I warn you, this is my very first fanfic, so it may not be very good.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, I wish I did though
Rain lashed against the window as Naruto turned sleeplessly in his bed, trying to get comfortable so that he could forget what he had seen, what had happened, and who had done it. Thunder clashed as the sky turned white for a moment, the light blindingly bright before fading to the blackness of the storm again. He couldn't stand it anymore; Naruto jumped out of bed, pulled on pants and a shirt, and walked out of his apartment to the street below. The wind howled as it blew up an alleyway and made the droplets of water slant and sting Naruto's face and eyes, the pain a welcome distraction. He walked along the empty street, hands jammed in his pockets, head lowered, senses alert, and eyes stinging with wind and tears, what he had seen couldn't have happened, it couldn't have. But deep down he knew it had, and that was why the tears were mingling with the rain and his breath was ragged with sobs of confused anguish, he had seen something he had never wanted to see, and he wasn't sure why it was hurting him so much.
The house loomed in the distance, lights blazing in at least a dozen windows, Naruto ran for the house, stumbling and slipping on the wet road and nearly falling into a puddle of mud. He flung himself at the door and pounded on it, howling like the wind as the tears streamed down his face like the rain had streamed down his window. The door was opened by a boy with charcoal hair and onyx eyes that held no emotion. Naruto fell into the boys arms and sobbed uncontrollably, his words incoherent because of the tears and the sound of the howling wind in the doorway. The boy pulled Naruto into the house and slammed the door; he carried Naruto to a couch and set him down before going to the kitchen and making a mug of hot coco and bringing it to the sobbing blonde.
"What's wrong, did someone make fun of you again, who did it, Naruto?" Naruto just sat there, staring into the mug of brown, the tears still running down his cheeks. After several minutes of silence, Naruto had stopped crying and had taken a few half-hearted sips of the steaming drink.
"Sai, what do you know about Sasuke?" he asked the question suddenly and looked at Sai expectantly, his blue eyes still full of pain.
"Not much, just that you guys are looking for him because he used to be on Team 7, right? Then he got the curse mark from Orochimaru and ran off to get more power to kill his brother. Naruto, why are you asking about this now, of all times, and why on earth were you crying?"
"I thought you would say something like that," Naruto sighed heavily then put the mug down on the table and stood up, making it to the door in only a few strides. "Tell me when you feel like telling the truth," the door slammed shut behind the blonde, leaving behind a very confused Sai. Outside the storm had gone up another notch, the wind whipping around and swirling Naruto's hair into the face, tugging at his clothes which, Naruto noticed, were very loose. He wandered down the road, not wanting to cry anymore, to tired to cry anymore, but too awake to go back to his apartment and sleep. He let his feet carry him around like he had just hours ago, that was how it had happened, that is why he had seen what he had seen. No, he told himself, stop thinking about it, it'll only hurt more when you think about it. But he couldn't take his mind off of it, the scene kept flashing before his eyes.
"Naruto, are you ok?" Hinata's voice was hesitant and Naruto stiffened at the frightened sound.
"What's wrong, Hinata, you sound terrified." He turned to look at her, seeing a confused concern on her face.
"You were mumbling to yourself and you're walking in the rain in a blouse and a skirt, it's a little odd." Naruto looked down at himself and let out a frustrated sigh, so that's why everything was so loose. "Naruto, what's wrong, your eyes are red from crying." She walked over to him and touched her fingers to his shoulder, he moved away.
"Nothing, you wouldn't understand. I'm fine, trust me. I'm going back to my apartment to sleep, I just needed some fresh air," and before Hinata could say anything Naruto was walking away, fading into the rain. Back at his apartment he took of the women's clothes, wondering why he even had them, then plopped onto his bed again, staring at his ceiling. He closed his eyes and forced himself to sleep, but his dreams were haunted by what he had seen.
