I said "Goodbye" for forever

Prologue

I still remember the time I was almost 16, without worries and I had the greatest friend EVER, T.

He always knew how to cheer me up when I was sad, he knew perfectly what to do when I needed help and support, he was always there for me, he was the most important thing in my live.

Right now when I hear his name or anything related to him and there is something in my hands I let it drop and burst out crying, knowing that things couldn't return to normal before that terrible night.

It's been 15 years after I left, and I still remember why, because someone remembers me everyday about that horrible night without knowing it.

Actually only Tay and Shar know why I left in the first place but after 3 months I had another reason.

I still ask myself why I had to go to the party and why we had to play the game "who-can-drink-the-most-punch-without-going-to-the-toilet". Silly game.

Of course the punch was spiked, we could have known that, but we were too worriless, too "I-don't-care"

And with that we made an awful mistake.