Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note in any way shape or form. I am just a humble servant to the ever great Raito and L telling their tale for others to read and admire in any way the others see fit.
WARNING! Yaoi, cursing, and a whole lot more that I can't think of. If it offends you, please leave this story now and don't flame me. I really hate to be criticized for my hard work. Also, I might get some things messed up. I haven't read the entire manga or seen the anime, but I've picked up on a few things. Sorry if Raito or L or any other characters seem out of it… This is a FANfic and I can do what I want… so long as it's within limits. Enjoy the story!
Second warning to everyone. This is off the top of my head and when it comes off the top of my head, things tend to get a little… wacky… Just try to bear with me and let's keep it together now. If I get stuck and ask for ideas, please do help. I would greatly appreciate it and I just think it would be nice to see what other people would like to see in the story. It means that I might not do what you ask me to put in, but I will consider it. Thank you for your time.
Thanks to: Conjure Lass, harrth, LegacyofSamsara, freak.with.a.shoe, niuhana, Random-Anime-Girl, Miyavi Fangirl, Nokturnal Augury, Azure-ninja, and kess lawliet.
I close my eyes as I bring myself up to you and rest my head on your chest. I trace my fingertip over a two inch scar on your hip from what, I don't know. You tangle your fingers in my hair brushing out snarls. I smile and curl my legs around yours. "Is Raito-kun sore?" you ask innocently.
"A little, but nothing time won't heal," I reply quietly. You lift me into your lap facing you. I open my eyes to stare into your dark eyes with a small smile on my face. Your lips quirk slightly before you place a kiss to my lips. I part them to allow you entrance, but you don't take the offer. I have to wonder why. Had I done something wrong once again? No. The sex was great. I couldn't have done something wrong. You keep your mouth shut. I jump slightly in your lap when I feel your fingers kneed my ass. "L…" I murmur with my lips still against yours. You don't say anything. I sigh, running my tongue over your bottom lip. You smile beneath me and part those lips of yours. You wanted me to kiss you. I laugh lightly and wriggle my tongue into your mouth.
"You got the idea, Raito-kun." I lick your tongue to entice you to play along. We kiss for a few moments before the need for air overwhelms us. I pull away panting heavily. "Raito-kun is a good kisser." I smile and kiss your cheek. "Tired?" I nod. "You can sleep. I'm going to stay up a little longer." I nod again and move to my side of the bed. I murmur an 'I love you' to you. "I love you, too." Just before I go to sleep, I hear you whisper, "Kira…" I ignore it because I know you're just trying to get a rise out of me. I won't allow it.
You aren't with me when I awake. I glance to the clock on the nightstand to find it's about eight-thirty in the morning. An hour since the rest of the team as arrived. Why hadn't you woken me up to go with you? Were you allowing me to rest from last night's activities? I think that's it, but I'm not sure. I sit up and a pain shoots up my spine coming from my ass. I suppress a groan of pain and stand. I go to the dresser you and I share to get out my clothes for the day. I dress and head out to the living room of this building.
I find you sitting in your normal position in an armchair with a cup of coffee and sugar cubes in front of you. I stand behind the armchair, deciding not to sit on the arm otherwise I might hurt myself. I listen to the conversation for a little while before deducing that we are all heading to the United States of America. A new lead of this killer notebook we've been searching for? Another killer notebook? I ask where in the US. You reply in the Central region, Tornado Alley, Oklahoma, Green Country… Tulsa… Broken Arrow.
That's a small area stretched over miles. How are we going to find this Kira? You state that it is a teenager again because the times connect with a teenager going to and from school. How had you known that? Do you know what times the schools begin and end? If you do, you have a large mind to keep all that information stored up in there.
You explain everything about when we will be leaving. You say we will be leaving by noon. I look to the clock to find it is already nine in the morning. You release them to their homes to gather clothing and personal belongings for the trip. You don't allow me to go with my father. You say that most of my things are already here and that he only has to gather the necessities: toothbrush, hair brush, soap, and nail clippers. My father leaves somewhat reluctantly. You call your butler helper, Watari, and ask him to head out for your sweets. Once everyone is gone, your turn to face me. Those dark eyes stare at me and I just have to wonder what you are thinking to make you look at me like that. Now that I know how you feel about me, I know what that look in your eye had been and still is. That look… its lust, isn't it Ryuuzaki?
