A/N: AHBL 1&2 keep prompting me to write poetry…..weird.

It was brought to my attention that there is a poem with the same title which was written by Rudyard Kipling. So to avoid possible problems: I mean no copy write.

Thank you Vechababe for saving me from a possible disaster!

……….If ……..

If yelling out a name could protect your loved ones.

If tears had the power to restore live.

If accepting the bad things in life could emphasize the good.

If fighting could make all the pain you ever felt fade away.

If wishes could fill your life with happiness.

If I could take the burden from you that you carry with you.

I remember the day when we were little.

I still can see every moment when I close my eyes.

My little brother.

I have not chosen this path that we were forced to take.

But if I could do it all over again I would not have done it any other way.

We saved lives…….that's what we do.

I may not have special powers to save you from all the harm that can be done:

Yelling your name did not save you

My tears did not restore your life

I never accepted the bad things in life……how could I?

I know that fighting never eased any of your pain.

The wishes I made were only that……and never became more.

The burden that you carried is yours…..and yours alone…I cannot take that from you.

But there is one thing that I can give you……It even saved your live once or twice.

It's not my strength, rage, or even my love

…………..

…….it's my pain.

I cannot live without you, losing you would end my life.

Losing you numbed me to the core….only the pain

remained behind, urging me to do the thing I did.

I hope that one day you can forgive me….if not…

,,, you can always try to:

yell out a name to protect your loved ones.

Cry a tear to restore live.

Accept the bad things in life to emphasize the good.

Fight to make the pain I felt fade away.

Make wishes to fill my life with happiness.

Try to take the burden that I have to carry.

But whatever you do, don't do what I did.

Fin.

A/n: did this made any sense to you?