He was walking through the woods, letting his feet take him wherever they wanted, the sky was turning pink with the setting sun and storm clouds were rolling in the distance, coming towards Konoha swiftly, flashing occasionally with lightning. That's when he saw the two bodies lying over each other a few yards off, both bodies bare, both men breathing heavily. Naruto's first instinct was to run over and help them, but something told him that they weren't hurt, that it was something different, and he was right. One man rolled over and captured the other in a heated kiss, caressing the naked body with one hand and cupping the back of the second man's head with the other. The second man was caressing the first as well, and had his free hand wrapped in the black locks of the first. Naruto snuck closer, hiding behind a bush and peering through the branches at the two men, as they pulled away from each other for breath, Naruto got a good look of their faces and his lungs constricted. Sai was laying there, his fingers entwined in Sasuke's hair, their lips swollen with kissing and their bodies glistening with sweat. It was obvious that they had just had sex, and it was obvious that they were getting ready to do it again. Naruto crouched behind that bush, watching as Sasuke, who had been missing for three long years, touched Sai's body, inserting a finger into his entrance, then two, then three. When the fingers were removed he replaced them with his manhood and began to thrust into Sai, whose face was twisted into a sort of pained pleasure. He moaned for Sasuke, moaned for him to go faster, harder, moaned when he hit the 'spot' and screamed his name when he went over the edge, Sasuke following moments later. He collapsed onto his partner, both of them panting, both of them covered in semen and sweat.
"I love you, Sasuke."
"I love you too, Sai." Naruto's world shattered as those words were spoken, his heart exploding, tears flooding his eyes. He rushed away, being careful not to be seen or heard, wiping the tears away from his eyes with the back of one hand, and, as if on command, the clouds overhead opened and the rain began to pour down just as the sun went below the horizon. He arrived at his home and ran into the shower, turning on the hot water and scrubbing away at his skin until it was raw, blood dripping in places that he had scrubbed too hard. He pulled on his boxers and went to bed, tossing and turning, the water lashing against his window, the need to move, being lied to by someone he loved, running, running, running…
He awoke to bright light shining through the window, the clouds gone, the sun moving up in the sky. A man sat on the edge of the windowsill, grey hair and headband over one eye, his mask covering his neck and up to the bridge of his nose.
"Naruto, you're sweating profusely."
"'Morning, Kakashi, it was just a nightmare."
"Sai told me you went to his house last night, any special reason?"
"Can we talk about something else?" Kakashi was surprised at the depressed tone that had just come from the ball of sunshine that was Naruto.
"How's about some ramen before we go on our mission?" he offered, hoping to get at least a glimpse of the Naruto he was used to.
"No, I'm not hungry, can we just leave?" Naruto was out of bed and pulling on his clothes, his movements stiff and spasmodic. Kakashi watched as the blonde pulled on his trademark orange jumpsuit, utterly confused by the uncharacteristic behavior. Kakashi pulled out his book and flipped to a page, pretending to read as he wondered why Naruto was behaving the way he was when nothing he knew of had happened.
"Naruto, is there something you're not telling me?" he asked, looking at the yellow-haired boy as they walked.
"Ask Sai, he'll know what it is," and before Kakashi could say anything more, Naruto had run off to the bridge to meet Sakura, at least he could talk to her.
"Oi, Sakura," he called out when the bridge was visible, her pink hair swaying gently in the breeze. He was smiling that bright smile that he used on a normal basis, but it faded from his face when he caught sight of Sai and his step slowed to a slow walk.
"Naruto, is something wrong, you look upset all of a sudden." Sakura walked over and looked him up and down, frowning slightly.
"It's nothing, Sakura." Naruto leaned against a tree, staring into the distance, willing the bad thoughts to go away, but they wouldn't leave. Sai walked over and leaned against the tree next to Naruto, his arms crossed across his chest, his face blank.
"Naruto," he began, glancing at him as Sakura and Kakashi stood on the bridge, looking in the other direction. "I don't know what you saw, but I assure you it wasn't-"
"It wasn't you and Sasuke having sex in the forest?" Naruto broke in, glaring at the horizon.
"Naruto, what are you talking about?"
"It's easy to tell when an emotionless person is lying, their voice isn't hallow anymore." Naruto straightened away from the tree, intending to leave Sai there, but his arm was taken in a tight grip and he was pulled back into Sai's chest. He tried to scream but a hand was pressed tightly across his mouth, the hand covered in sweat and Sai's body was shaking behind him.
"Forgive me, Naruto," then they were gone in a whirl of smoke, when it cleared they were in a large, dark room. Naruto's arm was released and the hand was taken away from his mouth only to be replaced with soft lips. He stiffened in surprise as Sai's tongue slid between his slightly parted lips; he tried to catch his breath but caught Sai's instead, Sai's tongue flicked around the inside of Naruto's mouth until he pulled away to breathe.
"Naruto, I love you." Naruto stood there, completely confused, staring into the black eyes that stared at him, full of lust and compassion. Naruto began to back away, feeling too shocked to say anything, to shocked to do anything beyond stare and back away. "Naruto, I will make you mine." He was captured again, by the lips and arms and Sai pulled him carefully to a bed with four posts, silken bonds tied to each of them. Naruto was tipped onto the bed and Sai tied him up, straddling the boy as he did so, he looked down at the captured sunshine, smiling a lustful smile. Naruto strained against the bonds, looking up at Sai in confused fear.
