Bleeding Neji

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I decided to do the fanfiction world a favor and rid my fanfiction of stupid spelling errors. So this is the edited version.

Warning: This story contains rape, strong language, graphic scenes and blood. This story is not meant for little kids so please use your better judgment when picking a story to read. I will not take any responsibility for those who are offended by this story. Please be aware of this.

Disclaimer: I do not claim ownership to any Naruto characters or Naruto themes that are used in this story. They all belong to Kishimoto-sama of the Shonen jump corporation.

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-Plans made-

Neji entered the compound from a long days training. He still wondered why he still went there anymore. It was clear no one even noticed the fact that he came. Hell, they didn't care if he came. He could be found dead at the training ground and they would debate whether to report it or leave his body to rot. That's all Neji could think of at the mere mention of his team. No one cared for the white-eyed boy. Even Tenten had drifted away from him in due time. Well, more along the lines of cheated on him with his 'friend'.

"Why are you home so late?" Neji heard a harsh voice that made him flinch. It was the one person that made him fear. And the only reason he went to training to begin with.

Slap

"Well!" Neji put a hand over his face were he had just been struck. But he knew better than to fight back or ignore him. He tried doing so, but all hell broke loose when he was stupid enough to think he earned the right. Neji rushed to his knees in a deep bow.

"Forgive me. Training ran late. It will never happen again." Neji said with a fast voice that did little in hiding how concerned he was for his well being.

Kick

Neji crumbled to the ground as he felt a chakra-laced foot make contact with his stomach causing a small amount of his blood to paint the floor. But without missing a beat he stood to the same position as before repeating his speech. Neji tried to suppress his urge to run. He knew if he ran, his life would be in serious danger. It was better to stand and take the punishment as such without so much as a word of dislike.

"You come home at your curfew. No later." Hiashi hissed bringing a third blow to the younger Hyuga.

Neji heard a snap. His arm bent backwards by the force of impact to the ground. He let out a small hiss in pain. He slapped a hand over his mouth so fast he knew it was going to leave a bruise. But the damage had been done as a kick connected with his head splintering the floor beneath it. Neji remained silent as the barrage of kicks rained down on him. His body was not fazed by the unneeded cruel behavior. He was used to it by now.

When Hiashi had left, Neji pulled himself from the floor. He could feel his body screaming in protest at the movement. His mind still pushed his body to move, knowing all too well that if he didn't clean up the blood Hiashi would have another reason to beat him again.

It was a difficult task to gather the water needed then to struggled to the spot were his blood had been spilt. His broken ankle was not helping with the endeavor.

He set the bucket down before taking out a brush he had been carrying in his mouth. He dunked it in the hot water. His hand moved to the spot were the blood still lay damp on the wood. He began to scrub the spot as his mind wandered into his unanswered questions that still haunted him.

'Why am I even coming back here? Why do I constantly take his hits like I'm his puppet? What do I have to live for?' Neji spat in his mind, but almost on cue came his reason to live. Hyuga Hinata, the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. It still never ceased to amaze him that a girl so beautiful and kind was spawned from Hiashi, a demon in human skin.

"Neji, let me help." Hinata said in a soft voice. Neji lowered his head deeper unable to look her in the eyes. He hated being helped.

"Neji, please, your wounds won't heal unless I help." Hinata said in a stern mother-like voice but still soft and gentle as an angel's. Hinata took out an ointment that she had made specifically for these times and rubbed it on his bruises making Neji hiss in discomfort at the stinging that followed. Neji looked at Hinata after his task had been finished so she could add the medical ointment to his face that had two clear welts on them, one of which was of his own doing.

"Why do you let him do this to you?" Hinata asked again. No matter how many times she asked he still couldn't find an answer. So he answered the same as always.

"How should I know." Neji said with a monotone voice. He stood once again taking the brush in his mouth as he strained to lift the bucket. Hinata stood and reached her hand to help with his task only to be steered away by the sound of approaching foot steps. She quickly ran around the corner knowing if she was seen helping him her father would beat him more.

There was a scoff that drew Neji's gaze.

"You got what you deserved you pathetic excuse for a Hyuga." Spat one of the halls occupants. Neji couldn't find the energy to glare at him and his companion. He knew he was going to loose consciousness soon. It was probably from lack of sleep more than his wounds, not that it mattered to him anymore. Sure enough as soon as he had gotten the bucket to rise off the floor did he feel his body begin to sway before he fell onto the ground, his eyes going dark.

