Isn'
Isn't it Obvious?
by Katherina
Black
"You know, the more time I spend in
this place, the more I'm starting to think it's seriously
affecting my health." Sirius balled up yet another ruined
essay and tossed it across the room, looking very annoyed.
"I really don't think Professor Flamel likes me," he
added, beginning afresh. Sirius liked to think he could charm his
way out of anything, but this essay was also long overdue.
James looked up at once. "God,
Sirius, he's already given you three chances - he's got a pretty
nice way of not liking you. If it had been me or Remus, we'd be
cleaning out his Grindylow tank by now. But you, you lazy
bugger..." James put on a high voice. "I'm so
sorry, sir - my toad's ill...I've just been out of my mind
with worry...Oh thank you, sir, I knew you'd
understand!"
While his friend continued to mutter
ludricrous excuses in falsetto, Sirius grinned his
acknowledgement - vaguely aware that he was sending two nearby
Ravenclaw girls into a smothered fit giggles in the process. It
wasn't that Sirius was intentionally loud; he simply never
considered lowering his voice, even in the library. Sirius was
too big for the library, or the library was too small for him;
but at least nobody seemed to mind.
In fact, whenever their small group made
a rare appearance in the library, their presence was
generally felt - if only because of the uncommon number of
screwed-up balls of parchment suddenly flying around and the
occasional interludes where they were so bored they decided to
suddenly break into loud, theatrical singing ("But Madam
Scribbit, music helps you to concentrate!")
James Potter had achieved the near
impossible task of being a top student while breaking almost
every school rule ever written. As a result, he could afford to
flip through his Quidditch trading cards while his friend
scribbled feverishly.
"So...where is everyone?" said
Sirius, at last signing his name on his essay with a flourish,
and throwing aside his quill. "Please tell me why they're
missing out on all this fun."
"Peter's gone to the owlery. You
know, he misses his parents too much. It's really not good for
him -"
"Ah, we'll just have to remind him
that we're his family now," said Sirius, would-be gravely,
yet not managing to suppress an incredibly mischievous glint in
his eyes while he said it.
"Yes, and watch him run into the
horizon," James finished. "And Remus is...AWOL. Again."
James frowned and forgot his Quidditch cards as he confronted the
mystery surrounding their friend. When he said AWOL, he meant, of
course, absent without leave from them.
Sirius leaned forward. "Well, he
was looking a bit peaky the other day...not that that's saying
anything. I'm sure he gets ill more than anyone I know, including
Peter, and he spends half his time taking
Pepper-up."
"It's weird. I mean, one day he'll
be fine and the next -"
"Tsk."
The short, derisive sound broke their
conspiratorial manner. Both boys turned their heads, eyes soon
settling on the girl sitting alone two tables away. She had her
red head studiously buried behind a book, but the sound had
undoubtedly come from her.
"What are you tutting at us
for?" James remarked, nettled.
"Nothing," came the quiet
voice from behind the book covers.
James was generally quite level headed -
at least, more so than Sirius - and he liked to think that he
knew exactly how far you could push a teacher before going too
far, or when was the time to grab Sirius before he started to get
violent. But about some things he could be unreasonable.
Quidditch was one. Lily Evans was another.
"Yes you were!" he continued,
a little louder, while his Quidditch cards lay forgotten and
Sirius looked on in slight amusement. If one thing annoyed James
above all others, it was how Lily could maintain a perfectly calm
and indifferent countenance whenever she wanted to. "We were
talking about Remus, and you -"
Lily had not quite forgiven James for
playing a prank on her on her first week of school. Her magical
powers had been unknown to her until the summer before, and she'd
been self-conscious and nervous enough at Hogwarts without having
a green tongue as well. Now she dropped the book from before her
face, facing them with a pair of piercingly green eyes.
"Well I would have thought it was a
bit obvious," she said, completely unruffled. "But if
you don't know, then..."
James had not quite forgiven Lily for
"accidentally" hexing him in Defence Against the Dark
Arts during their second week at school. The class had been
practicing how to block simple hexes, and they'd been paired to
work together. Apparently little miss "Ice Queen"
hadn't heard him say he wasn't ready yet; before James had time
to raise his wand, she had administered a Freeze Hex, and he'd
been left sneezing the rest of the week. Furthermore, Lily was
extremely hardworking and clever, which meant that James had to
work that much harder if he wanted to have the satisfaction of
beating her in class.
