The pieces of blonde hair that weren't stick to his neck stuck on his cheeks and eyes making it nearly impossibile ot see where he was going, it was even
harder becuase no light was there to help the tall blonde hair boy make his way through the darkness. Shivering from the cold and wetness he hugged himself
witch didn't really help becuase he only had a t-shirt and a pair of ripped jeans, and ragged tennis shoes that threanted to fall apart at a moments notice.
He didn't know why he was out here, he couldn't figure out why he wasn't in his room under neath his blankets waiting out the storm. Another flash of lightening
tore through the sky making eveyrthing seem as if it was daytime out, followed by it was a huge clap of thunder causing the blonde boy to jump. A memory
jumped into his mind he was cowering in his room his bruised back pressed hard against the wall as he lisnted to the heavy footfalls get closer and closer
to his room. Hugging his knees he tried to blend into the wall tried to disapear but as the footfalls got closer the more and more he relized that he couldn't
disapear that something horrible was about to happen and he had no way of stopping it. The door crashed open as lightening streaked across the sky giving
his father a sinster look, "Boy" he yelled his voice drowning out the thunder. "Do your really think that you can hide from me. How dare you run from me when
I call you!"
"I...I" He couldn't speak because his voice shook so bad, he didn't want this to happen not tonight his body was too bruised already he didn't think that he could stand another beating tonight. Another bolt of lightening lit up the sky letting him see his dad who was beside his bed now he face controted beyond regonazation because of rage. "I will teach you a lesson you will never forget" his voice was filled with such venom that tears began to stream down his face as he pressed harder against the wall hoping for some miracle that his bruised and broken body will melt into the wall and escape this horrible moment. Searing pain tore through his head as his dad grabbed his hair and threw him on the ground his head snapping against the floor a sickening crack filled the room, and Jou felt warm liquid began to pool underneath his head. His whole body ached, when he tried to sit up the room began to spin, he tried to look for his father but he couldn't see him, he could hear his heavy breathing and it sounded so close but he couldn't see him anywhere.
"I am going to teach you to respect me, I am your father and you will obey me no matter what." The lightening that lit up the room seemed sinster almost evil as it illumanted the intamadting figure of his father as he loomed over him. A sharp kick caught him in the side, it was powerful enought to force him onto his back. As he lay there he heard the single most terrifiering sound, something that would forever haunt his nightmares if he made it out alive. A heavy pressed down of him and he relized that his pants were no longer on his bottom half was completely naked, he knew what was going to happen he knew what what tourture he was about to go through.
Hair stuck in his eyes causing them to burn, he couldn't see what he tripped over he didn't see what had caused the cataclismic events that would change his life. His knees struck hard on the ground and sobs racked his entire body, he tired to stop it because it hurt so bad but he couldn't all that he had pent up for years tore through his battered body, he raised his arms to the air and yelled at the top of his lungs. "Whyyyy!" He yelled to everything that had ever gone wrong in his life, every thing that had every hurt him, his mother, his father, every one who had ever tormented in his entire life. He yelled to the gods above and to the demons below why him, why did all these horrible things have to happen to him.
All that answered him was the heavy rainfall and the booming thunder, he sat there for what seemed forever starring up at the sky trying to get an answer to what had gone wrong in his life. He had been so absorebed in his thoughts that he didn't see the light from the lightening he didn't hear the sharp crack of it he didn't even feel the pain as the bolt struck him until he was on his back slipping into unconuiesses. Maybe, he thought to himself, maybe this was the answer maybe he was meant to die. Slowly he closed his eyes allowing sweet darkness to take him over and release him from the horrible pain of life.