Title: The
Flow of Time
Author: What'sLeftOfABizarreChildhood
Genre:
Romance/Comedy (With a touch of some good old fashioned angst in the
first chapter.)
Rating: Mature (for later
chapters)
Summary: Some people see time as a straight line
or a river, with only one way it flows. Forward. It would appear that
no one told this little fact to a certain Gryffindor. Harry will have
to learn the hard way that no matter what you do, some things are
meant to be, and will happen.
Warnings: This story will
contain a SLASH
pairing people!!! Which translates into huge amounts of GAYNESS
on the main character's parts!!! So if you're one of those
homophobic closed minded types, leave now!!! That was your only
warning. Plus there may be some slight OOC-ness. I'll try to keep
them in character as much as possible though. But I must also say
that this story starts off in the beginning of sixth
year.
Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own any of these
characters. I wish I did, though many of you probably don't cause
I'd hella turn the series into a bunch romance novels. XD Plus I'd
be rich off my arse!
A/N: Special thanks to WilsonIsMyHero
for posting the challenge that inspired this! And to Tsurai No Shi my
Beta. Now, on to the sad news. Due to rating rules the
NC-17 scenes will be posted on another site. See my profile for the
link. So anyways this is my first ever (posted) Fan Fiction, so
please be nice.
"Bloody hell, you look awful mate!"
Harry
raised his head to glare angrily at Ron, but only managed to look
slightly annoyed before his head fell back onto the table with soft
thud.
Hermione shot Ron a dirty look before sitting down across
from Harry at the Gryffindor table. She leaned forward a bit to get a
better look at her friend.
Harry had dark circles under his eyes,
his hair was messier than ever and he
looked thinner and a bit paler than usual.
"Harry," she
started hesitantly, "What's the matter?"
"There's
nothing wrong 'Mione," Harry
sighed, his voice muffled by the table.
Ron shook his head in
disbelief, "C'mon Harry, we're your best friends! We can
tell you've got a problem. Now spill!"
Harry sat up and
looked at them for a moment. His eyes were
shadowed with something that even Hermione couldn't completely
read. They were unfocused as if he wasn't looking at them but at
something, somewhere or maybe someone else that only he could see,
and the sight of whatever it was that he saw seemed to be
causing him an almost unbearable pain.
Ron fidgeted under Harry's
hollow gaze. While Hermione did her best to figure out what was
troubling their friend.
After what seemed like an eternity of this
Hermione finally spoke, eyes filled with concern, brow knit with
confusion and her voice gentle, "Harry? Harry look at me,"
she waited for his head to turn and his eyes to focus on her, then
continued. "Is it because of what happened at the Ministry? Is
that why you're so upset? Are you still mourning Sirius?"
Harry's
eyes, that had been so expressive, suddenly went blank. "I
already told you. There's nothing wrong,"
with this he stood up from his seat,
"I'm not all that hungry, I'm gonna go for a walk. I'll
see you at lunch."
Harry left in a hurry, afraid that
Hermione would not be brushed off that easily, but neither she nor
Ron followed him out of the Great Hall.
For that he was grateful. He needed some time to himself, without
people prying and asking him all kinds of questions, most of which he
wasn't sure he himself had the answer to.
Yes, he was upset
about Sirius.
His Godfather's death had been a harsh blow. Harry
felt as though a huge part of him had died along with Sirius.
He
wasn't sure why though. The death of one person, even a godfather
shouldn't affect someone this much. Should it?
He knew
people who had lost loved ones, and they hadn't sunk into a
depression like this. Harry himself had lost friends and family,
but he'd never felt this horrible. He didn't want to eat,
sleep or do anything really.
Harry couldn't think of any reason
for it.
Except maybe…
'No. Not possible' Harry thought,
shaking his head at the thought. Then realizing that he hadn't been
paying attention to where he was walking, he looked around.
"Well
that's just bloody brilliant!"
Harry ground his teeth in
frustration. He was lost.
"Perfect! Just bloody perfect!"
Harry yelled at the empty corridor. He glared around at the old,
dusty walls and floors as though it was
their fault he was lost. It probably is! He thought furiously.
This castle is practically alive! It's always moving and
changing at random!
In his frustration he slammed fist into
the wall. Harry pulled his fist back with a hiss of pain, cradling it
in his other hand. The skin of the knuckle was scraped away and blood
was trickling freely down his hand.
He stopped for a moment
listening, then turned his head at the sound of stones grinding
against each other. The stone he had punched in his anger was
receding back into the wall. As it went
others started to follow. When the stones were done moving they
formed an archway, Harry was reminded of the entrance to Diagon
Alley.
Harry peered into the newly revealed room, but the only
thing visible was a thick layer of cobwebs reaching from floor to
ceiling.
Harry stepped closer, reached out to touch
the ancient webs with the tips of his fingers. Just as they made
contact a light gust of air that seemed to emanate form the room
washed over Harry. The breeze sent a chill down his spine and raised
goose bumps all over his arms. Harry jumped back, startled.
Harry
looked around once more. He couldn't be sure but this part of the
castle appeared to be somewhere near the centre,
probably on one of the lower levels. He looked back at the
open entrance to the mysterious room. It
would be impossible for the breeze to be coming from a window.
He
stepped closer again to the entrance he raised his hand and touched
the cobwebs again. Nothing happened, so
he grabbed hold and ripped them down. The room beyond was dark. Harry
moved to go inside, but he stopped. It
could be dangerous! You don't know what's in there! You should
get one of the teachers to inspect it. A little voice from the
back of Harry's mind warned. It sounded vaguely like
Hermione.
