This is my first One Tree Hill fic and I can't wait to see what you guys think. Please just give it a chance. I promise that I have some really great ideas for this fic and I hope that I don't disappoint.
Warning: This chapter contains mature content.
Disclaimer: I do not own One Tree Hill.
Thank You.
Lax
Summary: Nathan and Haley have shared a forbidden love for the past six years behind their parents backs and have recently received a little push. Brooke and Lucas are in love and engaged much to everyone's objections. And where on Earth do Jake Jigelski and Peyton Sawyer fit into the equation? Will Nathan and Haley's parents ever find out about their reality? What will happen to their Bubba? Will Brooke and Lucas make it down the aisle with their whole world against them? How exactly will Peyton and Jake bring Nathan and Haley's future to ruins? Three couples...two marriages...one Bubba...what next?
Chapter 1-Beautiful Disaster
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what is after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson
He rolled over in bed beside her and wrapped his arm around her waist. He pulled her naked body flush against him, his body spooning hers. His bare chest was pressed up against her bare back. Her soft, silky skin was covered in his milky skin's grasp. One arm lay possessively wrapped around her whilst he nuzzled his head into her neck. One leg rested lazily across hers, his feet rubbing softly against hers. He breathed in her unique essence as he stayed as close to her as was possible. He sighed contentedly whilst breathing deeply.
She sighed in her sleep as even subconsciously she could feel her body lying in his hold. She relished feeling so close to him as he surrounded her. He was breathing softly onto her neck and she shivered at the feeling. She pushed back into him slightly so that there was no space remaining between them. They were so close that even air could not penetrate them. She could smell his exclusive fragrance and snuggled further into him. She felt complacent as she breathed softly.
Feeling her nestle further into him he slowly stirred from a peaceful sleep. He looked down and saw her burrowed in his arms. A small tingly feeling ran down his spine. Every time he looked at her, her beauty entranced him. She was the most caring and loving person he had ever known. And to make things even more perfect she had decided to care for and love him. It was like a dream come true. Every time he looked at her beside him he felt the need to pinch himself to confirm it was for sure. It just all seemed so surreal. Out of all the people that she could've been with she'd chosen him. He wouldn't be lying if he didn't say he thought she deserved better, because she did. However he was too selfish to give her away. Whenever he voiced these doubts she would always assure him that he was the best for her and that there was nobody else who could make her feel the way he did. As he once again admired her he felt blessed, blessed to be at this point in his life, blessed to be here with her.
He watched her breathe evenly, her chest rising gently. She seemed so appeased as she lay encased within him. So at ease with life and the wonderful things it had brought her. He watched her angelic face glowing in the moonlight that streamed in through the small space in the curtains. Not being able to resist her, he dipped his head to where it previously lay and pressed a wet kiss on her bare neck. He then continued downwards and placed wet kisses down her neck before moving along her nude shoulder. He then trekked down to her back and kissed along her back to between her shoulder blades. There he pressed his lips more firmly against her skin and smiled as she shuddered under his touch. He kissed in a newly found northern route and moving her hair aside kissed the back of her neck. She now moaned at his magic touch. He continued north, kissing up her neck and latching himself onto her earlobe. He slowly sucked and bit down lightly. This elicited more moans from her, each movement making the noise increase. The way she was reacting was fast turning him on. Her moaning at his touch was like music to his ears.
She slowly opened her eyes to feel him sucking, biting and caressing her. He had voyaged across her neck, shoulders and back before finding his way to her ear. He now had one arm still wrapped around her waist, keeping her close to his hardened length whilst the other was stroking her breasts. She let herself get lost in his touch and her moans were increasing. Noticing she was awake he flipped her over and looked at her straight in the eyes. His deep blue pools were so dark, the intensity blinding her. His unadulterated lust yet promising love shone through. Her dark chocolates mirrored his, her own desire and undying love for him evident.
"I love you Haley," he said to her huskily.
"I love you Nathan," she replied emotionally.
Nathan and Haley getting together was not a surprising event. They had been together for six years having begun dating in their sophomore year at Duke. They had grown up together and their whole life had been the best of friends. However people instantly knew just by looking at them and the way they interacted that they could become something more, something much more powerful and true. It was obvious the two were destined for love but that only became clear in the beginning of their sophomore year.
