A/N:: hey, its fanchick!! Ya, so I am was fuming over akito again (as if the entire website didn't know I hated him already (if u didn't know, now u do…)) so I decided to write this little poem from Akito's point of view. I don't do good first person poetry, but I hav 5 minuets before supper, and I was in my own little "black" mood….so ya…

Disclaimer:: DO. NOT. OWN. DUH AND DOUBLE DUH.

Fear.

Is that all I have?

Is that all I am?

Yes.

I am fear.

I am darkness.

I am that feeling of being completely lost.

But, do I find joy in it?

I do.

I don't have anyone to confide in.

Not even that stupid girl.

Everyone's hearts have already been given away to another.

I have nobody.

Why do I do it…?

Why do I act on my thoughts…

My temper…

All the time…?

Because it gives me power.

It gives strength when I know I have none.

I am weak.

I live to die.

And when I die,

My life will not have been lived.

For a life to be lived,

That life needs love.

I have no love.

Nobody loves me.

Only death.

I suppose they all have a good reason for disliking me.

I have acted on such horrible deeds…

But…

I don't care.

They tremble when I enter the room.

That's my high.

But only if they knew…

I am afraid, too.

Afraid of dying alone,

Loneliness.

But isn't that what my life is all about?

Fear.

K, so that's it!! I hope u liked it!! Plz R and R!!

Ovr and out, fanchick :3