Give me something to believe in…
Summary: "Believe me when this Sesshomaru says he does Kagome…."
Lady Nefertiti: enjoy reading my fic and as always, sadly, I will never own Inuyasha.
As always expect OOC-ness/extreme OOC-ness from this fic…
Chapter 1: A Possibility …
She was leaning against the bone-eaters well in silence. Voices. It was those voices she heard, it was the sounds of moaning that made her cringe in disgust, to make her upset…so crazy that even crying seemed to be joke. She stared at the blue sky, a blank expression on her face. Her sorrow and pain marred the usual happy and carefree attitude of hers. What should have seemed to be normal for her, what she was used to still burned her heart to no end. Could it be that she actually hated something? Hated someone? Voices. It was those voices that she wished she could block out. 'I love you Kikyo!'
No. She shook her head vigorously. This was one of those things that she could not let go of. Futile attempts always seemed so useless. Why were the birds not chirping? Why was the wind not blowing? Did they also feel the hurt she was experiencing? Kagome heard it again. 'I love you Kikyo!' It was their voices that seeped into her veins. She touched the top of the well and it possibly seemed that she was actually hugging it…. Hugging it for dear life itself. It had been him, it always had been him. Could it be that he seriously didn't give a damn?
'Kiss me' she thought to herself…but he was always busy with someone else. No more could she count on him. She was all alone and she knew it. 'Let me live… my love.' She could not hear, could not stand seeing him. To listen to his insulting comments was like yesterday's news.
Give me something to believe in…
She was curled up in fetal position and hummed the death march. Suddenly she turned her head to see Miroku of all people walking up to her, a grim expression on his face. Ah yes, his words of wisdom might help her….or maybe he'd try to make her feel better by just groping her. She rolled her eyes.
He saw her lying there looking rejected and dead and sighed. He could not say anything to Kagome-sama to make her feel better. He would end up hurting her more. He wondered whether Kagome could be called 'The girl of the future' anymore for Inuyasha had destroyed the well out of anger one day. But it didn't matter one way or the other anyway now did it? He had said he was sorry. Rubbish! And Miroku's eyes flashed with anger. It was heart wrenching to see Kagome just lying there unmoving. She didn't deserve to lose her family like that. Now she would not be able to see them and would have to wait 500 years...and she could not live that long… She was just a human.
Give me something to believe in…
'If I could find someone to love it wouldn't be enough.' Kagome thought. I want to love you but I hear these voices. 'I love you Kikyo!' I hear moaning and groaning. Pants and gasps of pure passion.
"Kagome-sama." Miroku said calmly. He would never forgive Inuyasha for destroying his friend. Someone so fragile, something so fragile…her broken heart. Hearts could only be crushed so many times.
Give her someone to believe in…
"Miroku-sama?" Kagome said looking up into his violet eyes. Blue clashed into violet and Miroku thought his heart would break. Vibrant energy and bubbly attitude was what Kagome was made of and now she looked defeated.
"It is time for lunch Kagome-sama." Miroku said softly. Lunch. She scoffed glowering to no one in general. Inuyasha. It was him. He hated her. She could hear him actually rutting with the dead Miko right now. Disgusting.
'Believe in me when I say I love you Kagome!' It was his voice that harmed her soul…which Kikyo had a part of. It was like an arrow lodged in her heart.
He held his hand out to her and sighing she took it. She shakily stood up and he wrapped his arm around her shoulders. She wanted to run. She wanted to get out of this place. Anything. Anywhere. But she was stuck here. Stuck in the feudal era forever…. Somewhere she didn't belong.
'Mom… Grandpa…Sota.'
Forgive me for not being there when you needed me most….
And then Kagome did something she'd never done before…. she fell to her knees, covered her face with her hands and sobbed to anyone who cared to hear. She punched the ground with her fists over and over again Miroku only to shake his head in sorrow for her.
"Why? Why? Why!" She said to the ground as if waiting to see if it would answer her. No answer. Miroku grabbed her hand, worry that she might actually cause herself injury. "Where did I go wrong! Miroku! Why?" She stood up, grabbed the front of his haori, holding him for dear life and sobbed into it.
Whispers in the wind billowed the whites of his sleeves and his silver hair blew in the wind. Unsettled was not a feeling he was accustomed to. And as for the Miko hugging the Monk for dear life? His beast wanted to kill him for touching her…even if it was to make her feel better. His eyes flashed red then back to gold and then he walked off.
'If only you could see your woman now Inuyasha, ' he thought grimly. Her sobbing cries would never leave his memory. then suddenly stopped walking and thought, 'No, not yours anymore…'
Lady Nefertiti: This is my first fic that isn't funny …rather serious...(Scratches head) never done one of these before.
Inuyasha: So am I like evil in this fic Lady Nefertiti?
Lady Nefertiti: Well…No. I just think that you need to know what your priorities are and (ahem) find out where your loyalty lies…Like no rutting dead women! Sesshomaru's got the right idea so what's wrong with you!
Kagome: (kisses Sesshomaru's forehead) That's my Sesshy…
(Sesshomaru smirks as Inuyasha pulls out his sword)
Inuyasha: hands off my Kagome Bastard!
Kouga: that's my woman to you!
(Inuyasha and Kouga glare at each other and prepare to fight/duke it out.)
Kagome: Where did you come from? You're not in this fic… and you!
SIT BOY!
(BOOM!)
Everyone else sweatdrops…
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