A/N This is the last chapter. Enjoy.
Alternate Epilogue
Epilogue
Five years later…
I got out of my car, which was parked on the sidewalk of a cemetery. I wanted to pay my respects to my used to be lover. It has been five years since his dreadful death and even if he's not here anymore, I pay my respects to him for how he made me feel and for the things he did for me.
I'm still completely and utterly in love with him, which has interfered with my love life throughout the years. It's just hard to let go, especially since he's been my first love, but I have tried dating people.
I walked around my car, opening the passenger door and went inside, helping my son, Leslie Jake Ryan, out from his seat.
I was in fact about a month pregnant when I did my pelvic exam five years ago. Nine months after that, I gave birth to little Jake on February 12, 2011. Life has had its ups and downs, especially when I need a guy around, but it's okay. I still a singer, but a mother at the same time.
"Mommy, what are we doing?" Jake said as he tried to wiggle his way out of his seat. "I thought we were going to see Auntie Luann and Uncle Timmy so I can play with Kevin?"
I smiled at the little boy and unbuckled his seatbelt.
"We're going to see them later. Now we're visiting daddy. Did you finish your present to him?" I asked him and carried him out of the seat.
"Yes mommy, it's in my pocket." He whispered as he patted his back pocket.
I smiled and set him down on the ground as I carried a bouquet of flowers that was in the car. I closed the door and took a hold of Jake's hand as we walked through the cemetery looking for Jake's grave stone.
I've been every year, once a month, or more, just to talk to Jake, telling him about our son. Things I wasn't able to tell anyone when I had our baby. Our baby looks exactly like his dad with his facial features and everything. It was almost like the only thing little Jake had was my eyes, which is fine. I rather have him look like his daddy.
"Are we almost there mommy?" Little Jake asked as he tugged on my hand.
I smiled down at him and nodded.
"Almost, just a few more feet." I assured him and soon enough, we met Jake's tombstone.
On the tombstone, it said:
Leslie Jake Ryan
March 7, 1992 - June 5, 2010
I set Jake's little hand down as I kneeled in front of Jake's tombstone and kissed it.
"Hello Jake." I softly said as I set the flowers down in front of it.
I turned to little Jake as he stuck his toe into the earth. "Come here Jake." I quietly said to him and took his hand, pulling him close to me. I hugged him, putting my chin on his little head. "Do you have something to give him?" I whispered and Jake nodded.
He put his hand to his back pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper.
"Hi daddy. I drew a family picture in school and I wanted you to have it. I didn't show it to mommy yet because I wanted to show you it first." Little Jake said and unfolded the picture.
I closely watched little Jake as he opened up the piece of paper. I looked at the drawing and felt a bit teary eyed. On the picture were the three of us, but Jake had wings.
"I drew this when our teacher told us to draw our family. I drew you with wings because you're my angel!" Little Jake said and flipped the picture, showing Jake the picture.
I kissed the top of little Jake's head and smiled. "That's good." I told him and he turned around in my arms.
"Mommy, when will I really get to meet daddy?" He then asked with my heart slightly breaking.
"A long time from now, I'm afraid." I said and kissed his cheek.
"Okay." He frowned and I let go of him. He started to wander off as I looked at Jake's grave.
"Hello Jake." I softly said and narrowed my eyes to the ground. "I had another dream of you last night…"
A/N And that's this second ending :D hope you liked this… and again thank you for reading and reviewing. I'll admit I teared a bit when I wrote this ending lol, but yes, this is how I wanted it to end, and yet the demands for the other ending was so high. Just wondering, which ending did you like more?
Much Love and Aloha
Maricel
AlwaysxAddicted