Nathan and Haley had spent that summer apart, the very first time they had ever been without the other and also the last time. When they had returned from their holidays with their friends they had realised just how much they had missed each other. They then also saw how attractive the other was and failed to notice how they had never seen this before. Feelings began to arise and soon they gave into the rapidly growing heat between them. Then came the enlightenment that although they had always loved each other they were actually in love with each other. After admitting their feelings for each other it was only uphill from there right? Try not.
Their families, which had always been so close, had a big fight. The two families were partners in a business as well as strong friends. However when the fight took place the two were forbidden to see each other. Previously their parents had been so ecstatic of the newly joint alliances but were now more than displeased. Respecting their parents wishes Nathan and Haley ceased their relationship and covered their love for each other with hate, just as their families had instructed them to do so. However attending the same university and always seeing each other took a toll on them. They once again gave into the passion and love they felt for each other. This time though they kept it a secret and didn't tell their parents, it was just easier that way. Their respective families continued in thinking that their good children were staying away from each other, remaining in the dark about the truth. Nathan and Haley continued to see each other and their love for each other grew into the beautiful disaster it was now.
They supported each other and were always there as a shoulder to cry on. They promised their souls to each other and had so far kept faithful, never once wavering. The two protected each other, never letting even an ounce of evil come in contact with the other. They were each other's strength, always there when there were problems with their families or just generally in life. They were each other's hope for a better life where they could confess to their parents and have an open relationship. They were each other's reason to get up in the morning, to see each other. But mainly they were each other's true love and that was something that nobody could change. When they lay together in bed, entwined in each other, they knew it couldn't get any better then that. Being in Nathan's arms was the place where Haley felt the safest and most loved. He was her haven and she was his. It was how it had always been. He would always protect her and she knew it. She would always care and take an interest and he knew it. There were many differences and fewer similarities between them, which worked just fine. After all, the saying went opposites attract. In Nathan and Haley's case this was very true. They were perfect for each other. It was a match made in heaven by Cupid himself.
Nathan had an older brother called Lucas. Lucas was a broody blonde who was two years older than Nathan and the golden child of the Scott clan. Dan Scott, their father was a very successful businessman and could be a very loving and kind person. However if you crossed him there would be consequences. Traitors had no place in his world and he would never allow them in. This was part of the reason Nathan knew he couldn't count on his father to understand his love for Haley. In Dan's eyes Nathan would be a betrayer and there would be nothing else to it. Haley knew that and also respected it. Karen Scott, the boys' mother and Dan's wife was a petite woman. She unlike Dan was always kind and loving, and would never change her ways. Nathan and Lucas would die for their mother, as both were complete mummy's boys.
Haley was an only child and hated it. Her whole life her parents had only acknowledged her when they needed to, otherwise they'd never taken an interest in her life. As long as she lived up to their expectations of being a straight 'A' student and pretending they were one big happy family in front of others, they were happy. They never had cared much more as they didn't have time to fit her into their busy schedule. Jimmy James was a greedy businessman who was a rival to many others. He was always away on business trips, finalising one deal after another and building his ever-growing income. Lydia James was a woman who was regarded highly in society. She was always perfect in her appearance, never one hair out of place, and had a respected reputation. She neither took a great deal of interest in Haley either, but expected her to uphold the great James name. As her parents had never taken an interest in her, Haley always wanted to please them, to be worthy of them. As wrong as it was, Nathan supported her as she did him. Haley had never cared much as she had always had Brooke, her best friend. Brooke Davis was a bubbly brunette who had been there for Haley through the thick and thin. Brooke was the same age as Haley and was dating Nathan's older brother Lucas. They were the only two people that Haley and Nathan had trusted enough to confide in about their relationship. Nobody else except those two knew.
"How did I ever end up with you?" Nathan asked jokingly. But Haley could read him well and knew that he was once again doubting himself.
"I don't know, I think I'd taken the wrong pills the evening we first kissed," Haley said playfully.
"So how come you never left afterwards? Admit it Hales, you just couldn't get enough of me could you?" Nathan asked cockily as he moved to lie above her, resting his weight on his forearms.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. I admit, you're too hot and the only reason I've put up with you for so long is because you're good in bed," Haley said rolling her eyes as she looked up at Nathan who was blanketing her.
"Good thing you're good in bed too then. How about I remind you once more just how good we both are?" Nathan proposed.
"It'd be an honour," Haley said and twining her hands around Nathan's neck, she pulled him down onto her.
