Hello people I decided to do a Bleach fanfic, I have always wanted too! lawl! Well here is the first chapter and I don't know If I will continue it... it depends on how many people want me too.
Well anyways here is your prolouge! Enjoy!
Rukia has been spending to much time with Renji these past couple of weeks, it really makes me wonder if she is my friend or a lover stealer. She knows, I fucking told her I liked him!
Ichigo thought as he ate breakfast that was left by his sister. It is an early Saturday morning, and the rest of the Kurosaki's are at the hospital working. He was left alone and decided to be lazy, so after breakfast he went into the living room in a sad mood, flopped on the couch and clicked the T.v on. Oh Inuyasha is on! He watched the show but didn't get to enjoy it like he wanted to because of the haunting thought of Rukia stealing Renji away from him. Then again, Ichigo wasn't really sure if Renji could be his.
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"Stop being such a big baby you idiot! He likes you back so just go tell him you like him!" Rukia screamed as she punched Renji in his stomach making him groan in pain. He kneeled to the floor, he has been training hard with Rukia and talking to her about his and Ichigo's situation. She is right, If I want to be with him I have to tell him. It all is so hard to do! He got up and Rukia kicked him, but instead of her foot making contact with him, he blocked it and punched her. She flew far back and hit the trunk of a tree. That was the first time he beat her in a long while. "You have improved Renji, I am done for today." She got up and brushed the wrinkles and bark out of her skirt. "I have plans with Orihime today so just go back to Ichigo's and hang out with him for a while."
"Okay Rukia, I'll go hang out with Ichigo today." They parted separate ways and that was that. Renji walked over to the Kurosaki home reciting over and over to himself a way to tell Ichigo his feelings. Ichigo I, No. Hey Ichigo, no. Ichigo you know, no. Dammit! This is harder that I thought. He walked and reached the home finally. He jumped up to the edge of the window to see if he was still asleep. He peered inside and saw Kon sleeping on the bed. He opened the window and walked in the oh so familiar room. Ichigo heard and felt Renji's presence in the house. He ran up the stairs quickly to see if it was his Renji.
He got to the wooden door of the room and felt Renji's presence only. I am sure it's him and he is alone, What the hell do I say to him? The strawberry teen stood there thinking of what to do, while Renji was standing in the room and felt the other shigami's presence beyond the barrier of that door. Renji walked to the door and opened it. As soon as he opened the door he and Ichigo felt the presence of a hallow. Instantly they both got into his soul reaper form, he and Renji ran out to find and fight the hallow.
"Hey, Kurosaki, I got it you can stay at your house." The red headed shigami told the strawberry. Ichigo felt insulted that Renji would say that, but come on, it's Renji.
"Screw you Renji. I am fighting this hallow too, whether you want me to or not!" He screamed at the other shigami. Renji just kept his mouth shut until they found the hallow. The hallow didn't even bother to talk about anything the usual ones would, instead, it shot poisoned vines from its fingertips and shot them at both shigami's. They got their blades ready and dodged the attacks the hallow sprung on them. Ichigo jumped high in the air and stabbed the hallow right in the middle of the forehead. Renji, jumped to the side and appeared to have a sad look on. The hallow disappeared right in front of them. "Ah, that was no fun, He was a weak hallow, oh well." And he trudged on quickly.
Renji stood there confused, then came back and ran after Ichigo. "Hey Kurosaki wait up!" Renji yelled after the strawberry. He did not respond he just kept going ignoring the other shigami that called out his name. Dammit Renji, why do you do this to me? I don't like you it is just a phase I am going through. I'll get through it, eventually. Ichigo wants to believe that Renji likes him, but Renji and Rukia have been spending time with each other. A thought like that haunted his mind, that Rukia would still his Renji. I don't even know if Renji could ever be mine.
The red headed shigami chased Ichigo throughout town until they reached Ichigo's house. "Dammit... Kurosaki, why didn't you wait?" He yelled. Ichigo became furious.
"Why do I have to tell you?" Ichigo screamed. Renji stopped and looked a bit frightened. "Would you leave me alone!" He turned and started walking again.
"No, I can be here if I want to be, you are not going to stop me!" Renji walked right beside Ichigo. Not another words was spoken between them. They walked into Ichigo's house and noticed someone cooking in the kitchen "Hey Ichigo, I am making dinner. I'll call you when it's ready." Ichigo's younger sister told him.
" 'Kay." And walked upstairs to his room. Renji followed, he had nowhere else to go so why not just stay put with Ichigo? After all he couldn't help but stay with Ichigo, it felt like the right thing to do. Ichigo was the same but wanted to get a couple of things cleared before making unnecessary accusations. He sat down on his bed and Renji sat on the floor opposite of him in complete silence. "Why have you and Rukia been hanging around each other so much lately?"
