disclaimer: kingdom hearts? what is this 'kingdom hearts' you speak of? I do not own it, nor have a heard of it. (joking, I've heard of it. xD don't own it though)

warning: swearing, implicit sex, bad grammar for fic purposes, sadistic Roxas and uke Riku. xD other stuff too?

You're loversfriendsenemies now.

Sometimes you can't tell if you're together because he loves you or if he's just there for the sex(but it's damn good sex when you're with him).

But you think that sometimes it doesn't matter because it's Roxas, pretty pretty Roxas with his pretty pretty blue eyes and pretty pretty blond hair and pretty pretty white hands.

So yeah, even when he's got you backed against that living room wall and he's pounding into you like there's tomorrow and those hands of his are leaving those painful nasty bruises on your arms and thighs and back, you're still going to stay with him no matter what, but he's Roxas and you're completelytotallywonderfully addicted to him and no matter what, you're not getting rehab anytime soon.

And no matter how many times he's going to bend you over that table in the dining room or bind you to that bedpost or backhand you roughly and then kiss you senseless you're going to put up with it because those pretty pretty eyes and pretty pretty smile and pretty pretty hands are going to be there to take care of you even after your backside is abused and your lips are swollen and your arms have those purple looking bruises on them.

But now he's fucking you into the bed and your ankles are over his shoulders and you're beggingcryingyelling for him to keep on going (ohgodmorefasterharderdon'tstop). And when it's over and done with you're feeling kind of dirtied so he sleeps on the couch and in the middle of the night you start packing your bags because you don't want to depend on him anymore, no.

But then you see him bunking on the couch on your way out and for a moment that sadism and bitchiness and seductiveness is stripped away and for a moment it's just pretty pretty Roxas and his pretty pretty eyes and his pretty pretty hair and his pretty pretty hands. And so yeah, you drop that bag of yours near the doorway and carry him back to your bed and the two of you fall asleep like two innocent teenage lovers(which you're not, your relationship is anything but innocent).

And so you're going to stay with him forever and ever because every time you try and leave he'll get you to stay somehow, him with his pretty pretty eyes and pretty pretty hair and pretty pretty smile and pretty pretty hands.

This is your pretty pretty Roxas with his pretty pretty blond hair and pretty pretty blue eyes and pretty pretty smile and pretty white hands that are around your neck strangling you.

You're finding it hard to breathe now, aren't you?

»fin.!«

xD I've never written anything this suggestive before. -shot- I'm rating it T for now but drop me a line if you think it should be rated M, okayy:D -is stupid like that-

yeah. I would have wanted this to be sooo much longer but I wanted to finish it today. xD

well, there's my sadistic!Roxas and uke!Riku fic for now. (I get the feeling there's going to be more coming soon though).

written while listening to Pride by High and Mighty Color and Evergreen by HYDE. (again...?)

yeah. I ramble. AGAIN. which reminds me:

I have a request for you readers. Give me any angsty keyword and I will try my best to give you a Kingdom Hearts fanfic themed around that word. And as a bonus, you can choose either Sora/Riku, Roxas/Riku or Axel/Riku as the pairing:D Who wouldn't want to do that? (that means please do xD) errryeah. feel free to drop me a line by review or PM, kayy? Thanks in advance! X3

-namikun