Gaara and Lee are complete opposites. Gaara is a rich child, Lee is poor. Yet Lee is happy and Gaara is miserable. Gaara enters a Konoha High, a school were everything will go wrong for him. Will a certain track star help him through? Or will he end his life and pain? Will the ones who ruined Gaara get caught? Attempted suicide, rape, AU leegaa naruhina nejisaku deisaso kibakankurou shikatema

The life that I lived was one that most people would die for. Almost every girl wanted to be my girlfriend, everyone wanted to have the money I had and they wanted all this fame. Who am I, you ask? My name is Sabaku No Gaara, and my father is a billionare. He kept most of his money for himself, yet my siblings and I sometimes get a bit of his money. I had red hair, soft sky blue eyes, and a tattoo with the kanji for love on my forehead. My father is the head of an anime company, one of many here in Japan.

I, unlike my siblings, actually lived a miserable life. My mother died when I was born, and I have had a terrible case of insomnia, not being able to sleep. My father had beaten me and isolated me from my siblings as far as I could remember, even though I could now finally talk to them. My siblings are Temari and Kankurou, the older of us.

Though I never tell anyone, I hear a voice in my mind that states its own opinion. I don't know why I have to be a freak, yet I pretend that it doesn't exist. Not even my siblings know that I hear this voice. A few times have I held a gun, and it was the times when I was most unstable and almost, almost, insane. It was when I killed people that dare testify me when they were alone.

I went to a normal high school, since I got kicked out of most of the fancy academies that my father tried to send me to. In my school, people feared me since they saw what I could do. One time a freshman called me a freak, and I beat the crap out of him and broke his leg on school grounds. I was suspended and beaten by my father until I went back. Sometimes I just want to die. Now I'm going to a new high school, and Kankurou and Temari told me a lot about it.

Too many times have I thought of attempting suicide, just too many for an average kid, especially one in my status. People think I should be happy since I can have everything I could ever want, and in my opinion, people are fucking idiots that should go die. Too many times have I been told these words by preps that don't even mean it: I love you, be my boy friend! That entire sentence is a lie. All of it is. I have never received love, and I never will.

Kankurou said there's this strange kid here, too. He goes by the name of Rock Lee. What a dumb name. He's the star athlete on the boys sports team, he plays every sport there is available. The coach, Gai, and him are always blabbing their fucking asses off about the springtime of youth and crap like that. I was going to dread this school so much, I just knew it.

Thats the first chapter! Woo... Anyways, if it doesn't make any sense, please tell me and I'll try to help ya out in understanding... This is just an introduction thing.. Heh