A/N: Kyaa! Thanks again for the reviews!! Oh yeah, before I forget, I'm gonna answer the reviews. Honto means 'serious' or 'seriously'. Sakura doesn't has a crush on Tobi, she just thinks he's really nice and handsome. Second: I don't know a fucking thing about an abortion! I'll probably do a hell of a lot wrong, but you know what, I couldn't care less. Just please don't go all 'it doesn't go that way' on me cause I'm just a teen myself! And last: This update is here because Ronja asked Alicia to ask me to update. Yeah. Well here you go Ronja.

Disclaimer: Naruto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto.

Impossible Love

Chapter Twelve

The Hospital Appointment


Sakura opened her eyes.

The first thing she felt was warm breathing on her neck.

She looked up, seeing Deidara next to her. His arms were loosely around her frame, and it occurred he was the reason for the tickling in her neck. Sakura shivered lightly at it, and then noticed they were still wearing their clothes. Inwardly she cursed at herself – that wasn't good for her clothes at all.

Slowly, she reached for her mobile in her pocket, careful not to move much so she wouldn't wake Deidara. She pulled it out and took a look at the time.

Her green eyes widened, and she screamed.

"Gah!" Deidara immediately jerked up, waved madly with his arms, and then fell off the bed.

"Deidara-kun, get your things: we're late for the hospital!" Sakura said while jumping on the floor.

"Holy shit." Deidara pulled himself up, looking at her for a moment, and then rushed through his room to search his keys. Meanwhile, Sakura found her shoes and brand new Akatsuki cloak.

"Are you done?" She asked, not even looking at him.

"Yes, un!"

His hair was still loose, cause if he had to put it up it would take way too long, but Sakura liked it like this more anyway, so she wouldn't complain.

They rushed out, almost knocking Kakuzu over on the way downstairs, and Deidara quickly took the bike, unlocking it. He got on and started pedalling, Sakura jumping on it in the mean time.

"Bike faster!" Sakura desperately moaned at him.

"I'm – biking!" Deidara told her, going as fast as he could.

Not even two minutes later they arrived at the hospital.

Sakura jumped off while Deidara drove to some other bikes. Carelessly, he threw his against it, quickly locked it again, and grabbed Sakura's hand, running into the hospital.

Sakura quickly stormed towards the receptionist, leaning on the counter.

"I – have – an – appointment!" She panted.

The brunette behind the counter raised her eyebrows. "Name?"

"Haruno – Sakura!"

"Hm." The receptionist searched something up in the computer, chewing on her gum and blowing a big bubble. "Ah, Haruno. You're just in time. Room 238."

Sakura quickly thanked the girl, and she hurried along with Deidara to the elevator, which brought them to the second floor..

"235… 236… 237… Here, Sakura-chan, un!"

"I know I know." Sakura quickly knocked on the door.

"Enter," a deep voice from inside said.

Deidara opened the door and walked in, Sakura following.

It was a small room, with an other door leading to a different room. In the middle was a desk, fully piled with papers, and behind it sat a man, dark hair but slightly balding, glasses, a matching dark moustache and a long white coat.

"Hi!" Deidara said.

"Hello," Sakura glanced at Deidara for a second.

"Ah, Haruno Sakura?" The doctor stood up, taking off his glasses, and he shook her hand over his desk. "Doctor Johnson. And?" He offered his hand to Deidara.

"Deidara, un." Deidara introduced, shaking Johnson's hand.

"Pleasure." Doctor Johnson sat down again, pointing at 2 chairs on the other side of his desk and mentioning for the teens to sit down. They did, Sakura looking tensed, Deidara as if he was gonna explode from suspense.

Doctor Johnson put on his glasses again and looked at one of the files in front of him.

"Sakura-san, you're here for an… abortion?"

"Yes." Sakura gave a slowly nod.

"Okay. Date of birth?"

"March 28."

Deidara nervously tugged at his sleeves, glancing from his girlfriend to the doctor, who was writing some things down.

"If you could follow me. Sir, I want to ask you to stay here."

"How long will it take?" Sakura asked, standing up slowly.

"Not too long, don't worry."