"If you don't want to tell us, then
don't," James stated, returning to his previous occupation,
and sending a glare at the smirk on Sirius' face before he did
so. Despite what Sirius maintained, his dislike for Lily Evans
had absolutely nothing to do with the fact that she
didn't happen to fawn over him like a lot of other girls did.
"Fine." Lily, having now put
away her book, stood up and flung her bag over her shoulder,
walked past their table, and did it all with maddening aloofness.
"What's obvious, Lily?" Sirius
called out to her, just before she disappeared in between the
bookshelves. Sirius always asked things in this direct manner, no
matter who or what he was asking.
A just audible mutter was heard from the
black shadows between the tall bookshelves. "That you're
both idiots?"
Sirius formed his mouth in the shape of
an "o", and mimed giving a low whistle as the sound of
the library door being shut with a creak and a thump broke the
quiet which had followed the cutting remark.
"You can't possibly think that she
does know anything?" said James.
"Well, aside from the fact that
that she's the cleverest witch in our year, and she just as good
as told us she does - why ever would I think that?" Sirius
began to blow the ink dry on his parchment.
"She's probably just trying to wind
us up, or get us to talk to her, or something," said James,
brooding. He shrugged. "Anyway, I say we confront Remus and
don't let him go until we've got it out of him."
"Or we could just ask Lily. That
might be easier, since we have no idea where Remus is."
"Lily doesn't know anything,"
said James, firmly, as they began to walk out of the library.
"Okay, whatever you say."
Sirius gave up. "Let's go and get Peter, and then we can
plan our - ahem - entertainment for Thursday
evening..."
*
"...Thursday evening," Harry
told him. "Eight o'clock."
Ron glanced Harry sideways, but his
friends' face was passive. He hoped, for Harry's sake at least,
that these Anti-Dementor lessons were going to work. It had been
horrible, when those things had appeared out of nowhere on the
Quidditch Pitch. But everyone else had managed to stay on their
brooms, hadn't they? Bloody Cedric had even managed to carry on
playing.
Anyway. Hopefully, Professor Lupin could
do something about that. If anyone could, Ron reckoned, he ought
to be able to help. He was the best Defence Against the Dark Arts
teacher they'd ever had, no matter what that git Malfoy said
about him being shabby and...
"Still looks ill, doesn't he?"
Ron voiced. "What d'you reckon's the matter with him?"
Harry was about to shrug - to be honest,
as long as Professor Lupin was alive on Thursday, he didn't
really care. It was extremely selfish, he knew, but...
It would begin with the chill, a
completely paralyzing chill. Harry always felt like that chill
was about to reach right through him and stop his heart. Then,
through the freezing fog - softly at first; then so loud - the
voices, the screaming...
"Tuh."
The loud, impatient noise made both boys
turn to find Hermione sitting at the base of a suit of armour,
fiddling with her bag, which was so full of books it couldn't
close. When Harry glanced at Ron, it was like someone had already
flicked on the "stubborn glower" switch in Ron's eyes.
"And what are you tutting at us
for?" remarked Ron, defensively. Hermione stood up, heaving
her bag on to her shoulder and wincing slightly with the weight.
"Nothing," she said, loftily.
"Yes, you were," Ron insisted.
"I said, I wonder what's wrong with Lupin and you -"
"Well isn't it obvious?"
Hermione burst out quickly. She looked, first at Ron, then at
Harry, with what Ron considered maddening superiority. Ron's
initial shock of finding out she'd had Harry's Firebolt - or
ex-Firebolt, thanks to her - carted away, had worn off; but it
had left behind a severe furiousness. The way he saw it, Harry
was going to have enough trouble staying on his broom as it was,
without being stripped of a broom to even stay on. And she would
have go around looking so damn self-righteous about it, wouldn't
she?
"If you don't want to tell us, then
don't," he snapped.
"Fine," said Hermione, through
gritted teeth. She pushed passed them, and joined the throngs
heading to dinner; leaving Ron feeling as if the argument had not
been settled to his satisfaction.
"She doesn't know," he said,
staring after her resentfully. "She's just trying to get us
to talk to her again."
Harry shook his head. His mind was more
on Dementors than on Ron and Hermione's incessant bickering, or
rather, lack of it, now. And he did wonder, briefly, whether
having his Firebolt back would make him feel any better about
those things.
That thought was dismissed immediately.
Of course it would.