Title: Need me
Rating: M
Author: SasuNaru1025
Warning: Incest Yaoi. As in brothers, y'know. yeah. Nothing bad. Hinted SasuNaru
Author Note: Kay, bored. So this. Muwaha.
Dedication: Rei Tatsunami. Cuz she likes Ita/Sasu and asked me to make a fic, but I only got a one shot for now. For you dear.
I wonder what it would be like to finally achieve my revenge, after all these years of suffering that I've been through. I've gave up everything for my goal; everything I ever had and everything that might have been. I pushed Naruto away and hid myself in the fear of not knowing, I destroyed our hope of a relationship and crushed the one that we already had. Sakura was no better; she could no longer even look at me before I left. All because of what I have done, and all that I've lost.
Sometimes I believe I'm a monster. So far gone that my tainted soul is no longer inside of me, like an empty shell. That's befitting of my crimes, and it certainly suits my leader. I'm more useful to him now, because when I kill I no longer think. I no longer have a reason to think.
Reasons were forced away far to long ago, when I gave up on that so called revenge. There was no ground to kill someone, when you slowly were becoming them. I was becoming him, no, I was already like him when I began my endless streak of murder. Naruto. I couldn't go back, I can't change the past. He was gone, yet his blood still seemed fresh on my hands.
"Sasuke, you shouldn't dwell on the past." Dark and low, the voice called out to me. It reminded me of murder, it reminded me of things I didn't want to remember.
"Hn, I'm not. Leave me alone, brother." I seethed, pulling the black cloak further around my bare shoulders, covering my unclothed body as I sat on the balcony edge, bathed in moonlight. He always called upon me on the worst times, the moments right after the raw passion we shared. Those were the times things hit me, those were the times that I just wanted to let go.
But I couldn't, not with him around me.
"You don't fool me, little brother. I know what your thinking even before you do. Remember what I've committed." The elder Uchiha stepped out onto the lit area, moonlight drifting over his pale upper body. He was bare except for the pants hanging low on his hips.
Gracefully he moved to the younger, pressing his chest up to the others back, and Sasuke hesitantly leaned back to him. "How do you stand it?" Sasuke whispered, eyes drifting closed when similar pale arms wrapped around his waist.
"Hn, you don't, you just eventually forget what its like to feel anything."
"That's the only way?"
Itachi paused for a moment, looking up at the beautiful moon above them. "Only if you don't want to end up killing yourself."
Black eyes opened slowly, half massed. "What if the pains enough to allow that?" He asked softly. He wanted to know, what it would be like to die. Would it easy his pain, even in the pits of hell.
"The pain will go away. Even so, you would never be able to get away with it anyway." The elder looked down and smirked. "I need you for my plan, Sasuke. You know that." Long raven hair fell from his shoulder, tickling Sasuke's own.
The younger smiled sadly, one that no one could see with his head bowed. "I know." He whispered, however, he thought. 'But I wish you only needed me.'