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"Night?" Neji asked as he opened his eyes. He scoffed under his breath. He hated night with a burning passion. His mind would wonder on his thoughts steering away any possibility of sleep he wished to get. He stared at the ceiling, unable to find peace as his mind raced with the last two years of his life. He marked the events up to now that led him to the pitiful form he was today. Every hit he took, the times he tried to fight back, yell for help, run.

Now he realized again he no longer had a will to fight back any longer, nor a reason to fight back. Neji let out a bitter laugh at his weakness. He knew it wouldn't get better until he had the strength to run as far as he could, permanently pushing the village behind him never returning and starting new.

"Like I'll live until then..." Neji whispered to himself holding his tears behind his white eyes.

Neji turned his head when he heard his alarm clock go off. It read five o'clock a.m. Neji stood from his bed from another sleepless night. He knew if his nights remained like this he would die, his health deteriorating at a rapid pace.

He dragged his dying body out of bed and went to his shower to clean the dried blood from his skin along with the cold sweat that had coated him. After leaving the soothing steam of his shower he put on his usual clothes, not caring that he had been wearing the same thing for over a month. His others were either stained with blood or torn.

He took his shuriken holster and strapped it to his leg, adding his hitai-ate to his forehead. He then headed out his window towards the training ground.

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Neji sat on a tree staring at the ground spinning a lone kunai on his finger not caring that his team had just arrived.

"Oi, Neji!" Lee screamed to the Hyuga in the tree. Neji merely ignored his call hoping he would just go away.

"Neji!" Neji felt his ear ringing as he fell from the tree being shocked by the kunoichi of the team. Tenten smirked when she saw Neji land on the ground with a thump in an undignified heap. Though Neji could have clearly made the landing, he truly didn't care, actually he had hoped for it to kill him.

"Tenten, Neji, Lee, not that I don't enjoy seeing your youthful display we have an equally youthful mission!" Gai projected making the birds fly. Neji stood on his feet rubbing his abused ears.

"When I snap, I'm going to kill him." Neji hissed under his breath, though the statement had scared him a little. He had switched the usual "if" to a "when". He just admitted to eventually going insane. If he wasn't already, that is.

Lee rushed to Gai with one of their 'youthful' displays that disgusted and disturbed Neji to no end. He still wondered how he remained sane from having such people on his team, or even in the world.

"I wonder what his mother must have been like to create something like that." Neji asked letting a small chuckle leave his lips, a rare moment to enjoy. But too soon his happiness faded as Tenten went past him purposely hitting his shoulder as she went by. Neji whispered a 'bitch' under his breath before continuing to walk towards his sensei.

"Our mission today is to help a miss with her garden!" Gai said with much enthusiasm. Lee joining in with his joy. A moment passed of them doing so before Lee separated from Gai and bounced over to Neji who had plain-out ignored the two for the better part of the last few minutes.

"Oi, Neji, Neji...Neji!" Neji was brought out of his thoughts almost instantly after the yell hit his ears.

"What do you want?" Neji hissed. Lee didn't respond, he only held out a letter. It was from Tenten. Neji came close to ripping it to pieces, but resisted the urge as he wished for an explanation.

"What's this about?" Neji asked in a cold tone. Lee walked away, leaving Neji to wonder in his thoughts for an answer. He, against his better judgment, decided to open the envelope, but being ever careful in case of a possible trap. He pulled out the content and stared in disgust at what he saw. A picture.

Neji crumpled it cursing the girl for her arrogance. She had finally crossed the thin line she had dared to balance on. It was a picture of her and Lee. It was rather intimate. Neji made his way over to the kunoichi in question building up chakra for a Juken strike to her heart hopefully killing her. But almost instantly he stopped dead when an idea struck him. A dark smile came to him face. A smile that would make anyone who saw quiver at the sight.

Neji wiped the smile from his face faster than anyone could imagine. He didn't want them to know of his newfound goal.

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Neji returned from his mission with his team sporting the dirt on his shirt from Tenten's throw. He spiked his killer intent before making a lunge for her. Gai and Lee had to hold him back as he tried to kill the kunoichi. Tenten had only suffered a hard Juken hit to the head. She would live. Sadly.

After his outburst Gai had dismissed him. He sent a final glare to her before he left. He was sure to get an earful tomorrow about not attacking a teammate.

