Hey again! Briellesabop here with another songfic!!!! I don't know why but songifcs are so fun!!! I fall in love with lyrics so easily and I like pairing them up with people ((being real or fictional)) and events…. kind of like a music video inside my head! I know crazy but fun! Anyhoo, this is Is It Any Wonder by Keane to Akito. I just bought the CD today and it sort of just clicked together. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I own neither the song nor the manga. im not THAT brilliant. lol I jk
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I always thought that I knew
I'd always have the right to
Be living in the kingdom of the good and true and so on
You got that right. Why shouldn't it be that way? I'm the chosen one, aren't I? My world is one secluded from the filth outside. A world with my people, my Juinishi. A world with me as their leader, their commander. That is my world. What's so bad about that?
But now I think I was wrong
And you were laughing along
And now I look a fool for thinking you were on my side
So, why is it that my people are turning against me? Why are they breaking away? It must be that wretched girl! But for some reason… I feel as though there's something else… No! They can't leave. That's not how it's supposed to be…right? I can't be wrong. If I'm wrong then… then…
Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
Yeah, so shut up and leave me alone! They don't know how it is for me! Being this sick all the time... I hear how they think it's a "physiological" thing. They don't know anything!
Sometimes it's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know where I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand
It's a hard, confusing, and draining job being their "god". Do you know how stressful this is? How tiring and a constant pain it is? I didn't chose it. It chose me. Though a lot of times, it seems like they didn't choose me…
Sometimes I get the feeling that
I'm Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme, a soundbite
Where'd Kureno go? Where did that miserable guy go? How dare he break from me! He promised to always stay by me. Where is he right now?! And what about Shigure?! HOW DARE HE SLEEP WITH HER!!! Just who does that smart-alick writer think he is?! Be nicer! NICER!…. be by me…
Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
They just don't get it! None of them do! It's only me… my father knew… he told me I was here to be wanted by everyone. They're all supposed to love me! LOVE ME DAMNIT!!!!!!
Oh these days!
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder I feel betrayed?
They're all starting to change… change without me… I can't let that happen! The endless banquet must be just that! They can't! They just can't… Breaking away from me… even Yuki… with those eyes…
Nothing left beside this old cathedral
Just sad lonely spires
My father said that I was the chosen one… that I'm the one that must be loved. I'm the one they must look to lead. I'm wanted… aren't I?
How do I make it right?
Oh but you try
Where did it go wrong? When did it go wrong?
Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
My head is pounding with these thoughts…They're all changing without me… They're all trying to move forward when I said not to. Why? WHY?
Oh these days!
After all the misery made Is it any wonder I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder I feel betrayed?
I feel…so drained… it's all her fault…. that wretch… Why does she seem better than me? Why does it look like I'm wrong?… Her heart is so much better than mine… It's so much cleaner than mine… Am I wrong…?
"Akito-san?" Hatori just walked in. "Time for you check up."
I sighed. "On with it, Hatori." Is it any wonder I feel this way?…
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Author's note: hiyas again! I thought this matched akito so well and I hope you did too!! review review review!!!! like my other one, this songfic is dedicated to Iino-kun. love ya!