Shaking his head he set his jaw and stared into the dark
unknown of the room.
"What are you! A courageous Gryffindor
or some bed wetting little pissant of a
Slytherin?!" He asked as he stepped forward into the dark.
He
raised his wand and lit it with a muttered, "Lumos."
Holding
his wand high over his head, the light casting eerie shadows over the
dusty objects inside the room. It seemed as though no one had been in
the place for ages.
He looked around, examining the old and
forgotten items. He picked something that looked like a
dirt-encrusted crystal ball up off a
table. Harry rubbed some of the grime away with the sleeve of his
robe. It wasn't a crystal ball. Harry shuddered as he placed the
skull back onto the table.
He gazed around at the rest of the
room. It appeared to be an old workroom.
Maybe one of the
Founder'sHarry thought excitedly.
There were tables cluttered with
jars, stacks of old, faded and yellowed parchment, cauldrons and
instruments. The walls were lined with hundreds upon hundreds of
ancient tomes.
As Harry walked along the bookshelves examining the
books, something bright and gleaming caught his attention. He turned
toward the back of the room and saw a tall, slim door-shaped
object covered in cloth. As Harry moved
closer, he saw that what had caught his attention was a small tear in
the fabric. Harry leaned forward and peeked through the hole to see
another bright gray eye staring back at him.
Harry reached out his
arm and tugged at the covering. It fell away to reveal a full-length
mirror.
Harry stumbled back in surprise.
There standing in the
mirror was not his own reflection, but a handsome young man with
jet-black hair that fell becomingly
around his elegant face. His lush lips curled into a mischievous
smile. And those eyes…
Like bright
vibrant stars.
"Sirius!" Harry gasped as he stared,
awestruck at his godfather. But it
wasn't his godfather, not yet. The boy
in the mirror looked to be only sixteen or seventeen.
"Is
this where Dumbledore hid the mirror of Erised?" Harry asked the
empty room. Harry stood up as tall as he could to get
a better look at the top of the mirror, holding
up his still lit wand. But there was no writing on the top. "Not
the mirror then. But what?"
The young Sirius shrugged at the
question and leaned over to examine the side of the mirror as
well.
Harry snorted at the action. "You going to help me
figure this one out are you?" Harry stooped down to take a look
at the base.
There along the bottom were grooves, cut into the
metal of the frame. They looked like they might have formed words at
on time, but were now worn down to little more than wavy
indents.
Harry gave a heavy sigh as he sat back and looked into
the mirror. Sirius sat down too and they stayed like that,
just staring at one another. A small smile tugging at the
corner of Harry's lips.
"I should
probably go now," Harry sighed,
standing up and brushing off his robes. Using the light from his wand
he checked the time on his watch. "It's already past
lunch time, and I've still got to find my way back to a familiar
part of the castle."
Harry had no idea why he was explaining
himself to the Sirius reflected in the strange mirror. It wasn't
real. But as he thought about leaving he suddenly felt tired again.
When he'd been sitting here he hadn't noticed the exhaustion or
the hunger he'd felt for the past for so long now. He only felt…
content.
Strange…He thought to himself staring curiously at the boy in the
mirror.
Shrugging he said to the reflected Sirius, "I'm
going to leave now. I probably won't
be back. I'll most likely never be able to find this place again.
So I guess this is goodbye."
Sirius' expression grew sad.
As though he knew what Harry was saying, like
he was more than just a bit of magic in a mirror charmed to be a
cheap copy of the mirror of Erised.
It
hurt Harry to see that face, Sirius' face, saddened.
"I do
miss you though," Harry whispered
softly raising a hand to rest on the surface of the cold, reflective
glass. Sirius raised his hand as well, to rest where Harry's was on
the glass.
There was no heat from the other boy's hand. Harry
knew there wouldn't be, but for some
reason this still sent a pang of sorrow through him.
As a single
tear slid down the side of Harry's face he whispered in a hoarse
voice, "I wish we could be together again."
Suddenly the
cool glass beneath his hand became warm and started to pulse. Like a
heart beat.
Sirius' fingers came through the once solid glass to
intertwine with Harry's. A huge grin spread across his
face.
Frightened Harry tried vainly to jerk his hand free from the
tight grip Sirius had on it. "What the bloody hell are you
doing?!" He cried, staring horrified at the grinning boy.
Sirius
began to back away, pulling a frantic Harry along with him. Harry
tried desperately to hang on to something. Anything! He clutched at
the frame of the mirror, but it was too smooth, and the Sirius in the
mirror was too strong. He slipped into the reflected room and
suddenly had the sensation of falling through the air. He looked up
to see the room on the outside of the mirror falling away out of
site, along with the reflection and the reflected Sirius. The edges
of his vision started to darken. His other senses were
fading as well. He heard someone shouting in the distance, as if from
miles away. 'NO!' It sounded so familiar. It was himself.
He realized he was yelling and he could barely hear it. The mirror
and Sirius were nothing more than a tiny speck of dust in the
distance now.
Then the speck was gone and all was dark and
quiet.
A/N: Thanks for reading! Hope you liked the first
chapter of 'The Flow of Time.' I know I enjoyed writing it! Not
sure when I'll get the next chapter up though. Reviews always help
to motivate me though! Nudge Nudge Hint Hint