'The bitch had it coming,' Neji hissed in his mind going into his room to find some form of clothing he could wear. Nothing of course met his eyes remembering all his clothes had been destroyed from one thing or another.

"I need to go shopping..." Neji sighed pulling up a floorboard under his bed. Under which laid a single box locked with a combination lock. This was the only place in the whole compound were Hiashi hadn't looked to take his money. Neji opened the box revealing a medium amount of money he had been saving over the months.

Neji took out about fifty, before hiding his miniature bank from harm's way. He stood heading for the door only to stop his hand hovering over the doorknob.

"Neji!" Came a loud voice on the other side of the door. Neji turned running at his window trying to make it out of his room before Hiashi came in.

Too late.

The door almost flew off the hinges as Hiashi burst into the room.

"How dare you desecrate the Hyuga name by doing something so childish!" Hiashi hollered grabbing Neji's stained shirt by the collar, pulling Neji back and slamming his body into the floor. Neji coughed blood out of his mouth on contact. Hiashi didn't miss a beat as he delivered a punishing blow to Neji's midsection. Neji struggled with trying to pull the air back into his lungs that had been forced out by the blow.

"You ungrateful brat!" Hiashi bellowed, slamming his fist into Neji's face. Hiashi picked Neji off the ground only to slam him into the wooden floor once more. After doing so a small paper like object fell from Neji's pocket. Hiashi leaned down picking up the object, determining it as a picture. He took it into full view.

"What the hell is this?" Hiashi hissed looking the picture over a couple of times. Neji stared on in horror realizing what Hiashi held.

"It's nothing!" Neji screamed making a snatch for the object, forgetting who he was talking to. Hiashi kicked Neji in the stomach causing him to crumple to the ground.

"When did you earn the right to talk to me in such a way?" Hiashi asked pressing his foot on the back of Neji's head.

"You didn't." Hiashi said, answering his own question.

"Stand." Hiashi ordered removing his foot from the back of Neji's head. Neji struggled to stand but complied to the demand. No sooner had he managed to stand fully erect had Hiashi nailed him dead in the stomach again, this time making Neji see colors before falling to the ground unconscious.

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"Neji, Neji please wake up." Neji groaned in pain as his body was shaken slightly.

"Hinata...What time is it?" Neji asked remembering were he lay.

"Seven." Hinata whispered. Neji shot up with a jolt. He was late for practice! That meant Hiashi was awake, and chances being he was going to attack Neji soon if he didn't leave.

But his plans on running to practice were deterred as he felt a burning fire-like pain shoot onto his stomach. He crumbled to the floor in pain, gripping the area in question.

"Neji? Are you okay?" Hinata asked worrying for the well-being of her cousin.

"Do I look all right!" Neji screamed still gripping his stomach. Hinata jumped back slightly at the harshness of Neji's voice. He wouldn't take his anger out on her. Ever.

Neji realized what he had done and lowered his head.

"S-Sorry...I didn't mean to yell..." Neji said in a soft voice.

"It's okay, Neji." Hinata said in a timid voice. She sat with Neji for about an hour before Neji was able to move enough to get to his bed with her help.

"I'm sorry I'm holding you up. Your team must be worried." Neji said with a strained voice still in pain from the hit to his stomach.

"It's my day off." Hinata said with a smile.

Hinata pulled the sheets over Neji's still clothed form. The teen grunted in pain as she did so, the slightest movement making his world turn into a kaleidoscope. Once he was settled, silence swallowed the room. Hinata sat Silently by his side, watching over him with kind pale eyes.

"Do you think he will eventually kill me?" Neji asked staring blankly at ceiling. Hinata looked away not knowing how to answer. This was the second time Neji had asked this question. The first time she had answered instantly with a no, but now she truly didn't know the answer. Especially after this.

"He wouldn't." Hinata lied after some time. At any rate if Neji kept taking these beatings he wouldn't live.

"You're a horrible liar Hinata..." Neji deadpanned. 'She even knows that I'm going to die. I knew it...' Neji spat in his mind.

"Neji, I didn't mean it like that, honest!" Hinata said digging a deeper hole with another lie.

"Like how Hiashi didn't mean to break my arm twice, or bruise my organs. Like that Hinata!" Neji hissed glaring a hole into the younger Hyuga.

"Like how he didn't mean to burn me using his Chakra! Like how he didn't mean to to kill my father in front of my face!" Neji screamed at Hinata.