"But you love Sasuke." He said, trying to free his hands, Sai took in a sharp breath as Naruto accidentally ground their hips together and his pants bulged in obvious arousal. He pulled out a kunai and sliced the clothes away, leaving a completely exposed Naruto under him, staring up at him in fear.
"Sasuke was only a toy; I didn't think you loved me so I used him for my pleasure, but now that I know how you feel I don't need him anymore." Sai stripped for Naruto, keeping the kunai nearby for later use; soon Sai was naked too, staring down at his blonde angel in desire. "I will make you mine," he said again before taking the kunai in hand and carving a long, straight mark along Naruto's torso, he screamed out in pain as his flesh was torn and watched as Sai bent to lick at the running blood, his tongue causing more pain as it poked at the sensitive areas inside the wound. Naruto's face twisted in agony, his eyes burning with tears that fell delicately from his eyelashes, he screamed out when Sai lapped at the collecting blood in his naval.
"You taste delicious, Naruto, and you look so cute when you're crying, it turns me on." Sai cut Naruto again, this time across his abdomen, the cut was deep, nearly disemboweling, Sai let the blood run for a few moments before lapping at it, earning moans of pain from Naruto which only caused him to become more aroused. Naruto, on the other hand, was beginning to loose himself in pain, the cuts were not the issue though, it was the pain of fear, he didn't want to be raped, he didn't want to be so helpless. He called on Kyubi for deliverance, but there was only a weak response from the demon.
"He has me trapped, sorry, kid." Panic seized Naruto and he writhed more under Sai, trying to rip the bonds, trying to escape, trying to gain control. Sai moaned loudly as Naruto moved under him and lowered his mouth to one of Naruto's nipples, taking it hard in his teeth, drawing blood. Naruto screamed out as Sai inched up his neck, biting hard to draw blood, capturing Naruto by the lips again, he sucked them hard, shoved his tongue into his mouth, and bit down on Naruto's lower lip, his teeth sinking though the skin. When they broke away, Sai stuck a finger into Naruto's entrance, moving it back and forth a few times before inserting a second finger to stretch Naruto, then a third before removing them and replacing them with his manhood. He grabbed Naruto's manhood and pumped it in time with his thrusts, and, to Naruto's dismay, he became erect and arched into the pumps, moaning in delight. Sai shoved harder and harder, the pain increasing with each thrust, but the delight of the hand on his manhood was fighting with the pain in his anus, he was now lost in a world of pain and lust, completely confused.
"No-o, S…ai, st…stop, I don't want it." But his body was saying otherwise, his skin was glistening with sweat and his manhood was swollen and he was near his climax, when he came he screamed, not "Sai" not "yes" he just screamed, not even a scream of pleasure; it was a scream of pain and anguish. Sai was put off by the sound and, after spilling his seed into Naruto, removed himself quickly and pulled away from the screaming, sobbing blonde, no longer a ball of beautiful sunshine, but a mound of angry, upset energy. His eyes began to turn red and his whiskers became sketchy and long, his nails becoming claws and he tore himself from the bonds, the wounds closing slowly as he crouched on the bed, snarling.
"Naruto, what are you doing?" Sai was the one backing away now as red chakra swirled in the air around Naruto, forming ears and a tail that twisted angrily, the ears pinned back. Naruto's voice was not his own when he spoke, but that of the demon fox.
"You will pay for your offense, poor fool."
When Naruto awoke he was lying naked in a forest covered in blood, his backside aching terribly as he rolled onto his stomach and pushed himself up onto his knees. He was seized by sudden nausea and retched on the ground, his eyes swimming with tears as the acid burned his throat, he did not notice the blood mixed in. He stood, teetering, stumbling, and walked to a tree, leaning on it heavily.
"What happened to me?" He asked himself, looking down at his stomach to see two long, white scars. It all flashed before his eyes, the scene of Sai raping him, the scene of Naruto breaking free and being taken over by Kyubi, and Kyubi's near murder of Sai. He stood slowly, his backside screaming in protest, but he ignored it and began to run, legs pumping, heart racing, chest heaving, mind whirring, and fear clawing up his throat along with dry sobs of confused anger. He went through the training grounds where the bell-test had been held, past the memorial rock, and began to head towards Hokage tower. Up the stairs and turning to the corridor that led to Tsunade's private office, Naruto was met by Shizune, Tsunade's personal assistant, and was forced to stop.
