is impossible, so when I asked Esme said she had them imported. How in the hell do you import trees? Well, you can always count on the Cullens to accomplish the impossible. I was much happier now. I would never be the same though. The Cullens will never replace my family, they just add on. Alice and my reunion was very scary. As soon as she saw me she was in front of me and was on her knees begging for forgiveness. I tackled her to the ground and hugged her over and over again. The next to see me was Emmett who hugged me with almost too much force. My back hurt for about a day, but Emmett's did too since Edward hit him very hard. Jasper came and hugged me very close. He told me that if I ever needed anything to go to him. I smiled at him thankfully. Jasper is such a good guy. Then came Rosalie. I expected her to kill me actually, after my break down when I left. Quite the opposite happened actually, me leaving she said, showed her how much I meant to her family. She said if I forgave her, she'd be the happiest vampire ever. I simply replied that I forgave her long ago. Reuniting with Esme and Carlisle was the most emotional. Without them for so long was like losing another set of parents. I hugged them both for minutes but will never be long enough I suppose. I live with the Cullens now. I share a room with Edward, we're getting married soon and he'll change me soon after.

I've realized the pain will always be here. I lost so much so fast, and I don't think I'll ever be able to cope fully from it. It's the Cullens that will keep me going. I know that even if my whole world literally crashed down, that almost everyone I love is gone forever, the Cullens will be here for me. Now matter what happens, the Cullens will wipe away my tears and scare away my fears. It's people like the Cullens that keep people like me keep going.

"Bella?" Edward asked me softly.

"Yeah? Sorry I was thinking," I replied feeling my face getting a little hot.

"Do you want to go our meadow today?"

"What?" I said confused. "I thought our meadow was…um, gone?" I asked, wincing with a little pain.

"No," he said quietly, then his face brightening. "It wasn't hurt at all," he said smiling.

I nodded my head slowly, "Okay."

At the Meadow

I looked around amazed at how beautiful the meadow was. Even after seeing it so many times, its beauty still amazed me. Edward came and hugged me around the waist from behind and laid his chin on my shoulder.

"You're so beautiful," he murmured quietly.

I smiled. "Edward?"

"Yes, my love?"

"Want to know a secret?" I asked quietly.

I felt him nod. I turned around so I was facing him and our faces were inches apart.

"I think you're an angel sent from above to save me from myself."

"I'm no angel, but I know that without you my total existence would be useless."

"Then I have something else to tell you," I said quietly, "if you give yourself to me forever, I will be yours forever and together, our love will change the world."

"I wonder what it will be like to change the world. We'll find out soon enough I guess."

The End

I'm very disappointed in the ending to tell the truth. I couldn't get anything better though.