Since You've Been Gone

Chapter 3: This Feeling

"If only I had known something was up, this all could have been avoided." There was a long pause," Why the hell did she have to leave?! She made things so much harder." Heat was growing and flaring deep within the small body, so much was building up that if it wasn't released soon another being would be obliterated in the nothingness of this damn life.

"What is this feeling………Hate?"

"Yes."

"But who? Him? Or……… Her?"

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"Who was I before this so- called 'terrible accident'? Who the hell does she think she is keeping me in this house like this? Tea, what kind of name is that? It sounds like tea, speaking of which, a cup of mint tea sounds really good right about now." Pausing one amethyst closes and a tear escapes it a moment later. "What the hell happened to me? What did I do to deserve this?" Anger began to flare like rapid fire in that one purple orb as tears became stones in that once broken heart.

"What is this feeling……… Anger?"

"Yes."

"But to who? Her? Or………myself?"

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"When did all of this even start? Was he like this when I first met him, always so full of anger and despair? Did I cause this pain, or was it someone else? Why didn't I get him help? I knew everything… or so I thought. Why do things have to be like this? Why does this have to hurt so bad…? Why couldn't this all just be one big happy love story… like normal? I miss him so much, can he just remember me once?

"What is this feeling………Broken?"

"Yes."

"But for who? Him? Or………myself?"