Mirari

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For future reference:

Mirari means miracle

MPOV

I couldn't shed another tear, not anymore; long back had my eyes dried up.

I never did have a lot, I only had one thing, only one person and that was my mother, my one and only friend, and now she was gone and I was worse than I would have been if I was all alone, I was stuck with someone that hated me with all his might, who thought I was the worse thing on the whole damn planet, what was I suppose to do now?

"Mirari, are you coming or not??!" yelled my stepfather, Ralph.

"As if I have a choice of whether I go or not!!! Now shut up I'll be right there!"

I swear I don't know what my mother saw in this arrogant, selfish bitch. Well except that he really is handsome, Ralph is 37, has red-brown skin, and really black and short hair, he is really tall and very well built, to put it simply he is damn HUGE, I never knew anyone could get that big!!

And I hate him so much. But just as I didn't have an option of where we were gonna leave for this time, I couldn't leave HIM, that was out of the question, damn my luck!

Ralph hated me as much as I hated him, but he was willing to take me in just to get my mom to marry him, it worked, but of course the hypocrite bastard treated me as if I was doll in front of my mom, and I never told her the real bitch he was, I was grateful to him for making my mom better, before she met him, she was always depressed, because of how much she missed my d..da… the person that donated his sperm so that I could be conceived, so I owed him and if he had fun mistreating me, I just had to endure, for my mother, so I was stuck in living with him until I could finally get away, I knew things would be easier with me out of his life but he was willing to suffer alongside with me, that bastard, just to see me suffer and everyday wish I was dead with my mom.

I have been stuck with Ralph for two years now, since I was 15, when mom died. He really did love my mom, but he knew she didn't love HIM, so he took it out on me and treated me like shit, as if I was less than worthless garbage. My mom, (oh I never did tell you her name did I? how dumb of me, her name was Bella Swan) was still madly in love with Edward Cullen, whom I always refused to call my father.

Mom never talked about the Cullens until she found out she had cancer and not long left to live, she talked about them all the time, but mostly about Edward, I've always been mad at them, even hated them a little because of what they did to her. I couldn't believe how much love was in her eyes when she talked about them, it made me sad she never had that glow when it was just us, I wasn't enough for her, I hated them for making me feel like that. I couldn't understand how she still loved them, it had been more than 15 years, besides they LEFT her, they were all she had, all she ever LOVED, she would give her life up for them, to BE with them, that's exactly what she wanted, to be with them forever, as a vampire. But they thought, EDWARD, thought she wasn't enough.

A/N: I know this is not really exciting or anything but PLEASE keep reading, I really want you to read it, its not the best story ever, but it is my first one, and I need feedback, so please, help me. I appreciate you reading and ill appreciate it even more if u kept doing it and if u reviewed. Thanks!