Lilly's Pov

So, here I am... sitting here in court... I think they are onto me since they started asking why my shoe print was outside. Why his blood was on my shoe, and ... why I hate him so much... yeah... I'm sure I can lie my way out of this one, not. Stupid Oliver... that donut! He said that I hate him, and now they all of a sudden think I killed him, why me? Well, I did kill him but that's not the point. They are suposed to fall for the whole, Lilly Truscott, blond haired, blue eyed,innocent little girl... is that a murderer? I don't think so.

"So... you're very close to Lillian Trucott as we have learned earlier." He asked Miley for the millionth time. "Yes, she's the love of my life, why wouldn't we be close?" I looked at her dad and he just wrapped his arm around my shoulder... I guess that means he approves... "Have you ever noticed a history of violence while around her... like getting angry easily, or easily offended?" He asked her. "No... Lilly isn't an angry person, the only time she got even close to violent is when she was competitive and she'd yell that's about it." She said quietly.Thank you Miley... I know you're trying to defend me.

"Has she ever told you about her fights with your ex boyfriend?" He took his glasses off and cleaned them. "No." She said as if in a daze. "Why do you suppose that is?" He asked as if he were mocking her, I wanted to get up and hit him for talking to her like that. "She didn't want me to worry probably... she's very protective when it comes to me... I'd trust her with my life." Oh miles...

"Oh, she's protective of you? So what would she do if she ever found out someone hurt you? How would she 'protect you', as you say?" He squinted at her paying close attention. "She would do anything for me, I'm pretty sure... I can't name anything specific." Miley mumbled. "Let me be blunt with you ... Would she be the kind of person the would kill someone if it meant protecting you?" He practically yelled at her, and she just sat there. I don't think she knows what to say."I have no clue sir... maybe, I know she'd fight for me but I don't think Lilly could ever kill someone." She let out. He nodded and let her off the stand and asked me to go up.

"Lilly... have you ever gotten into a fight with Nicolas?" The big tall guy pacing back and forth asked me... ugh, so many questions... "Yes we have." Damn. Why didn't I just lie? "Have any of these fights been more than verbal?" He asked as he stopped and stood directly in front of me, very intimidating... "Well..." I paused, I can't talk about us arguing over Miley while she's watching me... I haven't even told her about our fights over her... our many many fights over her.

"Only once... he punched me in the eye a coupe of months ago when we got into a dissagreement." I said nervously... I had told Miley that I got that black eye from my brother. She sat up straighter and locked eyes with me. Hers were watery, oh god I don't want her to cry again. "What was this so called dissagreement that you had?" He asked me. "Well... To be honest, we fought alot over Miley because he knew that I was in love with her... he told me that if I told her, she would hate me so it was better off if I let her go on dating him... he flaunted their reationship right in my face."

I paused to swallow the golf ball that suddenly appeared in my throat. "I told him to stop using Miley, and he started yelling at me and rubbing it in my face that he was able to be with her and I wasn't and so... I called him some unnecessary names and we got into a physical fight." I sighed... I never told anyone about that. "I see, and this happen a lot between the two of you?" He asked me. "No, I mean we fought but not always punches, the physical part on happened once." Lie... complete lie.

"So... If you've only fought once... it must have been the night that you killed him... yet you don't have a black eye, can you explain that?" Everyone gasped. I didn't know what to say. "I didn't kill him." I said simply and in a very angry tone. "Are you sure about that?" He asked with a grin. "No." I said and a tear fell down my cheek. I looked up and instantly my eyes connected with Miley's, she was already crying. "Are you confessing that you killed him?" He asked. I took a deep breath, but before I could answer Miley jumped up out of her seat.

"She didn't... Lilly couldn't kill anyone. Don't lie Lilly, you didn't kill him." She yelled out. I sobbed and looked at the floor unable to keep eye contact with her. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry." I couldn't stop saying it, It just kept repeating over and over. "I killed him because he had her, always, and... I hated him so much, and I loved her. I needed to protect her from that slug." I raised my voice a little bit. "Lilly stop. Stop it you didn't. you could never kill someone I know you. " Miley yelled to me, she refused to believe it.

A man grabbed me and made me step down. He put handcuffs on me. She ran over and hugged me so hard I could barely breathe. she cried so hard. She burried her head into my neck and wouldn't let go of me, continuously saying that she loved me and she didn't want me to go. They pulled her off of me and somehow I ended up in a cell. I'm 15, so I won't be here for life... but Long enough to go crazy if she doesn't come see me...

I waited a day... no visits, two days... still nobody. I'm laying in my bed on day three... the guard comes in... tells me I have a visitor, I sit at the table, and she walks in. Her eyes are puffy and red.I did that to her. She sits down... doesn't say anything for a few moments, and then breaks down completely. I get out of my seat and walk around the table to hug her. She stands up and wraps her arms around me, oh no, now we're both crying like babies. I tell her that I love her, and again I say that I'm sorry. She repeats the same back and kisses me on the lips. Oh god I miss those kisses.

SHe grabs my head and She kisses me all over my face, my lips, cheek, ears, chin, jawline...She crying and at the same time it's tears because she so happy to be able to see me. I wish I could just throw her down on this table right here right now... but I can't. "Miley..." I can't think of anything to say. "I know. Lilly, I know." Then she wiped my tears and kissed my forehead and huged me again. "I'll have to write Lilly, I'm sorry." She looked at the ground.

"What?" I asked. "I can't come in to visit, it's too hard, I want to see you I just..." Miley..." I protested and kissed her lips. Oh god I miss the taste of her lip gloss. "I know.. I'll do both.. I guess, It just hurts Lilly. I love you and I will wait for you I promise, I just can't see you in here like this..." She said quietly. "In seven months..." I said quietly. "Yeah... when you get out I'll have to get a new bed for the occasion, because we are going t ocelebrate, so much, I swear." She was trying to joke so that I wouldn't think about how terrible this is.

I laughed and kissed her one more time before she left... The first visits of many...

Confession number seven

I have nothing left to confess

Author's note:I think that this is going to be the last chapter and then maybe I might do a sequel counting down the visits untill she gets out or somthing, im not sure, i think this story is really going down hill, so I'm not sure if i should just stop it altogether or not.