Deidara was about to stand up and follow, but sat back down. Sakura nodded to doctor Johnson and turned to Deidara slowly.

"I- I guess I'll be right back." She said, glancing nervously at him.

Deidara gave her a short nod.

Sakura turned her head and found they were alone, since doctor Johnson had already gone trough the second door. The girl sighed, and leaned towards the blonde, kissing him softly.

He gently cupped her head, kissing back shortly before parting.

"You'll be okay." He assured her, making her look into his blue eyes.

Sakura made a small movement.

"But will you be?" She asked.

"Yeah!" He smiled. "I'll be fine, un."

"… Okay then." Sakura let go of his hand and went into the other room too, closing the door behind her.

And Deidara waited.

It took a hell of a long time. He started biting his nails, walking around the room, tried to listen at the door, walked around the room more, sat down in his chair again, bit his nails more, desperately tugged at his long hair, walked around the room again, but only fifteen minutes passed in that time.

He sat down in the chair with a deep sigh, and just when he thought he'd totally lose it, the door swung open and Sakura came running in, crying loudly, and flung her arms around Deidara

"Wha-?" Instantly, he put his arms around her, trying to comfort her. She tried to tell him something but wasn't able to, since she cried so loudly.

"Shh… I-It's okay…" Deidara tried.

Sakura was finally able to catch her breath a little, and leaned back, wiping a tear off her cheek with the back of her hand.

"I- I- D-Dei-dara-kun- I- I just- I just c-couldn't d-d-do it!" She burst into crying again. Deidara continued stroking her hair, gently, uttering quiet words of comfort.

Doctor Johnson came in again, looking very serious. He sat back down in his chair and started writing.

Deidara was worried. What happened in there?

He felt Sakura move her lips to his ear, and when he concentrated very hard, he could hear what she said.

"I- It was so scary, a-all those things, and h-he said it would hurt me only a l-little but the baby a lot b-before it died and I just c-couldn't do it!" She buried her face in his shoulder, her tears falling on his skin. Deidara hugged her closer while the girl bit her lip, trying to calm down.

Doctor Johnson gave a small cough, showing he wants both their attention. They looked up at him.

"Sakura-san, do you know what will happen if you decide to keep the child?"

Deidara looked quite perplexed. Okay, maybe she didn't want to remove it like this, but keep it?

"Yes." Sakura said quietly and in between sobs.

"You're too young, you still have a school to finish, a life to live. A baby takes a lot of your time."

"I know…" Sakura looked down, her pink strands falling in front of her eyes. "But I can't do this… And I actually never wanted to get rid of it anyway……"

This confused Deidara even more. A long silence followed.

"Do your parents know of this, Sakura-san?" Doctor Johnson finally broke it.

Sakura bit her lip, answering the question perfectly.

"Is it a problem if they don't?" Deidara came in.

"Of course it is," doctor Johnson explained, now turning towards Deidara. "Sakura-san is too young to live by herself and take care of her child. And she still has to finish school. I want make a problem of this if her parents agree with her keeping the child."

"Well, she can stay with me!" Deidara tried to convince the doctor.

"Sakura-san is still underage – meaning that her parents will decide this for her. I cant help you. I will hear of you soon with your parents opinion, Sakura-san?"

Sakura was quiet for a while, two pair of eyes on her. Then, she sighed.

"Yes…"

"Good, good." Doctor Johnson shove forward a pen and a small note. "Now, please, write down your phone-number for me."

Sakura let go of Deidara, writing down her mobile phone number with a shaking hand, and gave the note to the doctor.

"Thank you. Until we meet again, then." Doctor Johnson reached out his hand to Sakura for her to shake it and walked towards the door, opening it and leaving. Deidara stood up, rushing after her.

He caught up with her in the hallway, and took her arm so she stopped walking.

"Sakura," he said.

She stared at her feet, but slowly looked up at him.

"… I'm sorry," she told him quietly. "I just couldn't d-d…" She bit her lip.

"Hey." He put his hand underneath her chin and showed her a small smile. "Don't apologise. It's okay."

Sakura only felt like crying again, but she held back her tears while they walked in silence out of the hospital.

As Deidara unlocked the bike and walked back to her, Sakura decided to tell him.

