My brother is sick.

not his body, that's healthy...I think...

It's his mind, it's broken, twisted.
I wonder if he knows that I know.

The Colonel might, but no one else.

He's sick. I've watched him. I can see.

It started after we failed bringing back mother.
He sees things differently...

sometimes I see him watching nothings, but his eyes are gone, calculating, cold

He understood what had happened to Nina before me, and when he saw her-hell- he was fascinated, horrified yes but I saw it. He was intrigued.

When we learned the secret of the philosopher's stone...I think he thought of making it still, he acted absolutely against it, but I think that was for my benefit.

He's sick, because he knows too much. He's seen it all, the creation of the world-the truth. what no one should know. And he's twisted. because he's obsessed.

Me. I'm his obsession; I fear I'm all that's keeping him from the edge.

No, what I'm afraid of is that he has already crossed the edge, I fear that he can't be fixed.

My brother is sick, I see it, I fear it, but I will not stop it.

Because I'm sick too.