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Long Kiss Goodbye

From the blackness again the image of Yugi almost getting hit by the truck appeared again and Yugi felt Yami tense up and heard a small gasp from him. Then for a second he thought he heard a sob escape his lovers lips but dismissed the thought.

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But as he was crossing the last lane to get to the park out of nowhere a truck came whizzing by. And all little Yugi could do was stare at it with big eyes and a pure look of terror on his face. When Yami tried to read the link all he could get was silence. Immediately Yami, without thinking at all, jumped into the street and pushed Yugi out of the way.

"Yugi…YUGI!!"

"Wh-what?"

"Are…are you ok? I said are you ok? ANSWER ME!"

"I was so scared…scared…scared…" and the image faded again into nothingness.

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When the scene faded Yugi felt Yami's presence leave his side and when he turned around to ask where he was going he was gone.

"Mou Hitori No Boku…Um… where are you?" asked Yugi to darkness. Silence was all that met his ears and Yugi then knew something was dreadfully wrong. Yami would never just leave Yugi unless something really bad was bothering him. So what could it be and where is he now?

"Yami where are you? Don't you want to see what's going to happen next? Yami…please come out from where ever you are." Said Yugi as he exited the door and shut it behind him. Before he left to search for Yami he looked at the doors symbol that was now whole. What Yugi saw made his heart stop. On the door the symbol wasn't a heart like it had been before but rather a teardrop. Dismissing the thought Yugi went to search for Yami again. After what seemed like hours Yugi thought that the spirit wasn't even in the soul room anymore. Until he heard the faintest of cries, almost of a young child who was scared and alone. Following the sound of the cries Yugi found his other half, or what he believed to be his other half but was taken aback from the steady stream of tears running down his face. Yugi had never seen his darker half cry before, and was seriously considering that this was a trick of the puzzle to through him off course.

In the darkest corner of the puzzle sat Yami with his head in his hands and his shoulders shaking up and down uncontrollably.

"Yami? Dijubo? What's wrong?" Asked Yugi almost as if a wrong word from him would upset his Yami even more.

"No-nothing!"

"Doesn't look like nothing to-"

"Yame de!"

"Go-Gomen isai…"

"No I'm sorry Yugi," he said then in one swift move he crossed the room and held Yugi close to his heart. He held him as if he would never let him go, if he did something would happen.

"Um…Yami what's wrong?" Asked an honestly confused Yugi.

"I was so scared…" Mumbled Yami but it was incoherent.

"What I can't understand you?"

"I was so scared!" Yelled Yami as more tears fell down his cheeks. He hugged Yugi even tighter and rested his head in his hair. Yugi slowly and uncertainly started to rub Yami's back and tell him sweet nothingness in his ear. Just comforting words to calm him down.

"It's ok Yami you protected me…like always that's why I wasn't scared cause I knew that you wouldn't let anything happen to me…you never do and never will. That's why I'm not afraid anymore cause I know you'll always be there for me when I need someone to help me be strong that's why I'm going to be hear for you always to!" Said Yugi just talking so Yami could hear his voice.

"I'm not going anywhere and I never will so don't worry." Lightly taking Yami's hand he started to take him back to a new door but he skipped about 30 and went to one in the middle before the last 30. One that wasn't new but wasn't to old either…the symbol was still visible. It was the Millennium Puzzle and Yugi knew right away what it meant so he skipped it and went to the next one making a mental note to not enter that one. The next 3 where also painful memories but he wanted to show his Yami what he meant to him so he went in the first one.

"Yami come on let's go in that one please," he said while all but dragging Yami with him into the darkness. As expected Yugi immediately got a huge flashback and remembered everything…needless to say his smile faded quickly…

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"Yugi why don't you eat a little." Asked his grandfather gently pushing food towards him. It was a gray summer day outside but not raining, it was only 1:00PM but Yugi had hardly eaten for the past week.

"…"

"Please Yugi you can't keep acting like this…we all miss him everyone but you must be strong that's what Yami would want. It's been a week and you haven't eaten or even smiled in that time."

"…I'm going for a walk Grandfather…I'll be back later." Said Yugi with a monotone voice there was no smile on his face like there usually was and though he looked the same something had defiantly changed.

"Alright but be careful and take your cell with you so if you need me you can call me. Please feel better Yugi…"

"Thanks Grandpa…" And with that Yugi got up and walked to the door and closed it and started his way to the park.

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Yugi was walking alone in the park…it was summer and about 1:00 PM. He was just walking aimlessly lost in thought. His eyes where glazed over and anyone could see with one glance that he wasn't really there just physically. Mostly he hadn't even told Yami how he felt about him in the end…now he had lost his chance, which made him even more depressed. He sat down on a park bench and took out a notebook and a pencil and started writing down what he felt and usually it turned into a song…

When I was saying goodbye to you I couldn't tell you to stay with me…I know that you wanted to be with your real family and that after all you went through to find them you deserved it. I should not be selfish and let you go but…when I said before you left and everyone left for a moment giving us a few moments alone…when I said that I'll miss you and I was going to tell you…tell you…what ever made me think that…that you could also love me but when I was about to say that…? When you said, "We will never meet again…" "How could you say that with such a straight face" I asked he wasn't crying at all which made me in turn cry the tears I had been holding back.