Their mouths met in a hot searing kiss. Their lips stroked each other's whilst playing cat and mouse games, before battling over domination. Nathan moved a hand down to caress Haley's breasts, which earned a moan to be let out into his mouth. His other hand moved down to rhythmically stroke up and down Haley's thigh. Haley moved her legs apart and cradled Nathan in between them. One of Haley's hands was racing through Nathan's wild hair. The other had travelled south and was now stroking Nathan's erection. Nathan groaned hard into Haley's mouth as he felt her small hand enclose around his length.
As the passion grew, Nathan tore himself from Haley's infectious lips and kissed down her body until he reached his destination. Nathan placed a kiss in the valley of Haley's breasts before taking one fully into his mouth. He sucked on her breast and gently bit down. Using his free hand he massaged her other breast. Haley's back arched as she pushed more of her chest towards Nathan's hungry mouth. Her hands flew to Nathan's hair and held his head close to her. Her moans were increasing as Nathan pulled his head away to look up at Haley. Their eyes met and he could see her loving gaze watching him. Nathan lowered his head once more to kiss more of Haley's breast. Haley screamed out in pleasure and threw her head back deep into the pillows. Loving her response Nathan then repeated his actions a few times. He then took her breast into his mouth once more and soothed the skin. He released her breast and moved onto the other breast, lavishing it with the same attention.
Haley's nerves went into overload and not being able to stand it any longer. She pulled Nathan up to her and joined their mouths once more. This time, Haley flipped them over so that she was straddling Nathan's waist, and she herself began to kiss southwards. She kissed down his neck and sucked at his sensitive skin, before moving further down to kiss his hard, sculpted chest. She lightly sucked on his nipples, which earned a groan from Nathan. Haley knew just how to work him and loved this fact. Haley proceeded to kiss his stomach and Nathan watched her in anticipation of what was to come.
After what felt like years, Haley reached Nathan's length. She moved her hands out to stroke along it. Nathan watched in pleasure, as his hold on the sheets grew tighter. All the remaining blood in his body was rushing to his groin. Nathan groaned as he felt Haley's hot mouth surrounding him. She sucked on him at a torturously slow speed, before biting down gently. One of Nathan's hands flew to Haley's head to keep her in place, whilst the other's hold on the sheets grew tighter. Nathan felt himself slowly falling over the edge as Haley took him fully into her mouth. As she moved their eyes locked. Not being able to be away from her for any longer Nathan pulled her up to him, crashing his lips upon hers.
Flipping them over so that he was once again on top of her, Nathan moved downwards. He kissed down her neck, then her chest and then came to her stomach. He kissed her soft skin, bringing his tongue out to swirl around her belly button. Haley felt as if every contact Nathan made with her skin was like fire. She could feel the sensations building up inside her stomach and couldn't wait to feel Nathan inside of her.
Nathan felt as if he could practically see the juices flowing out of her intimate region. Bending his head he kissed her burning centre before pushing one of his fingers inside her. Haley moaned at the contact as she watched Nathan's actions. He pushed another finger inside the heat and felt the wetness surround him. Her muscles clenched around his fingers and Haley whimpered.
"Nathan…" Haley whispered.
Nathan brought his head up to kiss Haley once more on the lips, unable to resist. He then pushed another finger inside of her and Haley felt as if she was going to burst.
"Baby, you're so wet. You feel so good. It's all for me isn't it? You're wet for me aren't you? Tell me you're so wet just for me. Go on baby, please, tell me," Nathan whispered huskily in Haley's ears as he began to stroke her with his thumb.
Haley released a long moan before panting, "Yes baby…it's all for you. You're the only one who can make me feel this way…only you. I love you Nathan…it's all for you."
Nathan groaned aloud and once again possessed Haley's mouth. He pulled his fingers out of Haley and licked each one of them. Dipping down, he re-captured Haley's lips, sharing her tantalising taste.
When they broke away Nathan whispered, "Please baby, now, I can't hold out much longer. I need you around me. Now baby…I need you."
Haley replied, "Yes baby, take me."