"Deidara-kun…"

"Hmm?" He turned towards her.

"… I don't know what to say again my parents… They'll most likely keep me home and forbid me to see you if I told them…"

Deidara looked down, thinking.

"And I don't want that." Sakura continued. "… I don't want that at all…"

"Simple solution, then." Deidara looked up again. "Don't tell them."

"You heard that asshole just now!" Sakura took a step towards him, pointing at the hospital. "If I wont tell them: he will!"

"You gave him your cell phone number, right?" Deidara asked her.

"Yes, I did." Sakura raised her pink eyebrows, not getting it.

"Do you have it?" Her boyfriend continued. She got it out of her pocket, showing it to him. Deidara smiled a smile full of genius.

"What?" Sakura asked.

"The doctor doesn't know your parents… right?" Deidara explained to her, getting on the bike.

"No." Sakura ran along with the bike for a short while before hopping on the back and wrapping her arms around Deidara's waist.

"Oh good." Deidara nodded. "No worries then."

"You can't fake my parents, Deidara, he knows you." Sakura said with a little sigh.

"I can't, that's right." Deidara agreed. "But one of the guys back home could."

Sakura's eyes widened. Then, she laughed sarcastically.

"Like they would ever do that!" She said. "Even if they did, that guy would never believe it! For example: 'Yes, Sakura-sempai's dad Tobi agrees! … Tobi is a good boy, Tobi knows!' Or Hidan perhaps, 'Yeah yeah, whatever, I couldn't care less to be honest. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to get myself killed…' or anything along those lines."

"Itachi-san." Deidara calmly said.

"He doesn't even like me," Sakura pointed out.

"Well it's really hard to tell with him, un." Deidara argued back.

"And what if he doesn't want to do it?"

"There's always Zetsu, Kisame, Kakuzu and the Leader…"

"Ok." Sakura took a deep breath while Deidara went around a corner. "Zetsu: no way. He'd rather eat me or something. I don't really know Kisame and Kakuzu, but they always look at me strangely as if they hate me. And the Leader would probably say something along the lines of," she made her voice loads deeper in a bad attempt to make it sound like Leader, "'No, I won't because I won't, why would you question me, I'm almighty, blah blah blah'! Bullshit."

Deidara laughed, causing Sakura to smile lightly.

"Nice impression," Deidara said. "I almost thought it was him!"

"Thank you," Sakura told him with a small laugh.

They kept biking in silence, both thinking. Sakura didn't even notice they were back until Deidara stopped and got off the bike.

"Come on!" He locked the bike and ran into the house. Sakura blinked, and hurried after him.

"ITAAAAAACHIIIIIII!!" Deidara yelled once they were inside, causing Sakura to sweat drop.

'Like he'll ever agree if we yell at him.' Inner Sakura said with a sigh.

"What is it now?"

Itachi was behind Sakura. She turned around, giving him her cutest look (forgetting the fact he was blind).

"Itachi-san? W-would you do us a favour? Please?"

He blindly looked back.

"… What?"

"Um… Well…" Sakura bit her lip. "Could you call someone and pretend you're my father?"

"Why?" He asked slowly.

"Well…" She repeated, putting her index fingers Hinata-like against each other. "My parents need to call, b-but if I would tell them why they would practically forbid me to see Deidara-kun ever again…"

"Oh I see…" Itachi closed his eyes and nodded. "So you want me to call your doctor pretending to be your father so your actual parents will never know you're pregnant and allowing you to see Deidara, hence living happily here in Akatsuki with him and your child?"

Both Deidara and Sakura stared at him, wide-eyed.

"I don't think I ever told you I was p-pregnant, Itachi-san…" Sakura mumbled.

"It's obvious." Itachi told her.

"How is that obvious?" She asked. "We didn't spoke of it at all…"

"The way you and Deidara spoke to each other though." He replied. "I can tell almost what's going on through your mind by the tone in your voice."

"…… Th- that's pretty cool." Sakura glanced at Deidara for a second, who just smiled. She smiled back slightly before turning back to Itachi.

"Please… Will you do it, Itachi-san?"