Renji was taken aback by the shigami's sudden question. "Why should I tell you?" The red head responded.
"Because I have been noticing that you two keep leaving!" Ichigo felt bitter that Renji could be with Rukia. "If you two are together, just tell me now." Renji heard a hurt in Ichigo's voice. He was sure now that Ichigo liked him and was worried that him and Rukia were getting together.
"No we aren't together, I like someone else." Renji stared out the window. Ichigo watched him and felt tears rush to his eyes. Great, now there is another person I have to compete with. Wait! What the hell am I saying? I can't like Renji. We both are guys. Ichigo already talked to Rukia and she told him 'You're just a confused teenager you need to decide between Renji and Orihime. Orihime likes you and you like her, but you also like Renji. Make a decision.' Those words haunted his thoughts Make a decision. Easy for her to say, she doesn't love anyone. Ichigo caught himself feeling the tears pool within and got up.
"I am going to take a shower." He grabbed a towel and some pajamas and headed for the bathroom. Great you idiot. Now he probably thinks you aren't interested! Renji slapped his hand against head. Fuck! He got up and put on some sweats he bought and changed. After he put Zambimaru beside the closet and went in. He shut the door and laid in the darkness. Listening to Ichigo sing Voodoo by Godsmack. Listening to the distant water spray from the nozzel, imagining Ichigo standing in the shower lathering his lean body with soap, smelling the strawberry shampoo, watching the foam drip down his frame. Renji fell asleep to the sound of Ichigo's shower.
After Ichigo had taken his shower he came out and walked down the hall to his room. He heard Renji snoring so that means aduh that Renji is sleeping. He entered the room quietly and laid down on his bed. "Ichigo dinner is ready!" He heard his younger sister yelled up to him. He got up and went downstairs to get some food. He came back up the stairs and rapped on the closet.
"Hey Renji, I have some food here, wake up." Renji woke up and came out. He sat down on Ichigo's bed and ate some of the ramen Ichigo brought up for him. Renji and Ichigo sat on Ichigo's bed and ate the spicy ramen. Renji didn't know how hungry he was until Ichigo came with food. After they ate Renji leaned against the wall and relaxed.
"Thanks, I was starving." He muttered to Ichigo. Ichigo looked at him and admired the tatoo's on Renji. He looked at the wall then turned and stole a glance from Ichigo. Ichigo turned and blushed. Renji saw and blushed too. "Ichigo," Renji started but then stopped.
Ichigo had a momentary relapse and thought for a second. Ichigo? he usually calls me Kurosaki. "What?" He asked to Renji. Renji didn't know what to do.
"Nothing." Then he got up and laid down in the closet. Once again he fell asleep to the sound of movements Ichigo made. Ichigo laid down and let some tears fall from his face. he cried himself to sleep.
Falling down into the light. All I can see, a bright white light. Nothing else, no one else is there. he is all alone, and yet he hears his voice. 'Ichigo...' he calls out, and makes tears fall down his face. Again he called out the name hopefully 'Ichigo...' Again all he could say was 'Sorry.'
His feet finally found land and saw the figure stand right in front of him in nothing but the sweats he liked to wear. He stood straight and walked over to the figure, into his open arms. 'Ichigo..' He voiced into the teens ear. 'I love you Ichigo Kurosaki.' Ichigo felt tears roll down his face into the shigamis bare chest.
'Renji, I-I' He found himself not able to say it. He wanted to gods know he did. Just when he opened his mouth nothing came out. Renji let go of the teen.
'Goodbye Kurosaki.' He walked and never turned or did a double take, left Ichigo there alone. Those words filled his ears. 'Goodbye Kurosaki' repeated in his ears. Making the tears fall down his face nonstop. He felt like his heart was ripped out of his chest. Nothing was there anymore, suddenly his world turned into pitch black darkness. He fell into fetalpositon and dwelled within the darkness.
Red hair, killer eyes
his voice is my disguise
until those words filled my head
he left me here, I be better off dead.
He recited from his ripped out heart. 'Ichigo!'
Ichigo woke up to hear Yuzu rap on the door screaming over and over again, "Wake up breakfast is ready!" He swung his legs over the edge of the bed and walked to the door.
"Okay Yuzu." And his Sunday went on as normal as it could get. Not one sign of movement could be heard or felt by Ichigo, Renji wasn't there. Ichigo fell silent, nothing was to say and let his Sunday roll on in sadness and Inuyasha and Fullmetal Alchemist anime shows.
okay well, I think I will do a Ichigo and Ishida fanfic.. I love that couple plus ichiXrenji fic...
lawl... aww naruto hundo is not on until 6 tomorow.. D: lawl!