Author's Note: Hey, this is my first General Hospital story. I'm a big fan of Lulu/Spinelli, Lulu/Milo, and Lulu/Logan. So, most of my stories will probably focus on at least one of those three pairings. I hope you like it. Oh yeah, I don't like Liz, so she probably won't be portrayed very "nice" in my story, so if you don't like when she gets bashed or something, then I just wanted to warn you. Also, in this story Spinelli and Lulu are just friends, he doesn't have a crush on her.
Characters: Lulu Spencer, Logan, Spinelli, Cooper, Maxie, Lucky, Luke, Liz, Dillon, Nikolas, Emily, and some others…
Summary: Lulu's life is less than perfect right now. She's dealing with Liz and Jason's secret, proving that her mother is innocent, and a lot more that no one else knows. But when a new face comes to town, it gets even more complicated.
Disclaimer: I own no one (unfortunately), all characters own themselves.
No Control: Part 1
"I don't know what to do, mom." Lulu Spencer said, wiping the freely flowing tears from her face. "I'm so confused right now."
Lulu stopped pacing and settled on the floor in front of her mothers' chair. "I'm scared," She paused and wiped the tears away. "I'm scared of telling dad about what Scott did. I don't even know if I should."
She reached forward slowly and took her mother's hand in hers.
It was hard for Lulu to see her mom likes this. She hated that Scott killed Rick Webber and let everyone believe that it was Laura. She had lost her mother because of Baldwin, not physically,, but mentally.
"What do I do? Do I turn Scott in and let dad's guilt for your condition drive him crazy? Or do I keep it to myself so I don't complicate everyone's lives?"
It was times like this when Lulu wished that her mom could just reach out and hug her until Lulu felt better. It's been years since her mother went into her catatonic state, and Lulu barely visited her because it was to painful to see her mom sitting there not doing anything, knowing that she would never recover. Lulu hates Scott Baldwin with every fiber of her being this is his fault.
"I need to know what I'm supposed to do. I can't keep all of these secrets inside of my head and not ever tell anyone, especially since they don't deserve that."
"I've been selfish, whiny, bratty, everything you can possibly think of since your relapse." She took a deep breath to try and stop the tears and continued. "But I've been acting like that because I don't wanna admit that I need help. I need someone to just tell me flat out what I should do. I need you."
Lucky and Elizabeth's House
"Leave me alone, Liz." Lucky yelled angrily.
"I'm sorry. I thought that keeping it a secret was for the best-" Lucky cut Liz off before she could continue.
"You thought that lying and keeping the fact that Jason Morgan is that baby's father was for the best?!" He screamed in disbelief.
"I'm sorry." Liz said, crying.
"Yeah, well, sometimes sorry isn't good enough." Lucky sighed, and couldn't stop the tars that cascaded down his face. "You lied to me about a baby that I thought was mine!"
"How can you yell at me for my lie when you lied to me for months about Maxie?!" Liz yelled back.
"I was addicted to pills, Elizabeth. I'm not saying that that is an excuse for what I did, because it's not. But keeping a secret about a baby's father is worse!"
"Lucky-"
"Explain something to me." He interrupted sharply. "Are you only with me because you can't have Jason?" Lucky said running a hand through his short dark hair frustratingly.
Liz didn't need to answer Lucky's question, the look on her guilty said more than words ever could.
"I loved you Elizabeth, I loved you with all my heart." Lucky said, softly.
He could feel the tears welling up in his eyes and didn't bother to try and stop them. "You didn't trust me enough to tell me that the baby wasn't mine, Liz. You lied for months about the paternity of the baby." Lucky stood up, and walked to the door. "We're done. And this time I won't come crawling back." And with that, he stormed out of the house.
The Pier
Lulu walked onto the pier, still crying. She had so much to deal with at the moment. Liz's secret coming out and completely destroying her brother's heart, Scott, her dad asking over and over again what's wrong, Dillon telling her that he wants to be with her now, and so much more that she can't tell anyone about ever.
It was all becoming too much to hold in.
Lucky found out about the baby a week ago. And ever since then, Lulu has been completely ignored by everyone.
She couldn't walk anymore, her legs were too weak, and she dropped to her knees on the ground and put her head in her hands and cried uncontrollably.
"Are you okay?"
Although she had her back toward him she knew exactly who he was. She recognized the deep voice, which had a slight southern accent and quickly wiped the tears away and forced herself to stop crying.
"What do you want?" She asked bitterly.
Lulu started to stand and almost fell back to the ground; she would have if he hadn't of caught her.
"Woah, are you sure you're okay?" He asked, helping her stand straight and removing his arms from around her waist.
"I'm fine, Logan." She replied sharply.
She looked at Logan and realized that he actually did look concerned, but at this point she didn't care.
"You don't seem fine." He said, "You were crying, that obviously means that something is wrong."
"Go back and find Maxie and Cooper." Lulu said, pushing past him.
He ran after her and stepped in front of her. "But I don't wanna leave you alone since you're upset."
"I'm not upset, I'm fine, I'm completely fine."
"Maybe it would help if you talked about it." He suggested.
Lulu sighed and pushed him away from her so she could walk away, "I don't need to talk about anything, especially with you."
Logan watched as Lulu walked away, and when she was gone another person approached him from behind.
"Still can't get her to be nice to you?"
When Logan turned around he saw Cooper standing behind him.
"No. I swear to god she hates me."
"Well, can you blame her?" Cooper asked, sitting on the bench next to him.
Logan sighed and sat next to Cooper. "No, not really."
"Logan, you treat women like they're toys, like they're only here for your own personal pleasure, you don't treat them like people."
Logan rolled his eyes and stared at his friend. "Okay, Dr. Phil. What should I do then?"
"Start being nice, start treating her like a person."
"You know, you tell me that I'm mean and everything, but Maxie wanted to blackmail Lulu, and she told you about how she gave Lulu's brother pills that he was addicted to and how she conned him into cheating on his wife and sleeping with her and then she faked a pregnancy and miscarriage. And you don't seem to have a problem with that." Logan responded.
Cooper glared at his friend. "Maxie may have done all of those things, but she is a great person."
"And I'm not?"
"No, no, dude you're a great person and friend, but when it comes to women-"
"I know, I know, I'm an ass." Logan interrupted.
"Dude, you've never had a relationship that lasted more than a week." Cooper pointed out.
"I know. But that's because I've never dated or met for that matter anyone that I actually liked."
"And Lulu is different?" Cooper asked, curiously.
"Yes!" Logan exclaimed. "I don't know what it is. I've never been interested in another girl for more than a week. I've been here for at least three weeks and I can't stop thinking about her. Everytime I see her I can't help but smile. I never know how or what she's going to say or do when I'm around. She's not as predictable as most people."
"And that makes you like her?"
"Coop, I don't know what to do, she hates me and I think-" Logan stopped and ran his hands through his hair.
"You think what?" Cooper questioned.
"I think I might be in love with Lulu Spencer."
Author's Note: So, what do you think? Should I continue? Read and Review!