Itachi didn't say a thing. He also glanced at Deidara first before shrugging.

"I have nothing better to do today." He said.

"Thank you!!" Sakura squealed in delight, hugging him around the waist.

"Three second rule." Itachi warned. She quickly let him go.

"Sorry." She smiled weakly. "I got carried away…"

Itachi gave a small cough and straightened his robes.

"… Clearly."

Sakura got out her mobile and searched for the number.

"He was going to call me actually, but why not call him." She mumbled. She held the phone to her ear, while taking Deidara's hand with her free one. Quietly, she waited until her call was answered.

"Hello?" The voice of doctor Johnson sounded.

"Hi, Haruno Sakura here."

"Sakura-san, that was fast. Did you talk to your parents already?"

"Yes, and they agreed." She smirked.

"Can I talk to one of them?"

"I'll give you my father, hold on."

Sakura gave the phone to Itachi, who put on a shocked but proud voice.

"Hello."

"Hello mister Haruno, I'm doctor Johnson. I'm working at the hospital. Your daughter Sakura-san was here today for an abortion since she carries the child of her and… Deidara, it was. It seemed she hadn't informed you or your wife yet at that moment."

"Deidara?" Itachi said with slight anger. Deidara and Sakura tried to hold back their laughter.

"Yes well…" Itachi continued. "I was shocked to hear that my daughter was pregnant."

"Ah, I understand that very well. But you agreed in letting her keep it? Sir. Do you know what influence this has on her life?"

"Yes, I do."

"Why?"

Doctor Johnson's voice sounded louder and surprised, making it possible for Sakura and Deidara to overhear.

'Why do you care, ass?' Sakura thought angry.

"I believe that it is none of your business or your concern…" Itachi replied. He sounded deadly, even only through his voice. It was quiet for a second on the other side of the phone.

"… Yes, of course, I'm sorry. Well, if that was it, I have work to do."

"Oh good… It has been… a pleasure… talking to you…" Itachi's voice turned deadlier. "I do hope we meet…"

Deidara was shaking. Sakura was having a mental image of Itachi strangling Johnson.

"P-pleasure. Y-yes. Goodb-bye."

Itachi held out the phone to Sakura, who didn't see the red in his eyes fading back to their original midnight-black.

'He's still scary…' Deidara thought.

"Itachi-san, if there's something I can do back for you, please tell me. We cant thank you enough for this." Sakura said cheerfully, not noticing anything.

"Hm." Itachi thought about it. "… Introduce me to that doctor sometime."

He gave her a faint, rare smile. She smiled back.

"I will."

Itachi walked off, up the stairs. Sakura turned to Deidara, seeing him gaze at Itachi.

"… Deidara-kun?"

"Hm?" He looked up. "Yes?"

"… Shall we go upstairs?" She raised her eyebrows.

"YES!" He grabbed her hand and zoomed upstairs and into his room.

"Ouch!" Sakura let him drag her upstairs until he closed the bedroom door behind them. "And what was that for?"

When she turned towards him, she saw the look on his face was most serious.

"I love you." He said.

There it was again, that feeling as if a giant hand took a hold of her insides, but it didn't hurt in a painful way. Deidara took a step closer to her and hugged her tightly. Slowly, Sakura hugged him back and closed her eyes.

They stood like that for a very, very long time.

"I'm sorry, Sakura-chan." Deidara finally whispered, breaking the silence.

"… For what?" She asked him with a soft voice.

"It's my fault this happened…" He sighed deeply. "If we get caught… They'd take me away… and take you to the hospital… and the baby-…"

His voice got stuck in his throat. He couldn't say more.

"Deidara-kun, it's not your fault… Here, sit down for a second…" She let him go, and gently took his hand, leading him to the bed. He sat down and sadly looked up at her.

"That wont happen." She said firmly. "Even if it did, they cant get us apart. If they would try to take me to that hospital, I'd kick their asses! This is my child and I can do whatever I want." Her grip on his hand tightened. "This is our child… Whatever happens, we're going to get through it. Together."

A small smile made it's way on Deidara's face. He kissed her lightly.

"Arigatou…"

She smiled back, and gave a small nod.