Hinata took a few steps back. Neji started to sob as his emotions ran wild. Every time Hiashi hit him and he bottled his fear, his anger, his pain, were set loose. All his emotions came out at once making Neji loose control.

Hinata wasn't sure wether to leave or comfort him. Neji continued yelling, though the words were no longer distinguishable. Hinata decided to take the latter and walked over wrapping her arms around her sobbing cousin. Neji leaned into the embrace gripping Hinata's shirt not wanting to ever let go.

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Neji had finally calmed down and had fallen asleep in Hinata's arms. Hinata shifted out of Neji's grasp and tucked him into bed. She tiptoed towards his door trying not to disturb him.

"Hinata... Please don't go..." Hinata stopped and turned ready to walk back over, but to her surprise Neji was still asleep.

"Hinata, don't let me die..." Neji begged in his sleep. Hinata's interest was peaked as she walked over next to her sleeping cousin to listen more into his dream. "

Stay away...Ita... Please stop..."

Hinata stared on in wonder, wishing she knew what he was dreaming. Suddenly Neji's face changed from its peaceful expression to one of fear. Neji began to thrash wildly as if trying to fight off some unknown force.

"Please stop Uncle, I swear I won't do it again..." Neji whispered, his thrashing becoming more frantic.

Hinata backed away slightly, but stayed close enough to still listen.

"I promise not to mess up again uncle... Please stop that hurts..." Neji cried slightly. Hinata kept racking her brain trying to decipher the words Neji spoke.

"I didn't mean to hurt Hinata-chan..."

"Oh my God..." Hinata whispered putting her hand over her mouth. She remembered now. He was reliving one of the worst beatings he had taken. After which he was rushed to the hospital and fell into a coma for two weeks.

Neji suddenly stopped thrashing. His movements going still and calm once again. Hinata moved next to him once more wanting to see, unable to have the courage to wake him.

A few minutes passed and Neji remained silent. Hinata turned once again to leave only to feel Neji's grip on her wrist.

"Why? I love you... Why do this to me?" Neji asked. Hinata went pale. Did he just confess to loving her?

Hinata whirled around and saw his face stressed but still asleep. She let out a soft sigh as she sat back down to see what Neji was talking about.

"Tenten...I loved you... Why?" Neji asked as tears rolled down his sleeping face. Hinata leaned closer wanting to know the explanation. She had never known of Neji caring for anyone, let alone loving them.

Neji grip on Hinata's arm tightened suddenly, making Hinata pull at the grip. She looked at Neji's face and saw him scowling.

"You slut... You played with my emotions for fun... You never cared for me.. "Neji hissed tightening his grip more on Hinata's wrist. Hinata pulled harder against his grip as her hand turned blue from the lack of blood.

Neji then let go of her wrist, his body falling limp. Hinata let out a sigh of relief rubbing her sore appendage. She moved back slightly, making sure there wouldn't be a repeat of the action.

Neji remained silent for over ten minutes and Hinata grew bored. She began to wander around his room to see if there could be anything of interest. She opened one of his drawers of his dresser and saw it held a single box. Her interest peaked she removed said box from the drawer and placed it on the floor. She sat down and opened the box.

Inside was a small book along with a couple of papers folded. Hinata took out the book and opened it to the first page.

I have decided to make a record of all the things Hiashi has done to me. When I die, I want this book given to Naruto. He'll know what to do with it.

Hinata turned to the next page as she looked deeper into the past.

Hinata had no idea that Hiashi started all the way back then. She scanned a couple of pages seeing that most had one hit or slap. Nothing too bad. But one page caught her attention. There were clear tear stains on the page.

December 24, age 7. Rape. Everyone in the compound was in attendance of the Celebration. I was forbidden to attend, so I remained in my room. Hiashi entered my room. He cornered me and held me down. I screamed for help, but no one could hear because everyone was on the other side of the compound. He stripped me and forced me-

Hinata slapped the book shut unable to continue reading. Her stomach rolled at the mere image of seeing Hiashi do such a thing. Hinata looked over at Neji and started to cry softly realizing what he had been through. She took a deep breath and opened the book once more and began to read.

I kept screaming as he continued. I began to bleed as it ripped my skin around the area of entry. Hiashi became more vigorous after a short interval of time before finally having his release. When he did, it burned the broken skin.

He pulled out slowly, taking heavy breaths. He then ordered me to sit up. I couldn't move. He took out a kunai and pressed it on the back of my neck repeating the action. I was still unable to comply from the pain I felt.

