What I've done

In this farewell,
There's no blood,
There's no alibi.

A tear rolled down a young man's eye, a tear of pain, fear, hurt and eternal regret. A tear that didn't matter to the world as no one saw it anyway as this youngster walked, with an orange soaked hoody, threw the rain.

'Cause I've drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.

'I should have told you, the truth and not those ever coming lies. Always the same excuses, always the same pain, the same fear, the same lies but at the same time the same butterflies in my head, the same love that I felt in every fiver of my body. Now only the regret is left…'

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

Cold rain was falling from the sky. Falling, for ever on these empty streets with no one around to give comfort to those who need it.

What I've done.
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

A freezing breeze passed the teen that was standing in the rain on the middle of the bridge looking to the dark sky.

Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.

He closed his eyes letting the rain fall on his face. A storm being unleashed around him, thunder splitting the sky revealing a face drowned in tears.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

'Tears coming to no end, never stopping as they keep falling, keep streaming down my face. How come that I always hurt those for who I care the most?'

What I've done.
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

'I'm paying now. I lost the thing that was the most precious to me in this dark world. The only person who always smiled to me. The trust, the warmth, the heath, the love, the passion.'

For what I've done

The teen looked down at the water flowing under him and the bridge. Slowly he placed his hands on the bars lifting himself to the other side. He was standing on the outside border of the bridge, his only support were his hands that kept a tight hold of the bars of the bridge while he slowly leaned forwards. 'I was the cause of your pain, your pain that hurts me even more. You took away the pain, it was too much for you, the lies were to much, the never ending lies. Now I will stop those lies …'

I start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I'm forgiving what I've done.

With this the young men let go of the bars and fell forwards towards the freezing water. It seemed as if he was flying, flying towards the water, towards the release of his soul…

I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.
What I've done.

'Falling back in the passion, back in the love, falling…'

Forgiving what I've done.

'...Falling for ever into you…. '

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Authors note: The lyrics are from "What I've done" form Linkin Park. When I first heard the song, I loved it right away although it gave me a very dark feeling. I know this might be pretty sad and look a bit witty but still this chapter just felt so good to write. Originally I planned this as a one shot-song fic but then I came up with a much bigger story that I think you guys might like. I know that it's still quite messy right now but things will reveal themself during the story. I hope you like this part and there is more to come but PLEASE REVIEW if you think I should continue!!!

I own neither the lyrics neither the KND characters.