He started stroking her hand with his thumb. She glanced down to look at it, and when she looked back into his eyes again, something happened.

Before they knew it, they were on his bed, kissing as if their life depended on it and fighting a battle for dominance.

Eagerly, Deidara wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her on top of him. He felt her hesitate, and took his chance to take over control. He smirked in the kiss, which didn't go unnoticed by Sakura. She pinched his arm playfully, but it only made him smirk more.

Laughing, she parted.

"What are you smirking about, Dei-da-ra-kun?" Playfully, she stroked his jaw with her finger, a smirk on her own face as well.

"Not telling." He teased her.

"Hmm." She slid off of him, her arms still around him. He brought his face to hers, playfully licking at her lower lip causing her to shiver.

Going with the game, she gently bit on his.

"Ok!" Deidara quickly moved and sat down on her stomach. "You're just teasing me right now!"

"Hey!" Sakura made a protesting yelp. "Get off of me, Blondie!"

"No chance, Pinky!" Deidara shot back, grinning.

"Alright alright you win." She grinned as well. "And now get off. You're squashing our kid, Blondie."

"AHH!" He jumped off, falling to the floor. Laughing, Sakura sat up and looked at him. Deidara sat down on the floor, his chin on the edge of the bed. He eyed her stomach, with his tongue between his teeth in mock concentration, and he poked her stomach.

"Hey! Don't!" Sakura quickly took a hold of her belly.

"Why?" Deidara asked.

"It hurts." Sakura replied.

Deidara pouted, causing Sakura to smile. She lay down on her stomach, turned towards him, and tugged him closer. He gently kissed her, enjoying the taste of her slightly swollen lips, until she suddenly pulled back.

"Ne, Deidara-kun?"

"Hmm?"

"Wouldn't it be amazing to be rid of all these problems we're getting?"

"Yeah…?"

"… What if we'd leave?"

Deidara opened his eyes. The look on her face was most serious, and the twinkle in her eyes showed that she really wanted it.

"Where-?" He started.

"To where the road takes us." She cut him off. She took his hand, and started playing with his fingers. "It would be just you and me, and our child…"

"What about…" Deidara swallowed. "What about Tenten… Hinata-sama?"

"Oh." Sakura showed a small, saddened smile. "They are my best friends, but I'm sure I'll see them again. And they'd understand. They know what you mean to me."

"… So." Deidara tugged her a little closer. "Should we start packing then? Or do you want to stay a while longer, un?"

"What about you?" Sakura asked. "Would you be willing to leave Akatsuki behind?"

"The Leader will understand." Deidara calmly answered. Sakura nodded shortly.

"So are we leaving now?" He asked.

"First we should think ahead a little…" Sakura said. "I mean, I don't have any money at all."

"But I have plenty." Deidara cut her off. "I could bring more then enough until we get jobs…"

"What else should we bring along?" She asked.

"Clothes?" He suggested.

"Food?" She tried.

"I'm not good at this…" The blonde mumbled. "I'LL GET SOME PAPER!!!!"

Sakura laughed, seeing him like that. "Wait, wait, wait, silly."

"Ok?"

"We cant take too much along." She said. "I don't want to carry six bag and a kid around."

"So…" Deidara thought about it. "Two change of clothes… Food for the journey… and money?"

"Yeah." She nodded. "And maybe something small or precious. Like, wouldn't you take your board with you?"

"Yeah!" Deidara nodded firmly.

"I don't think we need more then that." Sakura said with a small shrug.

"Let's get it all then?"

"N-now?" Sakura sat up straight.

"Why not?" Deidara asked. "Why should we wait?"

Sakura bit her lip. She didn't want to disappear like this. Of course, she wanted to go, badly, with Deidara, more then anything else. But first, she wanted to take care of things. Say goodbye to her friends. Enjoy the last things in Konoha.

"Because I've lived here my whole life." She slowly said. "I don't wanna disappear without saying goodbye to my friends and to my town. This is where I was born, met my friends, where you. This town has something special."

"… You're right." He smiled at her. "Let's enjoy our last days in this place where we met."


If someone goes complaining about the length of this chapter, I'll kick his/her ass. Be glad I updated at all.

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