Needing no further instructions, Nathan positioned himself at Haley's entrance. Looking Haley directly in the eyes, Nathan slid inside of her. Haley let out a hiss at the feel of him inside of her. It was pure bliss for both of them. Nathan at first slowly began to push further inside of her, but as he felt Haley buck her hips, began to move faster. Haley's legs locked around Nathan's waist and she dug her heels into his ass. Haley's muscles began to clench around Nathan as the two of them felt themselves falling further. Haley met Nathan thrust for thrust. As their paces grew even faster Nathan found himself whispering hotly to Haley:
"Just let it go baby…I'll be right here. I'm not letting you go anywhere. Come on baby… come…come for me…please…just let…it go."
Hearing Nathan's words Haley clenched her fingers into Nathan's back and threw her head back. She let out a scream of pleasure as her orgasm hit. Watching Haley Nathan himself went over the edge into a chant of Haley's name. He burst into Haley, pouring out his seed as he buried his head into her neck, kissing her furiously. They rode the waves together until they came crashing back down.
Nathan remained where he was, snug inside of Haley. They panted, trying to catch their breaths, as they remained twined within each other. Reluctantly Nathan moved out of Haley's grasp and pulled the covers over them. Haley turned around and kissed Nathan before burying her head into his chest.
"I love you," Nathan whispered and kissed Haley's head.
"I love you too," Haley said faintly, sleep signalling its approaching arrival.
That night they fell into a peaceful slumber wrapped within each other. They were there together, and life couldn't get any better than that.
Haley woke up the following morning and looked towards Nathan. They had hardly moved from their original positions all night. Nathan looked so peaceful and content. The sun was peeking in, illuminating his handsome features. As if he could feel her gaze on him he gently lifted his heavy eyelids. She met his striking blue eyes as he smiled down at her. It used to unnerve Nathan, the way Haley would look at him. It was as if she could see right into his soul, which Nathan had slowly but surely grown to love. She knew everything about him and accepted him for who he was. For that he loved her so much.
"Good morning," Haley greeted with a kiss.
"I could wake up every morning like that," Nathan said once the kiss had ended.
"Don't count on it," Haley teased as Nathan watched her.
"You're beautiful," Nathan stated cupping her cheek.
"So I've been told," Haley said rolling her eyes.
"You know, you've been getting very cocky lately. I'm thinking I'll have to do something about it," Nathan said rolling on top of Haley and pinning her beneath him.
"Oh yeah, what you gonna do about it?" Haley asked playfully.
"I'm gonna set you straight," Nathan said and kissed her.
Nathan began to run his hands up Haley's leg, whilst kissing her hotly. Haley ran her hands through Nathan's hair as she pulled him closer to her. The faint stirrings of lust were once again making themselves known as their temperatures soared. Haley could feel Nathan's hardened erection pressing against her and flipped them over. Continuing to kiss him, Haley grinded her hips against his length, causing him to moan into her mouth. Suddenly stopping her movements, Haley pulled away from Nathan.
"Haley?" Nathan asked in a confused daze of lust and passion.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I just thought maybe we should get up and get ready," Haley said climbing off of Nathan and out of bed.
"Haley? We're not done yet," Nathan exclaimed feeling very bothered by her actions.
"Oh, I know, I just felt like getting up and having a shower," she said walking over to the ensuite bathroom. Stopping in the doorway she winked playfully at him before asking, "Aren't you going to join me? I thought you had to set me straight."
Haley disappeared into the bathroom leaving the door wide open. Nathan lay there for a moment registering what had just happened. Realisation finally dawned on him and in his haste he barrelled out of bed, throwing the sheets to the floor, and ran into the bathroom. He saw Haley smirking at him as she stepped into the hot shower. Closing the door behind him Nathan joined her, and set her straight.
Nathan slowly slid out of Haley even though he didn't want to depart her. Haley untied her legs from Nathan's waist and slowly moved down the cold wall, which he had shoved her up against, until her feet were safely on level grounding. The water cascaded upon the two of them as they tried to regain their breaths.
"Did that set you straight?" Nathan whispered as he rested his forehead against Haley's. He wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her flush against him. Nathan stroked Haley's cheek as he placed her under an intense gaze.
"Nope, I don't think so," Haley smirked up at him running a finger down his chest, "Maybe you should try again."
Dragging his face down Haley crashed her lips upon his in a searing kiss and the heat began to rise all over again.
They were finally ready an hour later, after pulling themselves away from the shower and each other's embraces. Haley walked into the kitchen ahead of Nathan and began to rummage through the drawers. Nathan sat down at the small table in the kitchen and leaned back to watch Haley.