"Naruto, where have you been, what happened, where are your clothes?" She looked so surprised and she seemed hardly able to draw a breath as she stared at him in utter amazement.
"I need to see Tsunade, it's urgent," he was allowed into the personal office and saw Tsunade, wide awake without a bottle of sake in sight, her chin in her hands as she sat at her desk, brow furrowed in worry.
"Naruto!" she was out of her seat and pulling him into a back-breaking hug in record time, her face full of relief. "Where have you been, what happened? Sai turned up two days ago, saying something about you and blood, but you were nowhere to be found. Where are your clothes?" He pulled away from her and stared up into her face, his contorted into pained sadness.
"Tsunade, you may want to sit down," she was surprised that he hadn't called her baa-chan like usual and took his advice, seating herself behind her desk. "Sai kidnapped me, that's why I went missing, but I have no idea how long ago that was. He raped me and Kyubi got loose and nearly killed him, but for some reason, he didn't."
"Naruto, is that why his in that state? He's nearly dead from all the blood he's lost and his bones were nearly unfixable. That was very foolish to-"
"He stole something from me that I will never get back, he had sex with Sasuke, someone who has been missing for three years, lied to my face when I asked him about it, kidnapped me, raped me, and gave me these scars. He did all those things in less then twenty-four hours, imagine what he's done in the past few years!" He pointed to the two scars that came together in a slightly swollen point just above his naval. "I was passed out for more than a day in the woods because Kyubi had to use a lot of energy to fix me, and I'm still not fully back to normal, my ass is killing me and my wrists and ankles are dark as night with bruises. I feel like I'm going to die!"
"Naruto, I understand, but-"
"But that's the thing, you don't understand, you've never been kidnapped, nearly gutted, or raped, not to mention all three at once. You've never had someone you held close to you run off then have sex with someone you trusted right under your nose, then have them lie to you. You never held a demon fox inside that nearly killed someone you thought was a friend. You don't understand, Tsunade, and I hope that you never will."
"You're right, Naruto, I don't understand, but I want to help. Let's get you to an examining room and see the damage that's been done." They were in the examination room for a little over an hour, taking care of the bruising on his wrists, doing a routine physical, testing blood and checking other bodily functions. Tsunade left the room with some X-rays and blood that needed to be tested, leaving Naruto alone. He sat up on the examining table and jumped down before going off down a corridor in his hospital-style paper gown. He turned down a corridor and went through a doorway and found himself in a room with Sai, eyes closed, mouth opened, tubes and lines coming off of him and hooking into at least a dozen different machines, each blipping or displaying a number or both at even intervals.
"Naruto?" his voice was weak and, as he tried to sit up, a machine blipped out of pattern and the number elevated slightly. Sai's abdomen, left arm, right leg, and head were all wrapped up in bandages. A line of stitches went all the way from his jaw, up his left cheek, and though his eyebrow. Naruto found himself staring at the bandaged leg, he remembered vividly Kyubi breaking the bone in such a way that it had punctured the skin in several places. Naruto turned, smiling with a strange self-satisfaction and left the room, returning to the examining room to find Tsunade sitting in a chair looking over test results.
"Went to go see him?"
"Yes, what have you got to tell me?"
"Several things, first, your anus tissue is torn like there's no tomorrow, Sai was really rough on you."
"I think I would know that, I was kinda there."
"Second, Kyubi is working on healing that and your bruises, which are still pretty severe; you really strained at those bonds. Third, your stomach was punctured when Sai cut you opened, thus the blood in the vomit that came up at the beginning of the exam. Fourth, and final, no missions for a week, at the end of that time you will come back in for another examination, and, depending on the results, I will tell you whether your allowed to go on missions or not. Understood?" she got a nod. "Then you may leave when you feel ready."
"Do I get clothes?" Shizune came in as if it were rehearsed, in her arms a bundle of clothing.
"Here you are, Naruto," she handed over the clothes and Naruto dressed before leaving them, starting out towards his apartment. It was dark by the time he got there and when he opened the door he was greeted by nothing but an empty coolness that one often feels when they are about to enter a very foreboding room. He stepped inside, closing the door and not bothering with the lights, and made his way towards his room. Halfway across the living room he stopped, sensing someone else's presence, and waited for a sound.
"Hello?" no answer, "someone there?" silence. He stood there, still feeling someone else's energy mingling with his own, then, suddenly, he was thrown into a darkness beyond that which he was already in.
So yeah, that's the first chapter. Please comment, I don't care if you flame.