Underlined where the phrase he would use in his song.

What made me think that?

"How can you say that with such a straight face"

When you asked, "Will we ever meet again?"

I pretend there's nothing bothering me
I'll listen 'till morning as you make excuses
Because I want us to be connected

I saw that you now wouldn't leave cause I was crying and you never could leave me when I was even the slightest bit sad…it was just your way I said that I'll be ok but you wouldn't budge so I tried saying I would be sad but I'd always remember you and the fun we had so I'd be ok…but you told me that you had made your decision and you were staying here with me and not going back…I tried to talk you out of it but you wouldn't listen so I had to do something I didn't want to…I had to be cold…"I don't wanna see your face anymore," I said. It was cold and unlike me but I had no other choice. "No development will come from this," I said which meaning if he stayed it didn't matter…nothing would result in it. My cell phone dances I could see the lights in the dark place we were in. If it's goodbye mail I wanna forget about it! I wanted to tell him to "hold me tight" but I wanna disappear somewhere at the same time. It was so complicated…I don't know what else to make of it…

I don't wanna see your face anymore
No development will come from this, my cell phone dances
Goodbye mail, I wanna forget about it
"Hold me tight" but "I wanna disappear to somewhere"

You just were silent then…you said nothing my words shocking you…I was shocked just hearing them come from me. The silence continued then you talk to much…you kept talking trying to figure out why I was saying that…Truthfully I didn't know either. I just knew he deserved to be back with his family and had to let him go no matter what. It was the one thing I could do for him. Any time you talk too much I know you don't get it…you kept talking and saying things that I knew weren't true. Like that you didn't want to go back to them you didn't care about them…for a moment I see you lie and I cry…do my tears work on you anymore?

Any time you talk too much you don't get it
For a moment I see you lie and "I cry"
Do my tears matter to you anymore?

I keep saying, "I want to be loved"…not outwardly but in my own specialway but you didn't get the hint…Maybe I was being to secretive but I didn't think so…I wasn't even aware of it for the longest time…not until the end when I had to say goodbye…not until then when it was to late…I have this horrible feeling in my heart…something that just won't go away no matter how much I try to forget it…that we will never meet again…being brave isn't one of my strong suits…I know it and so does everyone else…I wish I could tell you my true feelings but I could never find the words…I didn't know what to say I couldn't speak I was scared…could you blame me…no, no one could. I know I'd rather be lied to, I think as I look into your eyes as tears stream down my face. I want to tell you now, what I planned to tell you but I can't even say, "Please don't leave me!" I can't because it would be selfish and I know that if I went back on what I said earlier then you no matter what I said or did would never leave me again. And that's not fair to you I know.

I keep saying, "I want to be loved"

In my own special way but you don't get the hint
I have this horrible feeling in my heart

That we will never meet again
I wish I could tell you my true feelings but I cant even find the words
I know I'd rather be lied to

I can't even say

Looking over the time we have been together I realize that we aren't similar at all…Our styles aren't similar at all…I would wear my school uniform where you would wear leather and such which I could never do…I was to embarrassed. Neither are our personalities you are brave and nice and sweet and caring, loyal, dependable, and never afraid of anyone. I'm uselessly shy, a bit in bad taste. I can't be brave I know I've tried…I cry easily when I'm alone and break down. The smirk you have when you lie though…it's annoying…I figured it out ages ago when you would lie to Tea about not being able to go out on dates with her.

Our styles aren't similar at all
I'm uselessly shy, a bit in bad taste
The smirk he has when he lies is annoying
I figured those out ages ago

You would do whatever I wanted, wouldn't you including stay here forever with me. If it made me happy. He tries to win me over with being caring which worked but at the same time certain stuff he did was out of pure habit. I knew when I looked into his eyes that he wouldn't leave and he wasn't buying what I was saying to him so I looked him in the eye and as I said this my heart broke…"I'm sick of your nonstop protection," that got to him. He always enjoyed protecting me from anyone and I enjoyed him doing so and we both knew it but for me to tell him that…I didn't want to fall in love with him because I knew that this would happen. That he eventually would have to leave and that it would just hurt me more so I've always locked him out, and now I'm knocking…

He tries to win me over by being caring
And I'm sick of his nonstop protection
I've always locked him out, and now I'm knocking

I kept saying, "I want to be loved"

In my own special way you finally understand
That horrible feeling deep in my heart

Is finally going away
I think I can tell you my true feelings and I'm finally finding the words
I'm not gonna lie anymore

I can finally say

"Never leave me"

When you let go of our hands

Do you forget everything about us?

Do you forget about me?

"Yami…I miss you I don't know how long I can continue like this…I don't have a will to live anymore…I don't really care what happens to me…I couldn't tell you this when we parted because for once it was my turn to be strong…to be the stronger one of us two…but I love you! Why did you leave I'm lost…I'm lost and alone and I'm scared Yami…I'm scared…please…please just come back please!"

This is the song I'm obsessed with right now it's from Naruto (which I'm also obsessed with ^.^V) called Long Kiss goodbye...I modified it a bit once again I'm sorry please Stay with me and I'll be writing a new story for Naruto and I will also be a character named Kiyomi but mostly it will be about Naruto and Iruka father son! I love them! Ok thank leave a comment please cause that's what makes me want to update! Bye! ^.^