DISCLAIMER: Neither the characters nor the song is mine. (Thanks mydirt09 :D)
All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore
Alone at night
I was, in essence, both living and dying for him. Edward was my world. And now he would turn me. So the eternity of night may begin.
I can feel the night beginning
Separate me from the living
I wouldn't be able to go back, this I knew. Jacob, Angela, Charlie, Renee. All of them. Gone. Forever. But I knew who I couldn't live without…
Understanding me
After all I've seen
When he left, oh that was horrible. I couldn't imagine any other pain like it. And he was going through the same thing. Twin souls, twin pains…
Piecing every thought together
Find the words to make it better
If I only knew
How to pull myself apart
Ever since Italy, Edward hasn't been the same. He's been determined to make up for his leaving. If only he knew that he's just making me feel worse. We're so out of balance now…
All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore
Alone at night
All that I'm living for
All that I love and more
Like the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me
The wedding was wonderful, but now he had to turn me. Now. And excited as I was about its coming… the thought of the pain scared me so much…
I believe that dreams are sacred
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby
Like a reason why
I complain that my obsessions
Make me understand the lesson
So I'll find myself
So I won't be lost again
Alone we are empty. Together we can breathe. Stronger than soul mates. He was meant for me. I was not meant for him. But I could not ignore him. I loved him. More than Jacob. (Jacob, I'm so sorry.) And tonight, I would die.
All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore
Alone at night
All that I'm living for
All that I love and more
Like the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me
Edward's waiting. I should go soon. But… I'm not ready yet.
I take a deep breath. In. Out. I can do this. I can. The pain can't be so bad as to drive me away from him...
Guess I thought I'd have to
Change the world
To make you see me
To bring you all
I could have run forever
How far would I have come
Without mourning your love?
Odd, that only two years ago, he was simply a crush in my Biology class. And now, we had gone through so much. So many memories. So many nightmares… But now, we could be together for eternity. After one last thing. I picked up the phone, dialing…
The phone rang only once.
"Bella?" Jacob's voice greeted me, hopeful that I had left Edward, chosen him.
The tears started.
"I'm sorry Jacob," I whispered. "Goodbye." I hung up.
All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore
Alone at night
All that I'm living for
All that I love and more
Like the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me
Edward opened the door, carefully, slowly. He met my gaze, and I nodded. He picked up my hand, slowly bringing it to his mouth. And then he bit me. I could not hold back my scream.
Only three days, I told myself, and then I can be with Edward forever.
But I was giving up so much…
Like the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me
A/N: Sorry, that was my first song-fic. I hope it wasn't too bad, but… the idea popped into my head, and I had an urge to post it. Flames are welcome, but I hope you all liked it… But, of course, a REVIEW would let me know best…