Disclaimer: I don't own House. No, really.

A/N: Just a somewhat random drabble. Slight spoilers for "The Right Stuff".

The whole situation was fucked up. Cuddy was well aware of the fact that House was just using her. She knew who he really wanted. And that's why she hadn't told him that the object of his desire had been working downstairs for three weeks. Because if she told him then this – whatever this was – would be over. And she couldn't let that happen. Not when "this" normally involved sex on Cuddy's desk. She knew she should feel dirty, but she didn't. She also know she should feel guilty, for not telling him that Cameron was right downstairs, probably wondering why House hadn't come to see her yet. And she did feel guilty. Slightly. It was just so hard to feel guilty when House's mouth was on hers, and he was forcefully pulling her to him again. She knew he'd find out soon enough. Wilson would most likely tell him. And then they, this, would be over.