Another story, I apologize for the break, busy busy, I know my themes tend to be darker, and this story is no exception, its not for the light of heart and as the title implies, there is suicide, but if you are in anyway touched by this or enjoy it in the least, please review, so I know im not writing just to pass the time.

Disclaimer: I unfortunately do not own Square Enix or Disney, but if I did, I'd be filthy stinkin' rich and my dream of having zexion to myself would be fulfilled, I would be sooo happy brought back to reality, "its time to take your medicine Lisa", looks around,"NOOOOO!!!, NOT THE PEOPLE IN THE FUNNY WHITE JACKETS, THEY CAN'T TAKE ME AGAIN, they say pondering on fictional characters isn't healthy and slightly psychotic, "they are real", several therapy sessions later sleep talking "I love you zexion…"

The End, wait, this is only the disclaimer, I have the whole story to write, the insanity…

Suicide Notes

I'm sorry,

I truly am, its my own fault, all of it, all the problems faced in the world and all the problems that will be created in my demise. I, I can't take it anymore, none of you understand. Its too much for one being to take, if you love me, you'll let go, just forget, so I can truly be at peace. I will miss you Demyx, it would have all been different had our parents understood. I love you, I love you more than everything, and I hope, that one day, you'll meet a nice girl, get married, live a happy life. That's not my destiny, I just wanted you to know, that my last thoughts will be of your beautiful smile and sparkling cerulean eyes, Please don't cry, just, move on, and know that I love you

Dearest Zexion

The feeling of utter despair that shook down Demyx's spine as he read the last words that his lover would ever write were enough to bring a grown man to his knees, and it did. "He's…gone" a sob issued through the still air as Demyx regained some sense and rushed to Zexion's still tampered body. His wrists were stained with the sticky residue of crimson tears, tears that zexion couldn't shed until the end. "Zexy, come back, everything will be okay.." demyx whipered to the cold motionless body, "zexion, NOOO, I love you, I love you more than anything, more than life itself, I love you"

I'm not sorry,

Because of you, Zexion died, he was wonderful, smart, thoughtful and you're the reason, he left this world. The reason I can't live anymore, you see, I loved him, still love him, I don't care if that's not socially acceptable mom, dad, all that matters is love, can't you see, I just hope one day, you'll understand, love is the most important thing in the world and the least understood, and maybe it will take my death. It doesn't matter anymore anyway, im gone, without him, im just a shadow of my former self, its not worth it, farewell, and please, just love

Demyx

Two notes, that was all that was left, two notes and two bodies, it's a shame, for what is life without love, a mere impression of nothingness.

Fin

That's the end, it's short, I know, but, the thought popped in my head to write a short story in the form of a suicide note, if you liked it, please review, I know it was sad, but there cannot be happiness if theres not sadness.