He shrugged slightly before pushing in again pumping deeper and faster than before making me cry out in agony. It took him longer than before to finish, but it hurt just the same. Before he released he pulled out letting the white substance fall on my back and face.

Hinata gagged as she could picture the grotesque display. She took deep breaths trying to calm her already shaky nerves so she could finish reading the record. Even if it sickened her, for some reason she couldn't stop reading it.

After he released he picked me up and made me sit on my knees. I was limp and couldn't control my body movements. He opened my mouth and plugged my nose before pushing his member inside my esophagus. I gagged and pressed against him trying to remove the obstructing object.

He unplugged my nose and placed both his hands on the back of my head forcing the member deeper than before making me choke. He made my head move back and forth until he released in my throat. It burned my throat as it went down. He removed his member and allowed me to drop to the ground. Once I did I lost my dinner onto my floor as I could taste the white substance.

Hinata was shaking now. She was trembling so much she couldn't hold the book steady enough to turn the page.

"Hinata?" Hinata turned and saw Neji sitting up. Neji spotted the book she held in her hands and jumped out the bed and grabbed Hinata by the wrists.

"How much did you read!" Neji screamed activating his Byakugan as his rage shot through his system like a poison. Hinata was scared. No scared didn't describe it. Neji had never yelled at her like this, let alone activate his Byakugan at her.

"Answer me!" Neji screamed shaking Hinata with each word.

"I-I'm sorry, I didn't m-mean to r-read it Neji!" Hinata yelled out of fear closing her eyes and pulling on his grip. Neji's glare intensified.

"What did you read!" Neji hissed pulling Hinata closer so that she had no choice but to look into his eyes.

"When you were seven." Hinata whispered. Neji eyes intense glare stayed for a moment as his mind processed the words. Hinata dared to open her eyes when she heard a soft sharp intake of breath.

Neji's face contorted into something akin to feeling ill. The rage slipped from his hold, leaving his features pail and shaken. She had read 'that'. Neji deactivated his Byakugan, letting go of Hinata's wrists in the process. Neji looked down in shame.

"Leave. Just get the hell out." Neji hissed. Hinata stood slowly but didn't leave. She walked over to the small black book on the floor and held it out to Neji. Neji swatted her hand to the side and glared up at her. Hinata bowed slightly and left the room crying silently.

Neji sat on the floor for a few minutes, his mind reeling. How could Hinata read something so private? What had possessed her to go looking through his things any ways? Why would she...?

Neji's eyes widened. A spark of paranoia over took him before he could stop it. What if she was doing it for Hiashi. But that was crazy. Hinata had been nothing but kind to him. But what if she had just been trying to buy his trust? What if she was a spy? What if she was really as messed up as the rest the clan?

Neji shook his head hard, his hand finding his hair line. He was in pain and tired. He was thinking too much. He had to be. Hinata wouldn't betray him like this. She wouldn't try to hurt him. She wouldn't!

'Do you really think so?' A voice echoed somewhere inside his head.

Neji shot his gaze upward, eyes wide and wild. He didn't think that did he? Neji shook his head again. He was slipping. He was loosing control of himself again. He needed to calm down and center himself. He needed to calm down. Calm down.

'But what if she's plotting against you right now? What if she wants to kill you?' The voice was haunting. It echoed off the inside of Neji's skull, it's volume unbearable.

"Shut up! Hinata wouldn't! She...She wouldn't..." He didn't sound as convinced as he wanted to be. This wasn't happening. Hinata was a good person. She had always been there for him.

But she had never defended him. She had only picked up the pieces when it was over. She had never used her position as the next in line to protect him. She could have. Her father listened to her. She could have stopped this. She could have helped him damn it.

'That's right. She could have helped, but she chose not to,' Neji nodded, not questioning the internalized voice. He didn't let himself realize he had snapped. He didn't want to. He didn't want to admit he had lost his mind.

Something black caught the edge of his gaze, drawing him out of the dangerous spiral his mind had taken. He leaned over and picked up the book from the floor and opened it to the last page. He found the pen that went with it. His hand shook as he stared at the page. A moment passed, the whispers in his head finally giving him the words.

August 20th, age, 13. Plans. I've finally decided on my plan. I've decided to go through with it.

I've decided to make Hiashi pay.

I've decided to murder Hanabi and Hinata.

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TBC...

That's all for now. Please review! They are my food, they give me inner strength!