"Ryuu… Wh-Why are you looking at me like th-that?" I ask you. I step back as you step forward in a predatory manner as if stalking prey. I continue to step back and you forward until my ankle catches on a ledge, making me stumble backwards and fall onto my ass. I cry out in pain, stiffening my back from the sudden jolt. You pounce, I yelp, and I find us in a very awkward position.
"Admit you're Kira, Raito-kun. I know you are. You've just lost your memory of all your horrible deeds." I wriggle beneath you, feeling slightly uncomfortable. I want to ask you to get off of me, to punch you for saying that, anything! But I don't say or do anything. I just look up at you before relaxing on the floor, trying to get comfortable for the long wait ahead. "If Raito-kun does not admit he is Kira, then I will have to embarrass him greatly." I would love to see you try to embarrass me. You have nothing against me to do so. My body stiffens from a contact to the area between my hips. Grinding, you touch my chest with your fingertips lightly. "You do not have to say it aloud completely." You bend down to have your lips at my ear, whispering. "Say yes or no. Are you Kira, Raito-kun?"
"I don't know. I don't know. I don't know, L…" You sigh, lick the shell of my ear, and stand back up in your hunched posture. My breathing is erratic and all over the place. My legs feel weak to where I think I can't walk, barely stand at all. My stomach is quivering and my newly acquired arousal is throbbing. This is what you do to me. I can't stop it. I can't stop this feeling, this… love for you. If this is what you do to me, what do I do to you then? Do you feel the same as I do? Is your heart racing with anticipation of the night, of what's to come of tonight?
When I look at you again, your face is distant, no emotion is shown there. "'All the events in your life are a mirror image of your thoughts.' If that is true, then does that mean you do love me?"
"L, what do you mean? I slept with you, didn't I? That means you mean something to me, right? And what about the whole, 'Are you Kira,' thing?"
"There's a seventy-three percent chance that you could just be having sex with me to get closer to me… To figure out my name and kill me."
"Ryuuzaki. That's your name to me. Ryuuzaki or L is your name. I don't care what your real name is." I struggle to my feet, my legs wobbling slightly as I come closer to you. I place my hands on either shoulder, looking you straight in the eye. "If I am him, if I am… just know that when I wasn't aware of myself, I did love you." You look up at me from staring at your feet. There looks to be unshed tears in your eyes, but I'm not sure. If I asked if you were crying, you would probably use the excuse that there was something in your eye. I don't know, but I know I don't ask. "I do love you," I correct myself before placing a chaste kiss to your lips, which seem to be pouting slightly.
So uh, yeah… Sorry for the shortness. I kinda got behind on school work and stuff. I sort of worked some things out, but not completely. I wanted to update since it's Thanksgiving break for me and uh… guess what, guys. I'm stuck in the muck. If you want this story to go anywhere in the near future… talk to me. Ideas are needed and very much appreciated and will be considered! I just, yeah… Thanks for the reviews again! I don't deserve them for taking so long… Here's a funny little scene to stay on everyone's good side!
"You know… I don't do the mushy pillow talk, Nimad…" Raito complained in private with the director. She nodded in understanding.
"You're good at acting though, right?"
"Of course."
"Good. You can do it!" Raito looked at the director like she was crazy… still. He left her office. "All night long!" She began to giggle to herself before her door opened again and in walked L and… Misa. "What can I do you, Ryuuzaki-kun? Amane-san."
"Misa wants a part in the script."
"Eh… I don't know. Only if a fan of Amane's writes in and says he or she wants to see her on set. She will have to follow script exactly as I write it!" Misa crosses her arms and nods.
"Misa will do anything!"
"Whatever. Goodbye… Ryuuzaki-kun? Stay for a moment." Misa left the office with a huff. "I know you like her, but seriously… This is a damn yaoi set. Men only!"
"You're a female."
"I don't count."
"Damn…"