Nathan and Haley had found a weekend away from their busy lives for a weekend to themselves. They were now residing in a condo an hour from their homes in Tree Hill. Nathan had told his parents that he was going away with a few friends and after making sure he had completed any pending work, Dan let him go. Haley had told her parents that she was going to Brooke's for the weekend. Seeing as how her parents hardly ever noticed her absence they didn't mind as they were going on another infamous business trip. Haley met Nathan at Brooke's on Friday afternoon and after bidding Brooke and Lucas goodbye, they set out. They were due back on Sunday evening and it was now Saturday. Nathan and Haley were happy to break away from reality for a while to enjoy each other and the bond they shared.
"I am so happy that I am away from home and with you," Nathan said sincerely, "I've missed you."
"I've missed you too," Haley said giving him a warm smile. "How is it at home? Is your dad ok?"
"Dad's been riding my ass so bad lately," Nathan said letting out a dejected sigh. He leaned his elbows on the table before him and rested his head in his hands. "Nothing I do is good enough for him, it has to be better. He's been piling on the work and it's doing my head in. I hardly get anytime to myself anymore. He's always shooting my ass off about something or another. Nothing's ever good enough."
Leaving what she was doing, Haley walked over to Nathan. She placed her hands on his shoulders and found them incredibly intense. She slowly massaged them, unravelling the many knots that lay there. Bending her head she kissed along his neck. Moaning, Nathan moved back into her touch, finally feeling some of the tension vacate his body. Grabbing her hands, Nathan guided Haley around to sit in his lap. Haley sat down and wrapped her legs around his waist. Nathan buried his head into Haley's neck and placed a kiss there. He tightened his hold on her, pulling her closer to him, needing to feel the security and calm she brought. He breathed in her scent as he slowly began to get lost in her embrace. He needed to forget about his life for a while and just remember that she was there, before him, with nobody to tear them apart. Haley stroked Nathan's hair as she held him to her. She knew he needed reassuring that she wasn't going anywhere. His life as well as hers was equally hard and he just needed to remember that there was a light at the end of the tunnel. She didn't say anything, knowing that he would speak when he was ready.
"I just don't understand why. Everything Lucas does is good enough. In dad's eyes Lucas can do no wrong. But when it comes to me it's a completely different story. He pushes me harder and treats me like a failure. He hates me Haley. I can't ever do anything right…ever," Nathan said.
Haley moved back and cupped Nathan's head in her hands. She looked into his eyes and saw moist tears twinkling back at her though broken eyes.
"Don't you ever say you are a failure, ever. You are anything but a failure. The Nathan Scott I know is an over confident jackass and very sure of himself. He's cocky and hates being wrong. In his own eyes he can never be wrong. As far as I know, he never lets his dad walk over him or get to him. You know, I was actually crazy enough to fall for the jerk, but don't tell him that," Haley whispered the latter part as she spoke to Nathan. "And for the record I know something you're good at. You are good at this relationship and being in love with me, the beautiful-sometimes clumsy-damsel in distress."
"You are most definitely beautiful; there is nobody else for me. The clumsy though is also true," Nathan smirked as Haley hit him feigning annoyance. "Thank you though Haley."
"Well it's hardly like I have anything better to do than lick your wounds," Haley shrugged.
"What would I do without you?" Nathan asked giving Haley a short yet sweet kiss before pulling back. "Seriously though, what would I do without you? Haley I would die without you. I live and breathe in your name. What if I lose you? How are we going to be together in the future? What if our parents find out?"
"I honestly don't know. But what I do know is that I can't bear the thought of losing you, of being without you, of you not being in my life. We'll work it out. I love you Nathan and nobody can come between us if we don't let them," Haley replied.
"I love you too and I am definitely not gonna let anyone come in between us," Nathan said pulling Haley back in for another kiss. This time it was one of pure need. His tongue swept her mouth as if he was afraid it would be the last time. The question was would it be the last time?
They spent the whole day simply enjoying each other's company. In the afternoon they went out for a swim before returning for a long hot bath, complete with bath oils, candles and incense. In the evening they watched some movies before once again going to bed, huddled together in each other's hold and falling into a serene slumber.
Thank you and please give me a little reply on what you thought. Constructive criticism is appreciated and I would love you to give me an honest opinion on what you thought.
Next chapter: Nathan and Haley go back to the real world? What's life really like for them? Brucas and parents will be introduced.
Thank you.
Lax