I'm a stupid prat.

I guess it all started during the feast. Then again, it might've started afterwards.

I don't know what came over me; I was just so tired of sitting there while everyone else was laughing and joking, and she was with him. That only made my bad mood worse, I guess.

She's just too beautiful for him. That's what really gets me.

But it still doesn't explain what I did.

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Where did she go? Was I the only one that noticed she was gone?

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I'm so stupid.

I don't know why I did it, so don't ask me. He just looked so alone when he ran out of the Great Hall… And Ron wasn't exactly doing anything to make him feel better about it.

So I followed him alone and unarmed. Yes, thanks, that was one of the best ideas of my life. Not.

I sort of lost him halfway to the dungeons. I was planning on giving up, really, and then he appeared from behind me.

I'm so stupid. I practically forced myself upon her.

I have no idea exactly what happened in that shadowy corridor. It's just that, one moment I was asking him if he was okay, and the next, he was about this far away from me.

He said something like, "I'm sorry," and then all of a sudden, he kissed me. It's like he was desperate for me, or something.

Why won't she answer me?

Why did I apologize? I don't regret it at all. But she must. Merlin, I'm an idiot. A stupid, desperate idiot.

And so I was kissing him back. What else could I do, really?

And that's the weird part. It was Draco Malfoy.

I just kissed Draco Malfoy.

And, Merlin, I liked it.

That's what's confusing the hell out of me.

I don't even know where she disappeared to. I think she went after Malfoy, but I'm not sure about that.

Why would Ginny go after Malfoy?

What the hell's going on?

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A/N: Okay, so regular text is Draco, bold text is Harry, and italics are Ginny. Everyone got that?