Disclaimer: I do not own this anime, song, and disclaimer note.

A/N: this story's kinda fast paced and I started it with Natsume hating Mikan smiling and all. Do you think it's okay or it lacks detail or anything? If so just tell me please! ( I hope you can do so in a nice way at least.) actually I was inspired to write this by some text quotes ( I'm sure Filipinos like me know this :D) actually you can generally say that they're quotes. I was also inspired by the song Blue Sky by Hale. I know it's a boy band and all, but if you look at the lyrics I think it fits it for Mikan singing it to Natsume.

Warning: Natsume can get OOC here, and so does Mikan. She actually becomes mature here XD.

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/Natsume's POV/

Why the hell does she always smile? It's really irritating me. How can she manage to be happy even if the whole world is against her?

Even if I snap at her,

Even if Imai avoids her,

Even if no one accepts her as someone with a real Alice,

Even if she's really bad at her studies, she still has friends to turn to,

But why?

How?

Is it because she's cheery?

Or is it…

Because of her smile?

I guess so.

But…

How is that possible?

How is she able to stand again after so many blows have been given to her?

How can she even manage to smile at that person that hurts her so much…

Namely me.

I hate it. I hate her smile.

She goes on with her life as if nothing happened.

I hate it…

Maybe because…

I envy her.

Inside me I really want to smile.

But I know it'll just mess things up.

'Cause I have no right…

… no right to be happy.

/End POV/

"Natsume!!!!" Mikan screamed to a particular raven-haired boy who covered his face with a manga.

"WHAT?!" he screamed with anger, probably because he was 'disturbed' from his deep thoughts.

"Wanna go to Central Town with us now?"

"NO." he screamed in Mikan's ear in exchange of the disturbance.

"No need to scream!"

Before she could make another remark, Natsume already ran out

"What's with him?" Mikan asks herself. He must be high today. She thought to herself.

I…

Shouldn't remember…

I shouldn't be happy.

And I shouldn't cry.

I need…

To hold back

These were Natsume's thoughts as he ran passed and wiped his empty tears away.

"Maybe I should run after him." said Mikan as she followed where Natsume was headed.

She apologized to Ruka and Hotaru before she made a run for it.

…Tbc…

A/N: okay, so that's it for this chapter, and this fic is only going to be a two-shot, so it'll only be short. So anyway, next chapter Mikan sings something to Natsume, so tune in! and i'll make the other chappie longer.

-arigatou for reading!

-celz