This is my first story so I do not think that I am that great. Thank you for taking time to read this. I only own Neko my Oc and Kasai the Nekomata. I don't own anything else. Yeah, my friend wanted to read this so that is why it is up here. I don't own Rammstien's Engel. It is the English version. I will be putting up other stories up and I will continue my top two first. Again, I do not own Warriors, Tales of Symphonia, or Naruto.

(Naruto will be used only because of the nine biju. NOTHING ELSE. I like Nibi the Nekomata, Hokou no Gobi, and Kyuubi no Yoko.)

This will be a little confusing and slow at first, but it will go a ton faster later on. Arigato, for reading this. For any words in Japanese will be at the ending.

Before you read this story in later chapters there will be cussing/cursing, and some gory scenes.

Summary: Neko is a young girl with strange powers like no one else. Neko and her brother set out on a journey with the Chosen to regenerate the world. Neko only wishes to go back home, not in Sylvarant, not in Tethe'alla, but to Hell the only place where she is welcome. She is the heir to the throne of the Chosen of Hell. What will she have to overcome?

A teen cried out to the stars, cursing them with the loss of her lover and children. The 16 year old was no normal teenager at all. The girl stood 5'3 not counting the black cat ears on her brown haired head. Her mis-matched eyes cried blood down her ghostly pale skin. She cried under the statue she made when she was little to honor her dead mother.

"Why did my clan have to die?" She tearfully asked the star full sky.

The girl was in Iselia forest a mile or two away from where her twin brother and Dwarven stepfather lived. Her name was Neko Irving. She was returning to her home after 4 years. She was kidnapped and then saved. Her saviors were then killed with her husband and three children. She walked back out of the small spell shrouded forest. She wiped her bloody tears with her black cloaked sleeve. She then walked back out to look for my constant companion Fireclaw the Nekomata, or Kasai for short.

Neko's Pov

"Neko, I have found where shelter is. Meet your family and we can stay there, just follow my scent." A female voice stirred the crickets in the night.

"Thank you Kasai, I will be there soon. Please be careful." I answered. She nodded and left.

I ran with my soul hollow as I passed the blurred trees. I ended up in front of the small stream. A white and green dog barked happily, as it ran over to see me. It was as tall as I was with floppy ears and a furry wolf tail. A grin appeared on my cloaked face as I scratched him on his ears. "Hey Noishe, how are you buddy." I cooed.

"Who are you?" A male voice asked as I chuckled. I turned around to find the red clothed swordsman staring at me.

"Why Lloyd you don't remember your dear sis? Am I that easy to forget?" I asked him. He blinked then his mouth dropped open.

"N-N-N-N-NEKO?" He screamed. "Duh, impulsive ass." I answered. I was then knocked to the ground with a laughing brother choking me in a headlock. The commotion brought out my Dwarven stepfather. "What is going on out 'ere?" He asked.

"NEKO'S BACK!" Lloyd yelled close to my cat ears as I growled and hit him. "NO yelling." He laughed and hugged me tighter. He dragged me inside. Dirk laughed as I pushed helplessly to get away. "Leggo! Leggo!" I whined pitifully.

I was soon forced into the house and to a table. I sighed and sweatdropped at the weird introduction. "So did you get away?" Lloyd asked smiling.

"I'm here aren't I? How are you guys doing?" I asked switching the subject. "We are doing fine! Colette and Genis would love to see you!" He grinned. "Yo, dad? Are you going to say anything to join Lloyd?" I asked him. "I'm just glad that you're back, Neko." He smiled. I nodded.

"Well I missed you guys like hell. I am sorry but I have to go. Kasai is waiting for me at wherever she is. I don't want to get in your guys way." I sighed unhappily. I was about to walk out the door when Lloyd grabbed my arm.

"You can stay here." He said. I looked to Dirk and he nodded. "Only is Kasai can stay too. Kasai is my cat is you are wondering." I sighed giving in. They nodded and I went to the door and opened it.

"KASAI!" I yelled. A black blur flew into the house and a 3-foot tall Nekomata was in the house. She was as tall as a wolf, with glittering yellow eyes. I sighed and closed the door. On her neck, hanging down to her shoulder was a baggy collar and a red gem. She growled at Lloyd and Dirk.

"Kasai, this is my family, Dirk, my stepfather and Lloyd. Be nice." At this, the cat rolled her eyes.

"So you are the idiot brother I have heard so much about. I'm guessing that they bribed you into staying here, nyan?" She mewed. Lloyd mouth was open and he tried to talk but all that came out were squeaks. It was cute. I laughed at his face as he turned to glare at me.

"Lloyd, Kasai is a Nekomata. She can speak in English and is like me." I sighed. He nodded and stared at Kasai. I blinked and looked around. The place had not changed at all. The stove, the table, the chairs, the blood spot from when I dragged the dead rabbit and ate it at dinner. A sweatdrop attached it self to my head at that memory.

"What have you been doing for the past 4 years?" Lloyd asked. I fidgeted and said a quick 'nothing!' and they left that subject alone.

"Have you got any better with those swords?" I asked. "Cause I have. I still probably can beat you." I laughed.

"I have gotten better!" He yelled back indignantly. "I can beat you!" I chuckled. Lloyd did not change at all. The gentle idealist but has a heart to fight if needed.

I yawned and my stepfather looked at me weirdly. "When is the last time you slept?" He asked.

I scratched the back of my black cloaked head nervously. "Uh, I haven't slept in a while. I think the last time I slept was 2 weeks ago." I looked up to them and laughed nervously. "Go to bed." Dirk said lowly taking a few steps towards me. I whimpered and took a few steps backwards. Previous haunting memories flew through my mind. His eyes widened and as he stepped backwards, I ran up the stairs to my old bedroom.

"Something happened to her when she was kidnapped. She now is afraid of most men." Kasai said sadly. "I need to go calm her down, excuse me."

Kasai ran up the stairs behind me. I could hear everything downstairs with my advanced hearing. I ran into my old room that was next to Lloyd's. It was a small room but it overlooked the small stream outside and you could see the moon easily. I ran and flew myself on the dusty sheets blinking back bloody tears.

I could hear them downstairs talking. Was I really missed? Did anyone actually care? I tried to quite my roaring thoughts so I could hear them downstairs. Kasai looked at me and jumped up on the end of the bed.

"What do you think happened to Sis?" Lloyd asked quietly. I could hear him sit down with Dirk.

"I don't know, Lloyd. She seems to be truly fearful of us. I wish we knew. Kasai said something happened." Dirk said sadly.

"I hope one day she tells us." Lloyd said sadly almost hoping that I would trust him.

I blocked out the rest of their talking as I sung a comforting song that I taught my children.

'Just as the clouds have gone to sleep.
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep.
Alone in fear they question why.
Goddamn not an angel when I die.

Angels live; they never die.
Apart from us, behind the sky.
They're fading souls who've turned to ice.
So ashen white in paradise.

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep.
Angels can be seen in heaven's keep.
Alone in fear they question why.
Goddamn not an angel when I die.'

The song was beautiful to me as it slowly and softly pulled me into sleep. Kasai pulled the covers out from under me and put them over me. She patted my head with her paws as she settled down at the end of the bed. I was soon sleeping.

Thank you for reading this. Please don't hurt me.

Neko- Cat

Kasai- Fire

Nekomata- demon cat

I will put up another chapter soon. If you like it then please review. I will write even faster. Arigato.